Chapter 4: The Sorrow of Life
"What's the matter with you, you don't have a clue, are we just going to live here?" Yu Wei frowned, and glanced at the little boy coldly, she wanted to draw her sword to threaten, but her sword had already been included in the ring, and she couldn't take it out now.
And now Yu Wei's body is not much different from that of an ordinary girl, with a sword weighing hundreds of pounds, I am afraid that her arms will be crushed.
"I can't help it, I'm not a god. The little boy incarnated by Hongjun Pagoda pursed his lips with an indifferent attitude.
This almost made Yu Wei explode in anger
In the middle of the streets, the night lights are colorful and colorful, and the pink brilliance is reflected in the faces of people, which is particularly charming.
"You are my master, and you are no one else, let alone using master's money, it is the master who helps build a house and marry a daughter-in-law, that is all a matter of course. Li Yun showed an indifferent attitude, but he was very similar to the little boy who was incarnated by the Hongjun Pagoda.
"Damn it, I'm not your master in this world, I'm a powerless girl. Xue Bai wrinkled her nose, made a threatening look, and brought her pretty face over.
"Yes, there is no power in this world. ”
Li Yun was thoughtful, and didn't make any moves for a while, which made Xue Bai a little embarrassed.
"If you want to survive, what are you going to do, apprentice?" Xue Bai asked with a smile again.
Survive? Li Yun thought about it, he couldn't go back, he naturally had to survive, how could ordinary people live. That's how you live.
It's just that. I've lived for tens of thousands of years. It was very short for the fourth plane, and it was very difficult to get used to this less than a hundred years.
Li Yun looked into the distance, where people came and went, there were young couples of men and women, children were laughing happily, and middle-aged couples were walking on the street to buy clothes. An elderly man was on crutches alone, carrying a bag full of vegetables and rushing home.
Children, gradually to youth, middle age, old people, this is just a moment for people like Li Yun, because their lives are too short, but geometric time. Is your life so short?
"Why don't you speak?" Xue Bai leaned over: "Are you really going to abandon Yu Wei and find someone to marry, apprentice?"
"Master shouldn't know about me and Yu Wei. Li Yun sighed secretly. Knowing that his master was just joking, he was a little dazed and didn't know how to answer.
"In fact, finding someone to get married and have children and live an ordinary life just means that I am dead and numb, so I choose to be the same as ordinary people. Li Yun sighed: "Master, you also know, I only know how to cultivate, and my emotions are put aside, and if I can't cultivate now, it is equivalent to my heart is dead, so it doesn't make much sense to find someone to marry, anyway, after a hundred years, it will always return to dust." ”
"You can't say that, life is just a hundred years, how short it is, and you have to live happily, but you can't leave any regrets. Xue Bai wrinkled his nose and scolded Li Yundao.
"Yes, life is too short, and I used to think I could live for hundreds of billions of years. Li Yun smiled dumbly.
Sometimes Xue Bai is also quite depressed, but it's a pity that she really can't help Li Yun in this regard, maybe her ability is limited, the comforting words on her lips retracted, Xue Bai took a deep breath, and didn't care about the vehicles that kept coming and going:" Okay, it looks like my apprentice has a problem, as a master, I must save you, no matter what, live happily with a smile every day, in fact, for us, your world is unreal, just like the difference between gods and humans, coming here, although you can only live for a hundred years, but it is not a kind of luck. ”
After that, Xue Bai grabbed Li Yun's hand and ran forward with him, feeling the weak bodies of the two, Li Yun smiled dumbly, he would feel tired, and he would pant.
The mud splashed on himself, and his clothes were dirty, this was an ordinary coat that he had spent hundreds of dollars on, and it looked ordinary, ordinary.
"Apprentice, what kind of movie do you want to watch, in fact, I rarely come here. Xue Bai wrenched his finger and looked at the catalog, there were a lot of movies on it, science fiction films, martial arts movies, romance movies, action movies, funny movies and the like.
"Movies, so far away. Li Yun sighed, let yourself pick a movie, it is better to let yourself take a coin and guess the pros and cons.
"Then this, maybe love has a providence. Xue Bai picked one at random, and then grabbed Li Yun and walked in.
Li Yun watched a movie for the first time, and he had never had time to go to the movie theater in the small world before, so how could he squeeze out a minute when he practiced so late.
Although Xuebai is better, she hasn't watched a few movies, and this is the first time she has watched TV with a man, but Li Yun is her apprentice, not an outsider.
As the two sat down, the audience was gradually filled, and most of the people who came here were couples, although Li Yun didn't know what the movie was showing.
The movie opens, a girl with an apple in her hand, her eyes closed, her face pale, and it seems to be eternal for a moment
Although Li Yun gradually integrated into the plot, he felt very strange and incredible in his heart, how could he have time for this sentimentality, this false thing.
