Chapter 463: Self-blame

Walking to my father's hospital bed, grabbing my father's calloused hand, and looking at the white hair, I didn't feel even more sad.

"Dad, my son is sorry for you!"

It was the first time I blamed myself like this, and I always felt that my incompetence had caused my father's injury today.

I made money just to make my parents happy, but my parents were gray-haired and failed to fulfill their filial piety.

My mother came over and put her arms around my shoulders, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Son, don't be sad, your dad will be fine!"

Such a comforting sentence made my heart even more like a knife, like a heartache.

I didn't want my mother to worry too much, so I could only nod and get up and look at the supplies in the ward.

Seeing that the daily necessities were quite complete, it seemed that the village chief was also bothered, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't seen the village chief since he came.

"Mom, where's the village chief?"

"After your father's operation, the village chief went home to rest first, and today he is tired, saying that he will come to see your father tomorrow."

After hearing this, I was even more grateful.

It takes at least two hours to drive from the village to the county seat, and the village chief drives a tractor, so he should not have arrived home yet.

"It's really bothering the village chief!"

Mom sighed after hearing this.

"Hey! It's not like that, your village chief can be regarded as taking good care of our family. ”

"Poor Fenglian, that girl has been unwell recently, and your village chief uncle is not at ease!"

After such a reminder, I suddenly remembered Chen Fenglian.

However, I took her for a check-up last time, and there was no illness.

There are some doubts.

"What's wrong with Feng Lian?"

Thinking that the girl was kind, I was naturally a little worried when I heard that she was not in good health.

"The doctor can't find out why, since the month you left, Feng Lian's whole person has been depressed, and she is always weak and sick in bed."

My mother was distressed when she mentioned this, because Fenglian was very sensible, and she often came over to help her parents do some chores when I was not at home.

"After this time, I'll go back and see if I have time."

After I finished speaking, I talked to my mother about family life, and I didn't feel sleepy until dawn.

After dawn, remembering that my mother hadn't eaten yet, I went out to buy breakfast.

As soon as I arrived at the entrance of the hospital, I saw the village stepping off the tractor, and it should have set off before dawn.

"Li Heng, where is this going?"

The village chief took the initiative to greet me, with a mountain village accent, which made me feel friendly instantly.

"Uncle, my mom hasn't eaten yet, I'm going out to buy some breakfast."

I don't have to be sad when I say this, the village chief can come so early in the village with a tractor.

On the contrary, how incompetent I am as a son.

Seeing my sad expression, the village chief opened his mouth to comfort me.

"Li Heng, it's okay if your dad is fine, I also persuaded you to pay before, but he just didn't listen, you don't have to blame yourself."

Obviously, seeing my thoughts, the village chief uncle opened his mouth to comfort me.

"Oh yes! Last night, the doctor said that your dad was okay and I left, which ward are you in now? ”

Seeing the village chief's anxious appearance, I pointed to the inpatient building.

"At 318."

"Then I'll have to go up and have a look, let's go get breakfast!"

The village chief and his father have an old relationship, and the two of them often work together when they are in the village.

Now that my old friend is so worried about his hospital bed, I feel a little guilty in my heart.

Since I came out of university, I have rarely gone back to the village to visit these old people.

suddenly remembered that he was going to take Chen Yan back to his hometown, so he asked about the progress of the house.

"Uncle, I didn't ask my mother yesterday if my house is still being built?"

I think of my parents saving money everywhere, maybe it hasn't been finished until now.

The village chief smiled after hearing this.

"Li Heng, you don't have to worry about the house at home, everything is arranged at home, and we will have a good chat when you come back from buying breakfast."

After the village chief finished speaking, he went straight to the inpatient building, and I also turned around and walked out of the hospital.

It suddenly remembered that I hadn't taken a leave of absence, and that I had a meeting at nine o'clock this morning.

took out his mobile phone and called Mr. Chen and Kang Min to say that his father was hospitalized, and as for the sales matter, let Jin Meng keep an eye on it.

When I returned to the ward after breakfast, my father was still asleep, and my mother was worried again.

"Heng, your dad hasn't woken up yet!"

I also wondered, even if it was general anesthesia, it was time to wake up.

Just then, the nurse pushed the door open and walked in.

"Miss Nurse, why hasn't my dad woken up yet?"

I stepped forward to look at the worried inquiry, and the village chief was also a little anxious, so he walked up to the nurse and spoke.

"Could it be the aftermath of the surgery?"

Then he turned his head to look at his father.

"If you really have sequelae, just say it, don't hide it."

The nurse smiled and gave her father a check-up before turning to speak.

"The patient is fine, the anesthetic has not passed, and he should wake up soon, so everyone doesn't have to worry."

I finally breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this, and reached out to rub my swollen temples.

"Li Heng, you have already booked a night last night, why don't you go back and rest first?"

The village chief persuaded me, and I glanced at the breakfast on the bedside table.

My mother couldn't eat when she was worried, and I didn't feel comfortable leaving.

"I'll leave after breakfast with my mom."

After I finished speaking, I brought breakfast to my mother, turned around and walked to the corridor outside the ward, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Chen Yan's number.

"Li Heng, why is it so early?"

Chen Yan's somewhat lazy voice came, obviously not getting up yet, because it was only seven o'clock in the morning at the moment.

"Oh! My father was hospitalized last night, and I rushed to the county hospital overnight, so I was afraid that you would be worried, so I let you know. ”

I explained the situation to Chen Yan, and Chen Yan's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.

"It's not a big deal, why don't I drive over now?"

When I heard this, I immediately stopped it.

"It's no big deal, you don't have to come over and go to work, I'll pick you up when I get back."

The two of them talked a little more about my father's condition, but I didn't dare to tell the truth after all, and finally hung up the phone.

Back in the ward, they had finished their breakfast.

Sure enough, because I was there, I didn't have any leftover breakfast, so I was finally relieved.

The village chief spoke again.

"Li Heng, I'll look at your dad first, and you go back to rest first."

After all, I had no choice but to do so, after all, being in the hospital is not a matter of one or two days.

"I'll go first!"

I turned around and left the room, walked out of the hospital, opened a hotel across the street, took a shower and slept with my head covered.

When I woke up again, it was already noon, and when I came to the entrance of the hospital, I saw a familiar figure in the distance.

It's Chen Fenglian.