Volume III Second Floor. Abyss Chapter 121. Lu Yaosan
Lu Shang has been doubting his memories since a long time ago. Since Jiang Yuan's sacrifice, the relationship between him and Zhou Chen began to become awkward and cold, in addition to the debt and self-blame to Zhou Chen and Jiang Yuan in his mind, at that time, he regretted it more than once, if he insisted on it at that time, and arranged for Zhou Chen and several other people to save Jiang Yuan, would the ending be different?
But assumptions are always just assumptions, and the cruelty of reality does not give people a chance again. But slowly, Lu Shang began to have another strange feeling every now and then. He thought that although he was a cunning and selfish person, he would still do his best to save and help his friends and family, but the indifference that vaguely began to emerge in his heart, the indifference to Jiang Yuan's death, the irritability and darkness of Zhou Chen, and the scorn of others trying to persuade him, all kinds of emotions that should not exist in him were defeating his guilt little by little.
Is he such a person? Was the original Lu Chamber of Commerce such a person?
Lu Shang was taken aback by his question, and at the same time, he clearly felt that in the abyssal gazing game they had participated in for the first time in their memory, all the people who survived had lost a crucial memory, about a person, about a person who was important to them. But at the same time, he kept comforting and persuading himself for some reason, could it be because he had experienced too many strange things in this place that his memory was confused? But he couldn't ignore the joy and joy that grew in his heart when he had this reason for escaping.
None of them had these strange thoughts, they died one after another, Lu Shang was sad about their deaths, but other than that, there was actually no other emotion. He became more and more suspicious of himself, until all his speculation and panic reached its peak when Lu Li's accident happened.
At that time, he heard the abnormality around him one step ahead of Lu Li, and he felt that Lu Li seemed to be looking at him for a while, and then quietly left alone to investigate the situation. He hadn't fallen asleep all the time, but the others, who were just as tired and inattentive as he was, didn't notice it, and he heard Lu Li's footsteps moving away, heard her exclamations, heard a familiar male voice, and the sound of a long knife poking into the flesh. Several times he tried to open his eyes immediately and go to help, but his body was not controlled by his anxious emotions, and he realized that his subconscious true thoughts were holding him back, and wanted him to react a little later, pretending to be a person who had slept too deeply because he was too tired.
Finally, Tang Ling came to wake him up, he pretended to be suddenly woken up, and opened his eyes to look at Tang Ling with some trepidation, Tang Ling, who looked uneasy, didn't notice the clarity in his eyes at all, but hurriedly pulled him to find Lu Li. He is like a veteran actor, waiting for the clapperboard to be played, he will immediately enter the state, completely forget his true self, and carefully play the role in the script. He was hurriedly dragged by Tang Ling to the place where Lu Li went, he saw the fallen Lu Li, and Zhou Ye who was already at the end of the crossbow next to him, he almost didn't hesitate to take the knife to solve Zhou Ye first, not to prevent future troubles, but he felt that this approach was more like the reaction of a brother who had lost his loved ones.
Lu Li died, he died under the gaze of him and his two grief-stricken children, his whole person was decadent, in Tang Ling's eyes, he seemed to be a camel crushed by the last straw, and he had completely lost the will to live. But is that really the case? Lu Shang asked himself silently in his heart, after all, after Lu Li's death, the joy in his heart became more and more turbulent, would this emotion be what all his companions should have when they died?
It wasn't until the mirror appeared in front of him that Lu Shang realized the truth of all these doubts and incomprehensions.
Yes. It turned out that he was not a Lu merchant at all......
In the eyes of his group of friends and the strangers around him, Lu Shang is gentle and elegant, humble and friendly, and his handsome face is endowed with a talented and outstanding talent. He is like a dazzling sun, and everyone wants to be close to him and feel the warmth that naturally emanates from him.
But there is one person who doesn't think so, Lu Yaosan. He is Lu Shang's best brother, and he is the one who grew up with Lu Shang and his beloved sister Lu Li since childhood. is also surnamed Lu, but no one will think that he and the pair of Lu brothers and sisters are a family, and when everyone sees them walking together, they can accurately and correctly find the superfluous outsider.
If the Lu brothers and sisters are all children born in the light, then Lu Yaosan is the one born in the shadow pool. He has been a transparent person at home, a transparent person at school, and a flawless transparent person whenever and wherever he is. No one remembers him, no one pays attention to him, not even the animals that pass by will not give him a single look. In fact, most of the ordinary people in life, they are all so similar to transparent people, some people are born to be the protagonists, and some people are born to be supporting roles, to reflect the protagonists around them, but Lu Yaosan is unwilling, he is not willing to be a transparent person all the time, and has always been a supporting role with a weak sense of existence, he chooses to resist, this idea of wanting to fight is very good, but the bad thing is that he used the wrong method.