In Barrow City before, when Li Yun first came into contact with the movie, Morin's smile, Li Yun still remembered it clearly.
Well, that's a mockery.
Li Yun was thinking about the memories of the past, and saw the snow-white face beside her with tears, teardrops falling from her eyes like pearls, and she was holding a flower-colored handkerchief with a pink butterfly printed on it, stepping on the tears in the corners of her eyes.
This movie is a tear-jerking and touching movie, about a girl with a rich family and a poor but self-motivated boy who meet, fall in love with each other, live together, overcome many obstacles, opposition from the family, scolding by parents, the girl gives up everything and is with the boy.
2 people are married. No one came to the wedding. Then the two of them would be good as guests. left the family, but also had each other.
The boy began to make money, his career gradually stabilized, and everything went towards a bright future, and at this time, everything collapsed with a bang.
The girl suffered from a disease that could hardly be cured, and the boy sold all his assets. But it still can't save the girl, a crystal teardrop drops, expressing the eternal irretrievable life.
Li Yun wants to vomit, but he doesn't know what to vomit, if it is his former self, even if he is a dead person, as long as his soul does not dissipate, he can save himself, well, this disease. Maybe a light healing technique or purification technique will do, it's really easy. Nothing.
It's just that Xuebai on the side was crying very sadly, and Li Yun didn't know how to comfort her.
"Oh, it's so uncomfortable, and it's so uncomfortable in my eyes. Xuebai was bitter, so he hammered Li Yun: "Why don't you cry, you see everyone is crying." ”
"Why am I crying?" Li Yun was a little confused.
"Okay, apprentice, you ruthless guy, you don't have the true feelings of the world, how can you cultivate too freely. ”
"Master, my cultivation is about the emptiness of everything, not any emotion. Li Yun rolled her eyes: "Master, don't cry, let's go out first." ”
Li Yun grabbed Xuebai and took her out of the cinema, indeed, Li Yun found that many people were crying, most of them were girls, and there were also some men.
People are emotionally vulnerable, and if there is something that resonates with them, such as emotion, they will feel sad, so girls will always be sad when they watch movies.
Xuebai is a girl, and she is no exception.
It was also at this time that Li Yun discovered that his master was no different from ordinary secular girls, and seemed to be very fragile, thinking that she had been trying to comfort herself before, Li Yun felt a little guilty.
Anyway, I'm a man.
"Master, I'll send you back, where's your hovercar. Li Yun knocked on Xuebai's head, Xuebai was still a little dazed, she cried a lot just now, and then her head was a little dizzy.
In fact, Xuebai's health has not been very good since he was a child, when he was a child, he was seriously ischemized, fever and cold are commonplace, even if Z grows up, his body is still very weak, and he can't cry, otherwise it will make his body even weaker.
Xuebai cried for a while, and she felt that her whole body had no strength, and she couldn't do it without being supported.
In this world, Xue Bai is not the invincible girl who is known as the most powerful genius in the Seventeenth Star Domain, but a very ordinary girl whose body is even weaker than ordinary city girls.
Xuebai picked up a key, Li Yun helplessly helped Xuebai, and took her to the hovercar, the hovercar slowly appeared in the air, and the automatic positioning system flew towards the snow-white villa.
"It's incredible that Master is asleep, and if it's possible, not only me, but I also hope that Master will never die, always so cute. ”
Li Yun looked at the snow-white sleep, and also felt a little emotion in his heart, he didn't expect that the master was a person from this world, and what he didn't expect was that the master was such an ordinary girl.
There are so many wonders in the world that often you can only see this side and not the others.
"It's cold. Xue Bai rolled over, frowned, and fell asleep again.
This is the first time Li Yun has used his hands and feet to take care of people, in the past, it was enough to beat a magic trick, or take out a magic weapon or something to protect the other party's body or keep warm, but this time Li Yun took the cup, helped the other party cover it, and took off the snow-white coat and sorted it out.
"If you have power, as long as you have a light magic, Master's body can be cured, but unfortunately here and there, I don't have the power. ”
Li Yun stood among the flowers outside the villa, he found a place to sit down, and looked up at the sky, where there was half a bright moon and countless stars
"It's a small world like an ordinary place, and the night view is so imaginative. Li Yun let out a long sigh
"Anyway, I still have a relative here, Master's body is so weak, it's not okay not to take care of her, let's pay more attention in the future. ”
Li Yun secretly blamed himself, maybe the matter was too simple, he stretched out his hand, a trace of fire emerged from his right hand, he lost his strength, and only this flame remained.
It's so small that it's pitiful, and it's ridiculous.
"Hmm. It's so warm. "Snow white in the bed. She woke up suddenly. I feel comfortable all over my body, like drinking a bowl of ginger soup.
"Well, the apprentice sent me back, but where did he go?" Xue Bai got up, put on his night's pajamas, walked to the windowsill, and saw Li Yun's figure at a glance, Li Yun's back looked very lonely. He is not from this world, it is like a blood-stained barrier that separates him from this world, and he is the point of connection.
