"cough~cough~cough......"

Last night, he had a little headache and a slight fever, and Zhang Hanjie didn't take it seriously, but he didn't expect to get up this morning, he felt weak, his throat was sore, and he broke out with a violent cough - he, he had a cold.

It was the first time he had been sick since he was a freshman. By the summer and April of the second year of Yanxi (Yeyuan 159), Zhang Hanjie's baby has been healthy for two years. He eats a lot and consciously 'exercises', and his physical fitness has developed rapidly, far exceeding that of children of the same age, and as his mobility improves, he often runs around.

In the Zhang family, his position was further consolidated, and everyone liked him, smart, sensible, and polite. However, his relationship with Zhang He is still very poor as always - objectively speaking, the reason is Zhang Hanjie.

Zhang Hanjie never called Zhang He "father", and most of the time, he would turn a blind eye to Zhang He and maintain an indifferent attitude. His mother, Zhang Wang, grandfather, Zhang Zhao, and grandmother, Zhang Liu, all talked about him and asked him why.

But Zhang Hanjie just bowed his head and kept silent, beating and scolding, but he did not repent. The family was deeply disturbed by this, but there was nothing they could do.

At night, Zhang Hanjie's baby often stayed in Zhang Wang's room and refused to leave, asking to sleep with his mother. Under the gaze of his innocent eyes, when he showed a pitiful look like a kitten, Zhang Wang's heart softened, and he was determined to disappear without a trace, and often involuntarily agreed, which made Zhang He depressed.

As for why Zhang He is depressed, adults know it and there is no need to explain it.

And when Zhang He got angry and forced him to leave, Zhang Hanjie would make a very sad appearance, and sometimes pretend to cry. This seriously affected Zhang Wang's mood and dealt a heavy blow to Zhang He.

Until one night, Zhang Hanjie was about to be kicked out of the room, he threw himself into Zhang Wang's arms as usual, crying loudly, hoarse, and inexplicably sad - even if he harmed others and himself, he would make Zhang He unhappy.

Since the performer was not professional enough – he didn't graduate from film school and couldn't shed tears – whatever he rubbed into his eyes was uncomfortable. After winning a few times in a row, he relaxed his vigilance, saved as much as he could, and slowly stopped even the circles under his eyes, just working on his voice.

As a result, the stuffing is leaked.

Zhang Wang was very moved at first, his own child, who did not feel heartache. The feeling of being fought over as a treasure is also very good. However, after a long time, Zhang Wang felt strange. The child was crying so sadly, why didn't her clothes get wet at all?

That's a strange question.

Zhang Hanjie, who was caught, was howling, he was about to take this as a throat exercise, his mouth was wide open, and he shouted wildly. Who knows, he was arrested...... He opened and closed his mouth twice, not knowing what to do. At this moment, his embarrassment was indescribable, and he stayed for a while, "This, this, hehe~haha~, you are busy, you are busy......"

Zhang Hanjie's gray head is running (^x^).

Seeing Zhang Hanjie's performance, Zhang He and Zhang Wang were also stunned, Zhang He was angry and funny, the couple looked at each other, looked at each other for a while, and still couldn't help laughing.

Zhang Hanjie was embarrassed and ran out of the house, but he heard bursts of laughter behind him, and he just wished that there was a crack in the ground for him to get into.

Since then, Zhang Hanjie has converged a lot.

Later, Zhang Wang added a sister to him at the beginning of the year, and he was disappointed - he had never seen such an ugly child, bruised and wrinkled. However, soon my sister became pink and cute, and he often pinched her pink cheeks - it felt very good.

Aunt Cui (that is, Xiao Cui) also became pregnant last year, but unfortunately, she accidentally fell and miscarried. This was very disappointing for her, and she desperately wanted a child. After getting married, the focus of life naturally begins to shift to children.

"What's wrong?" The child's cough immediately attracted the mother's attention, and Zhang Wangshi touched the baby's forehead with concern, as if it was a little hot.