He began to find his attention in the cats and puppies who ignored him. Aren't those things ignored? Then he would find a way to torture them, so that they would not want to see him again, and he would let the fellows see him only in their eyes, and see him forever. More and more lives are dying in his hands, the animals in all corners, the stronger and stronger stench in the sewers, and the places that everyone avoids, but for Lu Yaosan, it is a paradise that he smells refreshingly.
It was a complete accident to be able to become a friend of Lu Shang, who had heard the title of good boy countless times from other people's mouths. Lu Yaosan held the corpse of the newly dead cat in his arms as usual, and carefully prepared to throw it into the sewer. This is his usual trick, after the animals are tortured and killed, they will clean them up, and then pretend to be a kind person, and mercifully bury this incompetent animal with a high posture, although no one notices, but this is his pleasure, he always likes to play different roles to abuse these animals, so as to get weird pleasure. And Lu Shang saw him, regarded him as a kind person who felt sorry for the cat, and forced him to make a tomb for the disgusting cat, and said that he wanted to make friends with him.
More and more familiar, from Lu Shang, to the Lu brothers and sisters, to Lu Shang's other brothers, everyone knew Lu Yaosan and became his friends, Lu Yaosan felt the happiness of attracting attention for the first time, but soon, the beautiful world he thought was slapped by reality again. Except for Lu Shang, everyone else was only willing to say a few words to him by relying on Lu Shang's face, and when he walked with their group of glamorous people, a guy like him with a dark atmosphere, no matter how much he dressed up with fancy clothes and jewelry, he was still ignored and kept away. Only Lu Shang, a guy with a disgusting smile and a bad heart, has always been consistent with him.
Lu Shang just took pity on him, self-righteous pity, let Lu Shang feel how good his situation was, this disgusting guy, if he could replace Lu Shang's place, how good! It would be great if I could become a land merchant!
God really treats him well. Lu Shang's group of people discussed the vacation trip, he went with Lu Shang because of Lu Shang's invitation, I thought it was the same as before, boring and boring to pass the time, but I didn't expect that there would be such a game that met his preferences so much! Everyone doesn't have anything in this, they all deserve to die! No one will escape these calamities by virtue of their excellence and excellence!
Lu Yaosan thought that this game would allow him to witness Lu Shang's death with his own eyes.
But no.
Lu Shang is still an excellent leader here, he led the rest of them, tried all kinds of methods, fought tenaciously, and survived to the end, and only a group of them survived to the end.
It's boring.
Lu Yaosan regretted that this game that had finally brought him fun was about to end like this.
Perhaps because his thoughts were too strong, God finally took pity on him, a marginal person, and created an accident that caused Lu Shang and him to fall into a trap and fall into a place where others could not see. Moreover, in order to save him, Lu Shang was seriously injured when he fell in with him.
Lu Yaosan looked at the dying Lu Shang and was indifferent, while the other party was still stupidly comforting him not to worry, the two of them would leave here safely and end the game.
Who wants to leave safely with you?
Lu Yaosan thought indifferently, he had been sitting next to him, sitting in a dark corner, when Lu Shang could no longer see his expression, and his breathing was weakening little by little, his face could no longer be hidden, the corners of his mouth were more and more raised, and the smile was rampant and presumptuous, and the whole person was blushing because of excitement, in fact, he could choose to treat Lu Shang and help him bandage the wound that was constantly bleeding, so that he could still breathe.
But he didn't want to, the pleasure of abusing animals when he was a child collided in his heart again after more than ten years, and he found a thousand times more fun than when he tortured and killed cats, and even the tragic death of so many people in the game before failed to set off a little wave in his heart.
Then, a message appeared on his mobile phone, a timely email that pushed the madness in his heart to a higher level.
The people who died in it were not known to the outside world at all, and all those who had a relationship with the deceased would all be tampered with and completely forget about his existence. And the person who survives is the only one who can still be proven to exist, and the cat in the email told Lu Yaosan that it can give Lu Yaosan a new identity, the identity of Lu Shang, an identity that he has coveted for a long time, an identity that he will never touch. If Lu Shang dies, he can directly inherit Lu Shang's identity, but at the same time, the existence of Lu Yaosan will disappear completely. As for the conditions for doing this, he wanted Lu Yaosan to continue to participate in the next Abyss Gaze game, and he brought the other people that Lu Shang cared about.
Now there are two choices in front of Lu Yaosan, one is that Lu Yaosan continues to accept Lu Yaosan's identity, goes out with other people who are still alive, and returns to the real world, but he is still a transparent marginal person, and others will just forget about Lu Shang; And the other is that Lu Yaosan abandons his identity and becomes Lu Shang, taking other people who have also forgotten his existence to continue the next abyss gaze game.
"Huh. Why should I go back to that boring world with such an interesting game? ”
Almost without hesitation, Lu Yaosan pressed the choice button, put on the mask of the label of a landing businessman, completely bid farewell to the identity of "Lu Yaosan", and welcomed his new life.