Chapter 51: Heart-to-Heart
"Originally, it was all her fault, she became a victim of this injury, I knew that it would be better to let her break my wrist, so that you don't have to suffer hardship. Feng Xiaoxiao said sadly.
Xiangyi sighed, sorted out some dried meat and wanted to send it to Feng Xiaoxiao, but found that there was no way at all, so he could only shake his head and change the wet clothes on his body. Because of the brocade quilt laid by Ji Hezi on the stone bed, it is very comfortable to lie on. Xiangyi just leaned in for a while and fell asleep.
"Senior brother, this won't be our dinner, right?" Feng Xiaoxiao pointed to the dry and hard steamed bun and said dissatisfiedly. The disciple who delivered the meal glanced at Xiao Xiao Xiao and said, "I have come to think about the food on the wall of the room, do you have any opinions?"
Of course, he said something, not to let Feng Xiaoxiao express his dissatisfaction, but to sue her that she was not qualified to give her opinion. However, he still underestimated Feng Xiaoxiao, Feng Xiaoxiao frowned, "In such a cold place, if you don't get some hot dishes and soup, it will kill people, okay?"
Feng Xiaoxiao threw the steamed buns back in disgust, and the disciple who delivered the meal was also hard, so he didn't bow his head in Feng Xiaoxiao's complaints, but said lightly: "Uncle Shi, you are here to face the wall, not here to enjoy, just eat, if you don't eat, I'll take it away." When Feng Xiaoxiao heard this, he instantly exploded and scolded: "Enjoy? Which eye of your eyes sees that I am enjoying it, but if you want to order hot dishes and soup, just say that I want to enjoy, if I really want to enjoy, why don't I ask you to prepare some meat for me!"
The disciple who delivered the meal snorted coldly, "You think, Tianmen Mountain doesn't have it either." Feng Xiaoxiao snorted, and suddenly felt that this disciple who delivered the meal was a little faceless, "It seems that I have never seen you, you are not a disciple of the Discipline Hall!" Most of the disciples of the Discipline Hall, Feng Xiaoxiao, knew each other, and he had not heard that the Discipline Hall had accepted new disciples recently, so Feng Xiaoxiao could be sure that this senior brother who had some noodles must not be a disciple of the Discipline Hall.
Who knew that the disciple ignored Feng Xiaoxiao at all, took the steamed buns that Feng Xiaoxiao disliked, and walked to Xiangyi. Xiangyi had already been woken up by Feng Xiaoxiao, but unfortunately Xiangyi didn't look down on the food prepared for her by Tianmen Mountain at all, so she didn't go to the door, and the disciple who delivered the meal didn't say anything, but just put the meal that belonged to Xiangyi at the door and walked to Wuyang.
Wuyang's side was also so calm that there was no wind and waves at all, and it was the disciple who delivered the meal who despised Feng Xiaoxiao even more. Sure enough, she is pampered, and others don't say a word, and she just complains endlessly. If she starves her for a few days and tries it, will she still dislike it? If she still dislikes it now, it means that she is not hungry to the extreme, if it really comes to that moment, not to mention the steamed bread, it is the leaves, the bark, she will gnaw on it.
Xiangyi glanced at the dry and astringent steamed bun, shook her head and replied again on the stone bed, she had the dried meat and small snacks that Ji Hezi prepared for her, and she couldn't afford to eat the things that were difficult to swallow.
After chewing a bite of jerky, Xiangyi nodded, it tasted good, but it was a little hard to eat. After only chewing two Xiangyi, he didn't chew anymore, it was indeed as Feng Xiaoxiao said, in such a cold place, not preparing some hot dishes and hot soup for people was indeed torturous. They only came to face the wall, not to be tortured.
"Xiangyi, are you asleep? Why don't you speak. Feng Xiaoxiao asked, leaning against the stone wall.
"Nope. ”
"Shall we talk, then? so that I can be distracted and not have to think about food all the time. ”
"Good. ”
"Xiangyi, do you say I'm really useless, embarrassing my master and grandfather everywhere!"
"It's not. ”
"But they all said that, and I knew from childhood that I wasn't smart and that I didn't have any talent in spiritual practice. But you can't just laugh at me because of that! I try very hard to do well, but I can't do it well. Do you understand that feeling?"
"I understand. ”
"How do you understand that you are not me. Feng Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly and said, "They all say that my life is good, there is a grandfather who loves me, and there is an enviable master." Is it because of this that I have to be very good, and if I'm not good enough, I'm a shame for them? Have they ever thought about what they've been paid for? I don't have a father, I don't even know what they look like, I'm a widow. My grandfather loves me because I don't have my father's pain, and he hopes that his love can make up for my lack of parents. I have an enviable master, that's because my father and mother died for Tianmen Mountain, this is the compensation given to me by Tianmen Mountain, but I would rather not have my grandfather's love, not such a master, I would rather I have my own father. ”
"They all say I'm domineering, willful, and don't know how to move up. Is this how I was born?" said Feng Xiaoxiao and began to sob, "Xiangyi is fortunate to have you, although I'm sorry that I bothered you because of my appearance, but it's good to have you." At least someone is willing to be friends with me from the bottom of their hearts. ”
"Me too, it's nice to have you. Xiangyi said slowly, Feng Xiaoxiao never looked at her with strange eyes, perhaps because she was also a special being, she was able to understand her own difficulties, and she would take the initiative to show favor to herself, she didn't want others to live as hard as her.
"I don't know how long a month is? I don't even dare to think about it, as if I have no hope for this day. Feng Xiaoxiao said sadly, "Grandpa didn't come this time, he must have been disappointed in me, I was always so disobedient." In the past, I was punished for facing the wall, which also made my grandfather angry, but my grandfather was always soft-hearted, and he would come to pick me up and take me home if he couldn't lock me up for long, and this time I am afraid that I will really stay here for a month. ”
Xiangyi didn't know what to say, but listened carefully to what Feng Xiaoxiao said, and occasionally echoed a sentence or two. She sometimes feels that she is terrible, why she doesn't seem to want to speak, but Feng Xiaoxiao can talk for a few hours.
It's not just Feng Xiaoxiao, everyone expresses their meaning accurately, only she can't, she always feels that what she says is not what she wants to say, and she can't say a thousand words in her throat.
"What's wrong with Wuyang, we've been talking for so long, why haven't we heard any movement from him?" After saying it for a long time, Feng Xiao Xiao remembered that they were originally three people who were punished, not two people. Xiangyi shook his head and said, "I don't know, maybe he's asleep!"
Feng Xiaoxiao nodded in agreement, "Do you think Wuyang is very strange! I feel that he is different from every disciple of Tianmen Mountain, and he is very withdrawn, he does everything by himself, and he is also very venomous, and a word can make people want to die in front of him." "Xu is in the past, the two of them were not on the same page, and Feng Xiaoxiao talked about Wuyang and talked badly.