The two walked a block and broke up.

This is the only thing that Zhao Xintong is satisfied with, compared with other suitors, this jade is at least a person who knows how to measure and never stalks.

So, I'm still in the mood to talk to him.

The autumn feast, of course, is focused on talking about Xuandao; She hated this kind of verbal talk, but who was the score?

For example, when Taoist students sit and talk about the Tao, everyone is naïve and young, innocent and young, and in the end, it will definitely develop into an ideal for the future, how will it be in the future...... There is no actionable value.

The teachers of Momiji are too familiar with each other, and she has been listening to these clichés for many years; Not to mention those old Lianqiao who teach basic Taoism, even those masters who have passed through the Xuan Realm are not new.

After all, this is a professor of basic Taoism, and most of the teachers are in the Lianqiao realm, and the teachers of the Xuan are only a few; It is also impossible for Wei Taihao to send the elite monks in the sect to this kind of place, those upper cultivators in the late stage of Tongtian, or Jindan major repairs.

The basic things can be taught without class, but the in-depth content can only be the upper realm of the Xuan, and it is possible to contact it after joining Taihao; As for the core secret in the door, it will take time to prove your loyalty and worth.

Which sect is like this, and the ability to press the bottom of the box is so easy to obtain?

Therefore, it is very rare for the parents and seniors of these students from all over the world to talk loudly, and there are new views and visions for them; These things are all things that the cultivators have proved to be traceable through practice, rather than taking them for granted.

In the past, the scale of the annual autumn reward was very small, and most of them were normal visits by the students and elders, but occasionally hearing them say it also made her feel suddenly opened, and it can be imagined that if the autumn reward banquet organized by the Taoist Academy came forward to attract them to these Taoists.

She knew that her aunt would go, even if it was for her, and since she was a child, her aunt treated her like her own mother; The problem is herself......

Yu Buzhuo is also like this, she knows that this Gongzi brother is actually a very good person, and he does not have the condescending mentality of most of the second and third generations of cultivators, who are high above and overlooking all living beings, he is sincere, which is not easy.

If she had to find a Taoist partner, she believed that Jade Buzhuo was her best choice.

But she just can't accept it!

She found herself sliding in a very strange direction, because some experiences in her youth made her unable to accept the meticulous care of her relatives around her, and this kind of care made her uneasy, and she only thought about hiding and fleeing.

When she was in Liuyang City, she was still young and didn't understand what was happening to her? can only suppress all the discomfort in the heart; As we get older, this tendency becomes more and more obvious.

She's afraid of other people's concerns!

Therefore, it may have been the meaning of Xidao people when she came to Red Leaf Academy, but in fact, the most important thing is her own meaning.

That small shelter in Liuyang City gave her a carefree childhood, and she now treats this shelter as a kind of confinement, and only escaping can make her a little easier.

What the hell is wrong with me? How did it get to be the way it is? Is it the aftermath of a long period of studying divination and astronomical phenomena?

Could it be that all the monks who practiced this direction would end up with the same fate as the old man she had seen when she was a child?

Why can't she accept the kindness of others? Is this a precursor to masochistic tendencies?

She can vaguely feel that the reason why she has not been able to go to the realm for a long time is because of such a distorted mentality, in the eyes of others, she is so cold and mysterious, and she does not eat the fireworks of the world, but in her heart she is......

can guess the root cause, but can't find the key to the solution; One thing she knows very well is that whether she goes back to Liuyang and lives an indifferent life like her aunt, or she and Yu Buzhuo become a Taoist couple, staying and flying together, it is not a solution to the problem.

So, where is the key?

This question has been bothering her for many years, but she is still too ashamed to speak, and she can't find anyone to talk to.

It's just a bit of a ghost

Passing through the small half of the Red Leaf City, I came to the small courtyard where she lived, and from a distance, I saw a person sitting lazily on the stone steps in front of the courtyard gate, boredly teasing the little flower dog next door.

Red Leaf City is a city of cultivation, because of the existence of a large number of cultivators, so the urban environment here is very clean, basically there is no chaos that is indispensable to mortal cities, and there are no vagabonds, ruffians.

She was far away and couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, but for some reason, her heart couldn't stop "thumping".

There was some apprehension in my heart, it was a mixed complex mood of uneasiness, fear, and hatred, and there was still a little bit of anticipation?

I've always hoped that she would have the courage to face this day when she grew up, but when this day really came, she found that she didn't seem to be as strong as she imagined?

knew that just walking over like this might change everything she was doing now, but as if there was a devil at work, she walked forward without being told to do so.

She had other options, such as if she didn't want to see this person, she could turn to the nursing masters of the Red Leaf Daoist Academy, and they would drive this murderer away as soon as possible, no matter who he was or how capable he was.

But she chose the most unpredictable path.

When he got closer, the man stopped teasing the dog, turned his head and smiled, "Little girl, it's really a female college eighteen, if it's not sure it's here, I'm afraid I won't be able to recognize you!"

Zhao Xintong moved her steps with difficulty, and the ghost didn't turn her head to escape, and then she saw this person take out a string of rock sugar gourds like a trick.

"Take it and eat it!"

There was resistance in Zhao Xintong's eyes, she hadn't touched these children's food for many years, and now when she saw this person take it out, it was as if she had come to the banquet twenty years ago, when the birthday ceremony turned into a funeral, she was standing in the back basket, stuffing messy things in her mouth.

Seeing that she didn't want to answer, the person in front of her glared, "What, can't you look at it? Isn't it time for you to eat the juice of Lao Tzu's neck?"

Zhao Xintong's heart trembled, this wicked man came to kill her again; She thought she had forgotten this feeling, but when he glared, she seemed to be back in front of the aspen forest, the scene where the wicked man forced the family to die.

Subconsciously took the rock sugar gourd and stuffed it into his mouth...... Or is it that sweet and sour feeling, it's strange, she never thinks about these things, but now it seems to feel good?

Not only the sweet and sour, but also the fear in the heart are mixed together, as if the taste has some kind of sublimation?

I'm hopeless!

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