Chapter 252: Mother
"Xiuxiu." A low magnetic voice came from the opposite side, such a close call, Tal heard the sound and recognized that the call was actually from Ye Junwen? Why did he call Ahn Chae-so?
"Ye Junwen?" Tal asked calmly?
"It's me, Xiuxiu, you, why did you kill yourself?" The other party's voice was low and emotional: "Why are you so impulsive? I heard that you committed suicide, I, my heart is about to break, are you for that agreement? โ
Tal looked at his phone suspiciously, isn't this Ye Junwen about to marry Shen Bingyan? How could you make such a phone call again? In the ward, his demeanor is calm, where is the slightest bit of heartbreak, he said that heartbreak means that he also has feelings for An Chae-so? What else is the agreement? Suicide pact?
"Say something, Xiuxiu, my heart hurts and I can't breathe, are you going to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life? You know that you are also very important in my heart, I hope you are well, if you can, we will be good friends forever, I don't want to see anything happen to you, but you know it is difficult for me to choose. Ye Junwen was still babbling in distress, and Tal didn't understand what he was trying to say by saying such a big list. This confuses it.
It has never been able to truly empathize with the complex emotions of human beings.
"You're not making a choice." Tal had no choice but to say so.
"But I've always wondered if my choice was wrong, choosing her hurt you, and if I chose you, I would hurt her." She naturally refers to Shen Bingyan. This is a man who walks between two girls at the same time.
Tal smiled, it had no right to accuse, not to judge: "You can do whatever you want, you don't have to ask me." โ
"You still won't forgive me, will you? You're going to hate me for the rest of your life, right? I said that if we can't be husband and wife in this life, we will commit suicide together and make an appointment in the next life, forgive me for breaking my promise, but I am joking with you, if it wasn't for you crying and begging me, I must give you an answer and promise, I really can't help it, so I said that, how can you be so stupid, really go to suicide, don't you want your parents, think about how sad they should be, fortunately you are fine, otherwise I will not forgive myself for the rest of my life, Xiuxiu, I'm sorry, you don't think about it anymore, and you are troubled, okay? Forget everything, give yourself a chance, start over, you're still so young, you're going to find a better boy than me, really. Ye Junwen's words made Tal stunned, just for his joke, An Caixiu chose to commit suicide, and his conscience found that he called to repent?
Is it that Ye Junwen was too rash when he joked at the beginning, or that An Caixiu was too serious and drilled the horns.
When An Chae-so found out that death was the same as living, nothing had changed, she could still say that she could do, see, walk, and think, and I don't know if she would regret her experience of the material layer that she gave up so easily, of course, there will be someone over there to pick her up, and everyone has their own related family members waiting there to respond in the reincarnation of generations.
Of course, if the deceased feels that the experience experienced on the material level is not good, there will also be self-proclaimed saviors, and when the deceased says that they don't want such an experience, they will be taken away by the other party. Because the deceased thinks it is bad or bad, voluntarily giving up and giving up their life experience will also be a great loss for the individual.
It can be said that the living world is full of pits, and there are countless pits waiting in the world over there.
"It's all gone." Tal said that it said this to Ye Junwen, and added two more sentences: "There is no need to condemn yourself too much, no one needs to be responsible for anyone, it is all voluntary." Then he hung up the phone gently.
Individuals who voluntarily give up because they do not respect their own lives can only be responsible for themselves, and cannot blame others, which is the result of the individual's voluntary choice.
Tar sat alone on the couch in the small living room outside the room, and the cheeks began to think about its own business, it was sure that it had forgotten something important, and that it had been feeling lost in the bottom of its heart. But I don't have a clue.
Because An Caixiu is taking medicine, there are no injuries on her body, and she is a girl, Avia made a small opening in the inconspicuous part of the back of her head and stuffed the Tal chip, which is closely connected with the nerves and blood vessels in the brain, and the technique is extremely exquisite, of course, it is not a technology that can be understood by human medicine in the world.
In fact, the aliens who can come to the earth will not be the form of the original planet where they are located, but in order to conform to the vibration of the earth, they will automatically pick up the material materials on the earth and reconstruct them, and recombine the existing elements on the earth in an unknowable way to maintain stability, transforming the original form itself, and becoming visible to the human eye.
The fact that alien craft can be seen is also based on this principle.
Human beings can't understand them, they can't recognize them, just because they don't work on the physical brain like human beings, they work more with the mind and energy.
When Mother Ann wanted to come and ask Tal to go to dinner, she saw it curled up in the small sofa, her hair falling out, as if she had fallen asleep, and she couldn't bear to wake it up, so she went to the room and brought a quilt to cover it, brushed its hair away, stared at its face for a while, and then sighed softly and left.
Of course, Tal didn't sleep, just pretended to be asleep, and seeing that An's mother didn't bother it anymore, she sat up straight again, and continued to close her eyes and fall into the meditation of self-meditation, it didn't sleep, but its physical body needed to rest and recuperate.
It was already dark early, and the cold night like water slowly and silently immersed into every corner of the space on the second floor.
But when the sound of going upstairs, An's mother was still not at ease, so she brought the food up, put it on the small coffee table in the middle of the sofa, pressed the light switch, and asked lovingly and caringly: "Why don't you turn on the light?" โ
The light shone brightly overhead, and Tal opened his eyes helplessly.
"Let's have some food, it's past dinner time, aren't you hungry?" An's mother was worried and uneasy, and it had been a few hours since her daughter came home, and she had not spoken, eaten or drunk.
Mother Ann went to sit down next to Tรกr, and gently tried to put her arm around her shoulders and touch her head, but Tal was very embarrassed and quickly stood up, still smiling naturally and said, "It's so cold, you go to bed early, leave me alone." โ
"I'm your mother, how can I leave you alone? How can you reassure you when you tell me? A trace of loss flashed in An's mother's eyes, she wanted to give her daughter warmth, but her daughter seemed to have really grown up, and she didn't want to be close to her, she was her mother, did her daughter dislike her for being old?
"Why don't you worry?" Tal asked rhetorically, then glancing at himself, "I think it's good, huh?" It smiled naturally at Ann's mother.
"But you-" Mother Ann looked at her daughter, and felt that it seemed to be fine, but her heart was still faintly uneasy, as if her daughter's apparent peace was not hiding something disturbing.
"I'm fine." Tal kept smiling: "You should take it easy and don't put pressure on yourself, it won't make you happy." โ
Who is stressed?
And Tรกr's polite and soothing tone showed an unbearable sense of unbearability and a deliberate sense of distance.
An's mother felt even more lost, and when her daughter behaved abnormally, she became more anxious, afraid that her daughter would be on a dead end again.
"I am your own mother, I raised you since I was a child, I don't want anything from you, I don't want you to be blessed and rich, I just want to live to see you get married, have a happy family, have a child of your own, and then live this life healthy and safe, can you promise me?" An's mother emotionally expressed her expectations and requests for her daughter, hoping to influence her daughter and stop doing stupid things.
Motherly love is touching.
Tal looked at the exit outside this small living room of more than twenty square meters, there was the downstairs corridor, An Caixiu had already left this body, everything here was no longer related to her, and An Mu Yin's expectations could only be disappointed.
"As you wish." Tal finally whispered. It is not a wish-giver, if An's mother expects such a wish, then look forward to it, it is better than no hope, hope is always uplifting.
An's mother looked at it suspiciously, judging whether it was an element of consent or rejection in its words, and asked whether her daughter really had her heart open and would not seek death again.
Tal continued to be in a daze, and when Mother Ann said anything to it, it just responded with a hmm, as if her mind was wandering out of state.