Chapter 162: Did You Really Like Me?
A very deep wound, if you keep covering it, it will flow pus and fester, although the process of opening is very painful, but it can be healed, and Jiang Yuye relied on his brute force to open her heart again, so that she could have the courage to accept a person's good again.
The past will eventually pass, and the difficulty will eventually be reconciled in the torrent of time.
In this life, she has found a lot of happiness that can heal her.
Her grandmother spent the New Year with her, and the regrets of her previous life have been fulfilled.
She knows her background and finds a family that loves her, which is enough to heal the pain of her loneliness to death in her previous life.
A person's life seems to be very long, but in fact, it is fleeting in the blink of an eye, Feng Qingyue cherishes time very much, and does not want to waste her emotions on irrelevant things, her voice is cold: "Do you have something to do with me?" As I said last time, we'd better not meet. ”
Xiao Yiheng looked at her sideways, Feng Qingyue's eyes had already looked at the traffic on the street, the soft light of the sunset fell on her body, the side face was exquisite, the skin was white, the long eyelashes were curled and curled, and the eyes were also full of starlight, he always thought that she was a cold person, she didn't like to laugh, she didn't like to talk, she had no emotions, and she liked to be alone, she was a very special existence.
But in fact, Feng Qingyue loves to laugh very much, she will chat and joke with her friends, and she will also be sad because she can't solve a problem, she has become so vivid that he is a little afraid to recognize her when he sees her again, and he doesn't seem to know her as well as he remembers.
Xiao Yiheng smiled, deep in his eyes was a gentle curl that no one could know, he turned his head, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and asked the question that had been held in his heart for two lifetimes: "Feng Qingyue, have you really liked me?" ”
He smiled bitterly: "Otherwise, why, you always let me suffer from gains and losses, you are by my side, but I have never really owned you, you are like a wisp of wind, I can't catch it, and I can't go where you want to go." ”
Feng Qingyue was slightly stunned, and there was no emotion in his eyes: "You came just to ask this question?" It doesn't make sense to say this now, Xiao Yiheng, we've already passed. ”
Xiao Yiheng's heart ached, passed? He can't live here for the rest of his life, and Feng Qingyue passed it lightly, as if he had no trace of his existence here.
He forced himself to smile and looked at her stubbornly: "I want an answer." ”
Feng Qingyue feels that people's endurance is really strong, she can slowly absorb the depressed emotions at the moment of collapse, people's emotions will only pull with themselves, and they will be relieved while unforgettable.
She also thought that she would hate Xiao Yiheng to the bone, he knew that it was her wish to be able to take the college entrance examination to change her fate, but she wanted to ruin all this, and finally came to tell her the truth, so that she really fell into the abyss and couldn't stand up again.
There is also a secret, in fact, she has known it for a long time, when she was molested by the old man, it was Xiao Yiheng who sent the group of people into the hospital, and she also knew that she always had a wad of money at the door, which was sent by Xiao Yiheng, and when she went to work at night, he would sit in the booth and watch her quietly.
But she didn't appreciate him at all, she just felt like he was watching her jokes.
After her death, she has gone from resentment and disgust at the beginning to her current calm and even able to stand peacefully with Xiao Yiheng, without resentment or forgiveness.
The bus came slowly in the distance, and Feng Qingyue said lightly: "I like it." ”
Feng Qingyue in her previous life really liked Xiao Yiheng, maybe she was not good at expressing herself, so she made people feel insecure.
Like is like, there is no need to hide it, and she will not feel that she has ever liked Xiao Yiheng is ashamed, because for a while, he did bring her warmth, so that her heart that has nowhere to put it slowly approaches.
The bus stopped slowly, and Xiao Yiheng chased two steps forward: "Feng Qingyue, can we start again?" I...... Use the rest of your life to pay off the debts of your last life. ”
Feng Qingyue stepped on the bus, heard the words, paused, turned around and suddenly smiled: "No, I have let myself go, and I have found a new meaning in life." ”
The meaning of life in her previous life was that she was going to take the college entrance examination to go to college, and in this life, she wanted to take the college entrance examination and then take Jiang Yuye to college together.
The bus drove away, Xiao Yiheng watched the car slowly drive away, knowing the result, he was still unwilling to ask again, his expression was a little dazed.
I remember it back to the junior year of high school in my last life, after he said that he was pretending to be a couple, the first day Feng Qingyue agreed, he was finally able to stand beside her openly and catch the bus with her.
At that time, the weather was still hot and dry in October, the tail of autumn, and the sunset was as good as it is today.
But the atmosphere between the two was awkward and dull, Xiao Yiheng found a topic, and he asked: "Feng Qingyue, your grades are so good, are you going to go to Kyoto to study in college in the future?" ”
At the mention of university, her eyes lit up a little, with a faint smile on her lips, and he saw yearning in her eyes for the first time: "Well, I have already thought about it, I will be admitted to the finance department of Beijing University, this major is popular, and I will take the postgraduate examination and study for a doctorate in the future." ”
Xiao Yiheng laughed, the Beijing University she said was already unattainable, not to mention graduate students and doctors, maybe Feng Qingyue would study abroad in the future, as long as he thought that she would go far, he was in a dull and gloomy mood.
He continued to smile and ask, "Then do you have any requirements for your other half?" ”
She was still a little dazed when she mentioned the "other half".
Xiao Yiheng added: "It's a boyfriend." ”
After speaking, her eyes were a little vigilant, as if she was afraid that he would have ideas, she said without hurry: "The requirements are not high, as long as you have good grades like me, it is best to be in the same university, we can work together, I don't accept long-distance relationships." ”
Xiao Yiheng thought at the time that he didn't meet any of his requirements.
How could a person like him, who is used to mixing in the job, study hard for the sake of Feng Qingyue? Even if you learn, it's too late.
The deeper reason is that he has no interest in learning at all, and he fell silent after hearing her high demands.
That's why, later he agreed to Lin Han and sabotage her college entrance examination, just to keep her.
But in the end, he was all ruined, fame, fortune and wealth were too tempting, he was so poor that he didn't have the money to treat his mother's legs, and in the end she couldn't stand up anymore because of broken bones.
Xiao Yiheng looked up at the gradually dimming sky, in fact, it was enough to hear Feng Qingyue say "I liked it", he lost the qualification to stand beside her, so he did his best to do the last thing for her, and he would send all the evidence of Lin Han's crimes to her.
……
At this time, in a certain alley, Chen Songyi pulled Meng Yuyu out of a distance and then shook off her hand, Meng Yuyu not only was not angry, but also walked happily in front of him: "Chen Songyi, don't be angry, I won't hug it next time, okay?" ”
(End of chapter)