There are always many things in the world that are helpless.

For example, I wanted to write a good book, but suddenly the bad disease recurred, and I had to interrupt more than half of the update.

This time the condition was much more serious than before, so much so that I stayed in the hospital for more than three months, and every day from 9 o'clock in the morning to 4 or 5 o'clock in the afternoon, the veins on both hands were scarred, and I couldn't even find a place to get an injection, and even the nurse couldn't help but ask, when will I be discharged?

In this world, is there anyone who wants to stay in the hospital and not leave?

If it weren't for the fact that the drug had become uncontrollable and the condition was getting worse, no one would have stayed in such a place.

After more than three months of hospitalization, the western medicine probably really didn't work for me, and even the doctors were a little helpless, so I had to be discharged from the hospital in a hurry when my condition was still not improving.

I have been sick for seventeen or eighteen years, but in fact, I have already accepted any result, and I have just laid down and let it be tortured.

If it weren't for the fact that I was still worried about my elderly parents, maybe it would be my greatest relief to be gone.

But in any case, since there are still worries in my heart, I still have to grit my teeth and live hard.

If you want to live, you have to write this book.

In fact, after three or four months of interruption, I almost forgot the plot of the book, and even some of the characters I couldn't remember clearly.

But don't worry, I promised that this book would not be finished, and that it would be finished, even if no one reads it.

People are sometimes so fragile that they are a mess.

Just two days ago, when I was watching the news on the Internet, I suddenly found that another person in the writer's circle died young because of illness.

In addition to feeling regret, I suddenly had a sense of urgency, there were so many things I wanted to do but had not yet done, and there were so many things that I had not done half of the time.

It's better to hurry up and don't leave yourself with regrets.

Finally, I hope that all new and old readers can take care of their bodies, isn't there a good saying?

There is nothing wrong with it......

In addition,Resume the update from today.,Because the break time is too long.,The continuation is a little slow.,For the time being, a chapter of 2000 words will be updated every day.,Wait for the plot to be straightened out later.,And then revert to two more.。

Thank you for your support, thank you!

(End of chapter)