Thinking of this, I felt weak, and sat on the ground, tears streaming down my face.

Seeing me like this, Bai Xiao squatted down to help me up, and opened his mouth with red eyes.

"Li Heng, don't be like this, don't worry so much, there will be nothing wrong after the tumor is removed, you will be fine!"

While trying to help me up, he reached out and wiped a handful of tears, and cried with me.

I couldn't help but tremble as my world collapsed and I looked up to the sky and roared.

"How can I be optimistic?"

"People don't let me go, the heart doesn't let me go, and at the same time, the disease doesn't let me go, how far away is the sentence of optimism for me?"

I roared hysterically.

I sat down softly again, my hands pounding the ground, venting my frustration, knowing that my hands were full of blood.

"What kind of terminal illness does this man have?"

"It seems that there is a tumor in the body, what a pitiful!"

……

The onlookers all started to talk and cast sympathetic glances at me.

Kind aunt walked up to me.

"Young man, the hospital also said that I had a tumor, and the result was a false alarm in the follow-up examination, why don't you check it again?"

"It's just that I've been in a similar situation before, and I have to be strong no matter what happens."

Well-wishers stepped forward to persuade me, but I couldn't listen to a word at the moment, I only knew that I was dying.

The injustice of this world to me makes me die without turning a blind eye.

looked at the other side with dull eyes, and the bits and pieces of me and Ye Zhiwei flashed in my mind.

I immediately got up and threw my fist on the tree on the side of the road, the pain making my hands tremble.

Blood drip by drop, like a blooming plum blossom.

Bai Xiao saw me squatting on the ground like this and enlightened.

"Li Heng, don't be like this, it may be that the inspection is wrong, we can go to the big hospital for a review, and it will definitely be fine!"

I was disheartened and desperate at the moment.

I shook my head.

"Maybe I was born to fulfill that dog man and woman!"

After saying that, my whole body was dumbfounded, and even the pain in my hands gradually became unconscious.

I shook my head.

"It's useless, maybe my life should be like this, just let me wait for death!"

Since the heavens want me to die, I cannot go against the heavens.

Bai Xiao reached out and grabbed my arm, and forcefully pulled me over to face her.

"Li Heng, listen to me......"

"Don't say anything, you ...... go"

"Smack!"

Before I could finish my sentence, a resounding slap had already landed on my face.

"Li Heng, I look down on you completely, so you compromised? Are you willing? ”

Bai Xiao yelled at me hysterically.

I looked up at the sky, dazed, and there was already a sporadic light rain in the sky.

Even God is crying, TM is really in response to my tragedy at the moment.

Bai Xiao stood in place, his whole body trembling.

Squirmed his lips a few times before he spoke.

"Li Heng, you don't have nothing, you still have me, Brother Shan and Lin Hui, and all the friends who care about you"

"You can sacrifice yourself to save people, use your gentlest words to persuade Lin Hui, and even exchange your life for his life."

Bai Xiao shook his head as he spoke, and tears welled up in his eyes again.

"When it comes to yourself, why can't you face all this well, and if you are in a slump, won't they be sad if they know it?"

I smiled wryly and shook my head.

"Even God is so adaptable, shouldn't this be my life?"

That's right, I don't want anything to happen to Lin Hui.

But in this huge world, I am small and useless, and all my sorrows seem to have found a borrowed body.

Bai Xiao saw that I was obsessed and shouted again.

"Li Heng, if you do this again, I won't care about you!"

This sentence seemed to remind me that she cared, and I couldn't help but think of that night.

I felt even more ashamed of the woman in front of me.

But now it's too late, whether it's an apology or atonement, I don't have a chance now.

Specifically, the illness made me suddenly feel unworthy.

I choked up and looked at Bai Xiao with tears streaming down my face.

"Thank you for accompanying me to the hospital, and that's the end of our fate."

After I said this, the traffic on the road was busy, and I rushed straight to the opposite side.

Behind him, Bai Xiao's angry and scolding voice kept coming.

"Li Heng, you're a fucking bastard, I look down on you, you fucking wait for me......"

This was followed by a series of footsteps that followed my steps.

But I didn't stop.

At this moment, I don't think I deserve to have a relationship with anyone, and I don't deserve to face such a good woman.

The guilt of this life may only be atonement in the afterlife.

My steps are happier, regardless of the rampage.

"Horn ......"

The horn kept sounding next to me, and the driver who was forced to stop the car blurted out yelling at me.

"Looking for death, aren't you?"

"If you want to die, you have to find a good car? It's really harmful! ”

……

I heard these abusive voices as if they had nothing to do with me.

I didn't even look at it, I rushed to the other side, you had no idea where you were going.

I have no purpose at all, maybe my world is only dark.

The rain hit my face, sliding from my cheeks to the corners of my mouth, and there was a salty smell.

I don't know if it's because of the tears.

"Li Heng, you wait for me......"

Bai Xiao's heart-rending shouts came from behind, and the sound of slipping and falling came.

"Horn ......"

There was another shrill horn, but I couldn't turn back at the moment, and I wanted to die like this.

As soon as I rushed across the road, I knocked on the green belt railing next to me and fell to the ground in embarrassment.

The rain was washing over my tearful face, and I was on the verge of despair.

"Li Heng, are you okay?"

Bai Xiao had already followed at this moment, holding up my arm and nervously checking if I was injured.

The clothes on his body were also wet, and the originally delicate hairstyle became messy at this time.

The makeup on her face was washed away by the rain, but it still couldn't hide her delicate and beautiful face.

I felt the warmth coming from her arm, instantly like the warmth of an angel, and my heart trembled.

But thinking that I was a dying person, I struggled to shake her off.

"Leave me alone, stay away from me......"

I spoke incoherently, my body shrinking back, knowing that I was on the railing of the green belt and could not move a single bit.

Bai Xiao was helplessly drenched in the rain, looked at me and shook his head, with a depressed expression on his face.

"Li Heng, you are so selfish, you have never thought only of yourself, have you ever thought about your parents? Who will provide for them when you die? ”

I was stunned and sat down on the ground.