Feng Qingyue's heart is a little empty, Mrs. Lin is Feng Qingyue's only relative in this world, even if they are not related by blood, she still admires her.

But she didn't forget, Mrs. Lin is Lin Han's own grandmother, even if Mrs. Lin has never taken Lin Han since she was a child, and she hasn't even met a few times, it is undeniable that her heart is still biased towards Lin Han.

"Grandma......" Feng Qingyue's voice was low with a trill.

The extremely beautiful starry eyes rolled out big hot tears, slammed heavily on the ground, and smudged a small water circle: "I want to go to a good school, I want to be admitted to a good university, I want a better life, grandma, I don't want to be bad." ”

Mrs. Lin's heart trembled, and the little girl in front of her had been with her for seventeen years, growing from an infant baby to a slim girl.

She naturally inquired about the job, it was a mixed place, and the people in it were very bad, although she was worried, but Feng Qingyue has been very sensible since she was a child, and she is good at studying, and she will always be humble to Lin Han if she does not fight or grab.

So she thought that if she went to that place, she would be fine with Feng Qingyue's self-control, but she forgot that she was still a minor girl, the place where she lived was pure and simple, and her heart was clear and bright.

Until Feng Qingyue said that she didn't want to be bad.

Mrs. Lin realized that maybe an inconspicuous decision could really ruin her life.

Feng Qingyue's eyes were stained red, tears washed her eyes brighter, the tears that fell on her eyelashes, the fragility between her eyebrows, this was the first time that Mrs. Lin cried when she saw Feng Qingyue.

But this is the lesson of Feng Qingyue's previous life, which was mixed with countless blood and tears, and finally fell into the dust with this tear, and finally dissipated.

"Good baby, if you don't go, you won't go, grandma is afraid that you will be bullied, you have to protect yourself first in everything, do you know? Hanhan has been participating in piano competitions in Lianze City for the past few days, and when she comes back, her grandmother will go to tell her, you have to study hard, do you know? After making a lot of money, grandma will count on you to raise it. Mrs. Lin hugged her and comforted.

Feng Qingyue burst into tears and laughed: "I will definitely let my grandmother live a good life in the future." ”

Mrs. Lin smiled, covered her lips with her hands and coughed heavily, Feng Qingyue helped her sit on the sofa worriedly: "Grandma, are you coughing well?" What does Dr. Lee say? ”

Mrs. Lin shook her head, coughing so much that she couldn't speak, Feng Qingyue turned around and went to the coffee table: "I'll go and pour you a glass of water first." ”

After Feng Qingyue left, Mrs. Lin spread out her palm, which was a dazzling red, she held her hand tightly and hid it behind her, and her voice was kind: "Qingqing, you go to Lincheng People's Hospital to get grandma's medicine back, and Doctor Li will give it to you." ”

Feng Qingyue put the water in front of her, then went to the room on the second floor and took hundreds of yuan and put it in her bag, turned around and went to the door while putting on her shoes and said, "Leave the housework for me to come back and do it, you have a good rest, I'll go get you medicine." ”

After Feng Qingyue left, Mrs. Lin coughed and vomited a pool of blood, she wiped her lips and sighed heavily.

Because it was early autumn and it was getting dark late, Dr. Li was still on duty when he went to the People's Hospital.

This is the attending physician who treated Mrs. Lin, in the past, Mrs. Lin was not in good health, and she came to Lincheng People's Hospital to hang up in the internal medicine department, and Dr. Li was also familiar with Feng Qingyue.

He gave her a bill: "Just go and pay for the medicine." ”

Feng Qingyue stood still and didn't leave, she pursed her lips slightly: "Doctor Li, what kind of disease does my grandmother have?" She seems to have been coughing badly lately. ”

Dr. Li pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and said with a smile: "It's just that I'm old and have some problems with my bronchi, which is also related to the change of seasons, just don't be cold." ”

Feng Qingyue went to the medicine window with a heavy heart, in her previous life, Mrs. Lin was also in poor health for a period of time, and then she was taken to live in Lin Han's house.

At that time, she thought that she was abandoned, and she didn't go to Mrs. Lin with a sigh of relief, and she didn't see her again until she was hit and killed.

The moment she started over and was embraced by her, Feng Qingyue found that she missed her very much, she was very sorry in her heart, and before she died, she even thought that if Mrs. Lin knew that she was dead, would she feel sorry for her.

At least in this world, there are people who remember her in their hearts.

A few simple boxes of medicine cost six hundred, and in the end, Feng Qingyue had less than ten yuan left in his pocket.

These money were all received by Zhang Meiyi, and she gave Mrs. Lin a thousand yuan of living expenses every month, so Feng Qingyue tried her best not to spend money, but Mrs. Lin was sick, and a thousand yuan per month could not cure her illness at all, and they had been struggling for several months.

Feng Qingyue opened the medicine box and looked at it carefully, there was a drug she happened to know, which was an analgesic prescribed to cancer patients.

In the next second, she ran directly to Dr. Li, pushed open the door, Dr. Li was about to get off work, and was a little surprised when she saw Feng Qingyue coming: "Why are you back?" ”

Feng Qingyue's starry eyes looked straight at him, and his lips squirmed and he said with difficulty: "So, my grandmother has cancer, right?" ”

Doctor Li looked at the medicine she opened and knew that she had found it, so he sighed and said helplessly: "Xiaofeng, this is your grandmother's decision, she doesn't want you to know, for fear of affecting your studies." Dr. Li was silent for a moment and continued, "She has advanced stomach cancer and has three months to live at most. ”

Trimester......

Feng Qingyue's memory suddenly thought of his previous life, Mrs. Lin went to Lin Han's house two months later, and never came back.

Her eyes turned red, so she wasn't abandoned, but her grandmother's life came to an end, and she didn't want her to know and chose to die quietly.

It was the loneliest winter she ever had, she lost her grandmother, she was the only one in the empty home, she spent the New Year alone, and said happy New Year to the winter night, she made a wish, hoping that her grandmother would come back from Lin Han's house as soon as possible, but unfortunately the wish did not come true, it turned out that at this time, her grandmother had gone to heaven.

She can still receive living expenses every month, sometimes 1,000, sometimes 500, and by the time she was in her third year of high school, she was only two or three hundred, and she was forced to work part-time to maintain a difficult life.

And these living expenses, perhaps the money that her grandmother saved for a lifetime, gave it all to her after her death.

Tears burst out, and Dr. Li hurriedly took a piece of paper to wipe Feng Qingyue's tears: "Xiaofeng, birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, your grandmother is already seventy years old, and she is considered to be long-lived, let's look at it." ”

The tears couldn't be wiped away, and Feng Qingyue choked up and asked, "Can it still be cured?" ”

Doctor Li sighed: "In the late stage, even if it is treated, it will only prolong the life of a few months, and the medical expenses are not affordable for a family like yours, so your grandmother wants to hide it from you." ”

Feng Qingyue's eyes were red, and he asked stubbornly, "How much does it cost?" ”