"It's fine!"

Zhang Hanjie's baby didn't take it seriously at all, he just had a cold - every year, everyone got it, and he didn't see who died because of it. In modern times, there is no specific medicine that can cure colds. Generally speaking, follow the doctor's instructions and take medicine well, and you will be fine for a week; Otherwise, if you don't take medicine, drink plenty of hot water, keep warm, and replenish salt, you will be cured in seven days.

The baby didn't care, but Zhang Wang cared very much, pulled him to him, and used his forehead to stick to the baby's forehead, "I really have a fever!" You kid, you're sweating and standing on the tuyere, and you're cold, right?! ”

"It's okay, just move around, don't worry, mother......"

Zhang Hanjie is trying to be coquettish, he is becoming more and more like a child in some ways - maybe it's too much into the play, maybe it's the influence of status, anyway, that's the way it is. He didn't want to see the doctor. You know, in ancient times, you could only see Chinese medicine. Zhang Hanjie studied Chinese medicine in college, and he has no prejudice against Chinese medicine, but he is not sensitive to the taste of Chinese medicine soup.

"Uh~bitter!"

Zhang Hanjie was pinched and poured a bowl of bitter medicine soup, his small nose, small eyes and small face were wrinkled.

In such a matter, Zhang Wang's family will not accommodate him.

Dr. Sun is a gray-bearded old gentleman, it is said that his medical skills are good, he is the family doctor of the Zhang family, and he is also quite famous in Wu County. But in Zhang Hanjie's view, Dr. Sun is a Mongolian doctor. Although Zhang Hanjie has almost forgotten what he learned in college, he can still recall a little bit of basic medical theory and common sense things. There is no problem with Dr. Sun's judgment - the wind evil has entered the body, typhoid fever (to put it bluntly, it is a cold, a cold), but the pathological analysis is plausible, and I don't know what to do at all.

With this impression, Zhang Hanjie's baby naturally will not drink bitter medicine soup honestly. Moreover, he also ran around regardless of the doctor's instructions.

As a result, his condition became serious.

At the beginning of May, Zhang Hanjie's condition did not heal after several repetitions, which seriously weakened his physical health, and he was finally bedridden, covered with a thick quilt, still feeling cold, and he felt that he was going to die.

'How could this be', Zhang Hanjie didn't understand, 'Could it be that he would die of a cold?' This is too much, he is not Reinhardt, how could he die so ridiculously? It's so hilarious that he died of a cold as a traverser, isn't he the main character......

His mind has been in a mess, he has lived in this world for two years, but he still has a sense of alienation, as if he can't fit into it through a layer of something, but death comes with teeth and claws, and it pounces on him so abruptly, but it is so real.

He, too, will be in pain, will be sick, and will be ...... Die!

This fact is clearly laid out in front of us, not without shock, not without fear.

Life has no goals, and living in a muddy state is not very happy, nor can it be said to be happy, but Zhang Hanjie has never thought about death. It was like this in the past life, and it is the same in this life. Sometimes, I feel like I'm living like a cockroach, with no goal, no hope, and it doesn't matter if I'm dead......

However, when the Grim Reaper really appeared, Zhang Hanjie found that he didn't want to die at all, he instinctively wanted to live without a reason.

If he is so afraid of death, he will definitely be a traitor at a critical moment - laughing at himself, with a little guilt, he accepts this unpleasant fact - he is afraid of death, really afraid, very afraid!

Maybe he will return to that world when he dies, he comforted himself, but he would not believe this kind of thing at all - he had a cold and not dementia. His luck has always been bad, he has bought lottery tickets for several years, and he has only won 50 yuan at most. It's already a coincidence to cross once, can it happen again?

Don't even think about it!

The new life is not as good as the previous life, which is very inconvenient, but he wears silk and satin, eats chicken, fish, meat and eggs, his family loves him very much, and his life has passed, he wants to live......

[Be kind, read a book and smash the ticket]