I'm definitely going to get stronger!
Hello everyone:
In the past two days, I have read many letters from book friends, and I can't reply to you one by one, so I will also write a letter to you today. To reply and thank you for your concern.
Muzi has been gone for half a month, and she has taken a lot, a lot, but also a lot, a lot. We have lived together for nineteen years, and there is a shadow of her in every bit around me.
Pick up a pair of socks and I'll think about what she bought for me. Seeing the pillow on the side of her head, it was as if she was still there. I would often try to talk to her in our bedroom, inviting her to meet me in my dreams, but she never came. Perhaps, as she herself said, she is very happy and she has no regrets.
In fact, after really going through this process, I realized that when she was really gone, I didn't have the pain I imagined. Because maybe it's because I'm really trying my best to break down and protect myself.
There are only two sentences in my mind that can't come up, and when they appear, I will have a stage of collapse.
One sentence is, "reluctant". One is, "I miss you so much".
But the whole is really fine, and the children are okay, maybe because there are many families around them, who love them, care about them, and accompany them. So they didn't show much pain. But I know that this may be the biggest regret of their lives in the future, and it will be gradually released.
I have basically read everyone's letters, and I am very moved to watch you talk about the process of joining Tangmen, and to see your care and encouragement.
That kind of emotion is like what I just wrote in the Shenlan Wonder Realm Peerless Bead, what is the ultimate law of the fire element? I think it's warmth, which can bring warmth to everything, and can turn all negative emotions and long-cherished memories into warmth. What you bring to me is this warmth, and you are my fire element. Thank you, rest assured, for your sake, I will definitely do well, because you are also my family.
For the future, personally, I don't think too much, I always need time to heal, and your third brother is no longer young. However, I've resumed writing and continue to write about the Wonderland Peerless Pearl. As before, it was only when I was writing, when I was fully immersed in that world, that I was able to forget the pain for a while.
These two years and nine months have accompanied Muzi's treatment process, and I have experienced so many ups and downs, as I said when I mourned her, I learned to be brave and strong.
I don't know if I have passed this level or not. But I promise you that your third brother will definitely become stronger. Our Tang Sect will also be strong.
I'll verify all of this with my work. The second volume of the Shenlan Wonderland Warrior Bead will be available to you soon, and this is the beginning of the Shenlan Wonderland series, with a total of three books. I wrote it with all my might, and I hope it will be enjoyed by you.
After that, around December, Douluo Continent IV, which is also the last part of our Douluo series, will be opened. An even more powerful Tang family Sanshao will bring you the final chapter of the Douluo series.
I will do well, for you, for the sake of the Tang Gate. Also in order to make Muzi who has been watching us in another wonderful world.
I finally told her that I had lived for thirty-seven years in my life, and I had only loved her emotionally. I also want to tell you, every one of my book friends, that I have always loved you as much as you have loved me.
A reply from the three young men of the Tang family.
Wednesday, September 26, 2018