Xue Bai thought so, and gradually became a little stupid.
No, Xuebai felt that it was impossible for him to like Li Yuncai, Li Yun liked Yuluo and Yu Wei, but it was impossible for him to like himself.
But Xue Bai asked himself again, with this apprentice. I'm always happy, is there anyone else in my life who feels this way about me?
Snow white though not sure. But I feel that the possibility is very small, not big, maybe my body is weak, and in a few years I will get a cold or something, and I will be a whine, and everything will perish with my memory.
"No matter, Yu Wei is not here, just let the apprentice accompany me, anyway, I am a thin and poor girl. Xue Bai clenched his fists and seemed to have made up his mind.
"I said, apprentice, what are you doing, are you embarrassed to sleep in my house, and run outside to spend the night in this bush. Xue Bai walked out with a smile.
"Master, you're awake!" Li Yun didn't turn around: "It's nothing, just sit and sit occasionally, be quiet alone, there is nothing to do." ”
"How about playing games with me, it's boring at night, and you live with me as an apprentice, you see I'm a weak woman, it's not okay if there is no one to help. ”
"Okay. Out of a snow-white surprise, Li Yun didn't have the slightest intention of refusing, he turned his head and smiled slightly, this time the smile was very sincere, as if it contained the sincerity of the whole world, so he agreed to her.
"Master's body does have some problems, I don't study medicine, I can't help you heal, but I will take care of Master and you. Li Yun smiled.
"Hee-hee, today is really a day worth celebrating, and I thought that I would be alone until I died. Xuebai said with a smile: "I watched the movie, and suddenly I thought that I would be the heroine of the movie, and when the time comes, I will get sick and die, everything is irreparable, there is no power, it's a sad thing, but I'm not as lucky as the heroine, I can't find a boy who loves me." ”
Xuebai knew that it was impossible for Li Yun to like himself, his heart, some people couldn't understand it, but as his master, he could understand it.
Li Yun's path can be replaced by no one, the things he chooses, no one can change, that persistence is the real Li Yun, that kind of thing, even if he leaves the previous world, Li Yun can't discard it.
Xue Bai called this the Tao of coexistence with the soul.
Li Yun lived here, and he didn't have the idea of using his own flame to create miracles at all, because there was no aura in this world, and he couldn't cultivate.
He didn't know at all that Yu Wei and others also came to this world, looking for a way to crack it, but what if they knew, in fact, Yu Wei and the others could only come in, not out, everyone couldn't find a way, they were trapped in this world, and after a hundred years, they turned into dust.
Li Yun has studied a lot of disciplines, including soulology, psychology, nutrition, medicine, Chinese medicine and Western medicine, he has learned all of them, his brain is very good, others need a year or two of courses, Li Yun only uses half a month is enough, and Li Yun's experience is very rich, much better than ordinary people.
He was thinking that he must have been born the same as these ordinary people, the only difference was just because he was a cultivator.
Li Yun didn't think this kind of talent was so remarkable, because a hundred years was too short.
"Master, you wear more, pay attention to safety, drink this bowl of ginseng soup, and remember to drink Chinese medicine when you come back at night to regulate your body. Li Yun smiled and instructed Xue Bai who went out.
It has been 1 year since he came here, and Li Yun has taken care of Xuebai very carefully, but he found that Xuebai's body began to deteriorate, and the degree of deterioration was a little terrifying.
Originally, Xuebai thought that he could live for five or six years, but after Li Yun studied medicine, he found that even if he was careful to recuperate, Xuebai would not live for one year.
This is an extremely special disease, the body is weak, and eventually gradually affects the whole body, and there is almost no cure, unless you restore your light ability and use the light energy to heal the snow-white body.
It's just a wish.
"I know, apprentice, you're verbose again, next time you talk so much nonsense, I won't go out shopping with you. Xue Bai waved his fist and bounced away.
Li Yun smiled dumbly, every time Xue Bai dragged herself to go shopping, she didn't have anything to buy, aside from the identity of master and apprentice, Xue Bai was a naughty city girl in Li Yun's eyes.
Li Yun didn't expect it to be so soon, within a year, maybe Xuebai would die, her condition deteriorated too quickly, she didn't expect such a happy and beautiful girl to be haunted by this kind of disease.
If it were himself in that world, what would it be? Li Yun looked out the window, and a tear appeared in the corner of his eye.
Time passed gradually, but Li Yun felt that her whole body was powerless, and she felt powerless in the face of fate, which made people want to kneel on the ground and cry, Master was her only relative here, but she was not sure that she would come out of the hands of the disease.
At this moment, how much Li Yun wants to recover his strength, even if it is a second, a second is enough.
It's a pity that the world can't understand his sighs. (To be continued......)