After the year, the "inverted spring cold" was serious, and although it was the first month to bottom, the temperature still continued to drop.

One snowy morning, a middle-aged female vendor came to the office. The unkempt hair was oily and greasy, obviously unwashed for a long time, and the shabby clothes had been worn for a long time, and they were gray everywhere, especially the placket, cuffs, and knees of the clothes had been worn and shiny. She was a little cramped, and I beckoned her to sit down, only to notice that she was wearing sandals with holes on her feet. In this bad weather, wearing cotton shoes feels that there is no temperature on the feet, and wearing sandals, it is strange that there is nothing wrong with freezing.

I was a little shocked, but I couldn't stop talking, life experience has taught me that you can do more and say less.

The vendor kept talking on and off, and I understood what she was trying to say. After calling the relevant leaders, and under the instructions of the leaders, I also completed her affairs.

After she expressed her gratitude, she got up and was about to leave the office, but I still couldn't help but advise her: "Sister, no matter what happens in the future, take care of your body." With a good body, you can do what you want to do. ”

Pointing to the sandals on her feet, I continued: "In such a cold weather, if you go out in sandals, the wind and cold on your feet will increase the rate of degeneration, and when you get old, you will become 'old cold legs', and people will suffer." ”

These words opened her conversation box like a key, leading to her difficult life situation-

It turned out that her parents died young, she was orphaned and displaced, and her husband was an only child. A few years ago, her husband fell ill and was not treated in time, leaving him paralyzed in bed. In order to prevent bedsores, she had to turn her husband over every two or three hours; The in-laws are old and often sick and hospitalized, and they also rely on her to take care of them alone; Her children are in primary school and need to be picked up and dropped off every day; When the woman herself was still free, she set up a stall to sell a small commodity to subsidize the family.

The family has government subsidies, and women are busy day and night, but the family economy is still unable to make ends meet, and life is stretched. The woman struggled to support herself, just to keep the whole family from falling into a deeper predicament.

For a moment, I understood her raunchyness, I felt ashamed, and even began to look at her with admiration, "Sister, you are a strong woman!" ”

She was a little embarrassed, her broken face turned red from blue, and she was about to say something, when suddenly she remembered something, "I want to go to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures, and my mother-in-law is going to be discharged today." ”

After speaking, she stepped on the battery car, rushed onto the road with a "whoosh", and disappeared into the snowy intersection.

If the identities are reversed, I face her problems, doing everything she does every day, I am definitely inferior to her, I may be ten times more embarrassed than her, and even I will be overwhelmed by the accumulation of pressure from reality, so that life loses normal order and becomes a mess.

There are so many differences between people, but I know who has a fragrance powder that they don't know how to put on their face? Who will refuse to accept decency and dignity?

At the moment, it is really not easy for a female trader, and maybe in the future, when her children are older, she will live happily and healthily until she is old, and it is not known.

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I can't explain the reason, although this female trader and I don't know each other, and her ill-fated fate is not caused by me, but I always have a trace of apology and guilt floating in my mind, and I can't get rid of it. Maybe time flows, rushing forward, everything will turn into dust under the pressure of the wheel of time, gradually dissipate, and finally nowhere to be found.