Volume II, Level 1. Doomsday Chapter 69. Recognize who you really are

She knew what she wanted, what she could only see in that book now, the scent of plants and flowers that she could smell when she breathed a long time ago, the smell of the soil stained with moist dewdrops, the fragrance of the mixture, and when she opened her eyes, she could see a large expanse of emerald green, flowers blooming under the trees, people smiling on their faces, a piece of prosperity, not the eternal white metal of now, and the smell of rust everywhere in the air.

She must long, but she was afraid, she had an imaginary enemy in her heart, and as soon as he discovered some thoughts of resistance in her head, he would suppress her with intensification, and frantically circling her ears from side to side, telling her that she could not leave this place, that this was the place she should be.

With such contradictory ideas, she couldn't fight for a reason, no one won or lost, she still chose to stay in this suffocating place with self-deception, relying on those thinner and thinner books to find solace.

In fact, what she is afraid of is just letting others bully her own mainstream and not having the ability to escape.

"Believe in yourself."

The warm temperature came from his hand, and the young man held her hand, obviously his whole temperament was cold, but his hand was extremely warm, just like Qiu Yanling's hand, which she was about to remember, bringing her courage.

Looking at the young man's calm eyes, Tang Ling seemed to see through the cold barrier and see the little warmth hidden deep underneath.

Tang Ling nodded, she wanted to try it, to believe in this person who brought her incomparable warmth when they first met, he was different from Bai Lu's warmth and friendliness to her, Bai Lu wanted to rely on her, and the feeling that the young man gave Tang Ling was to make her feel that she could try to rely on him, and he would not harm himself.

It is said that people's first impression determines how the two will get along in the future, and the impression that the young man gave Tang Ling is destined to believe him unconditionally in the future.

Of course, he also took up that trust.

Sure enough, as he said, although Tang Ling didn't know the change of time, she must have been here for a long time, no experimenters came to look for her, no guards searched her, no one paid attention to her sudden disappearance, they still lived a spotless life, and planned experiments regularly every day.

The youth would go out occasionally, spending most of the time in this house with her.

He told her what kind of ability she possessed that made the laboratory fearful and wary, and it was also thanks to Meng Han's perverted training at the beginning, Tang Ling's abilities were developed to the extreme, crossing from one limit to the next, and constantly evolving layer by layer, just because the laboratory never let the experimental subjects clearly understand the horror of their abilities, so Tang Ling never could integrate this terrifying power into her body, only when she was emotionally stimulated, When her consciousness is out of control, she will use some abilities crookedly.

But the sequelae brought about by this kind of crazy way of playing are also very serious, and the traces of terror that Tang Ling can't erase are the most intuitive embodiment, this power is constantly eroding Tang Ling's body, but at the same time, Tang Ling's healing power ensures that he will not die, and the pull of the two forces finally caused Tang Ling to not even break free from the most basic chains, and let others slaughter her.

The young man slowly taught Tang Ling to use his abilities, and the energy that continued to calm down also made those terrible scars on her body begin to dissipate, and finally re-exposed her fair and moist skin, and he also slowly taught himself to speak from his throat and say what he thought, at first it was just a simple "ahhhh

He never told himself his name, he just said that nothing else was that important except for constantly making herself stronger, and she didn't need to care too much about it.

Tang Ling is very grateful to the young man, after getting along for a period of time, he has never had the slightest malice towards himself, and has been patiently teaching himself how to control his ability, even if she is clumsy and even self-spurning, he still calmly tells himself to do it again, he will never punish himself, nor will he carry out those disgusting experiments on her, he just has been silently, beside her to witness her growth little by little, and then when needed, give a few words.

I used to be shut up, I haven't been able to eat for too long, and I rely on nutrient solution to hang myself every day, and the youth will bring a lot of food to themselves, canned vegetables of all kinds, and occasionally rich meat, Tang Ling often only chooses to eat those vegetables, leaving the meat for the youth, and the taste of those long-lost vegetables is enough to make her grateful.

Sometimes, Tang Ling feels that her current life is as happy as a dream, she is afraid that everything is just a fantasy when she is dying, but when the young man hears his thoughts, he will not mock or laugh, he will only look at himself calmly, and then tell her that if she becomes stronger and leaves here, she will be happier and get everything she wants.

Tang Ling had great respect for the young man, he was the one who brought him to know himself, the only relief in this dark and numb slaughterhouse, and she could feel the natural breath she longed for from him.

Tang Ling thought that they would always get along like this, until that night, the moment before she went to bed, the young man looked at her seriously, he sat in front of his bed and said a lot, and she found out for the first time that he could be so nagging.

He told her what was to come, that he was going to be strong and alone in the face of the dangers, that he believed she could do, that he clearly told her and Bai Lu their every plan, that he knew all their plans, that he would not stop their absurd actions, and that he repeatedly told himself to get out of this nightmarish place.

He still hoped he could get out alive.

Tang Ling didn't know why the young man didn't leave with him, and after the chat that night was over, he left, like a gust of wind, without leaving a trace.

The next night, the electronic screen in the room began to show the catastrophe that had been unfolding in various parts of the laboratory, just as Bai Lu had said - July 22 was the beginning of the chaos.

Tang Ling changed into the clothes that were easy to move in front of her bed before the young man left, she locked the location of Lu Xiu and them from the electronic screen, she took one last look at the incomparably warm room she had been, opened the door, and left without looking back.