Chapter 3 The night is still so dark

There have been no words for a few days, and it has been more than a week since the beginning of school.

"Wenqi, have you heard? Next Monday, the school will have a coming-of-age ceremony. ”

Between classes, Su Mo, a representative of the mathematics department, took her friend to chat with Yue Wenqi.

"Well, I heard that this is the first large-scale event I participated in when I entered the school, so I was happy." Yue Wenqi said longingly, with light in her eyes.

"Eh, Xu Zinan, you don't know yet, don't you like to chat with your classmates?" Yue Wenqi turned her head and said to Xu Zinan, who was reading a book.

Su Mo and the others also looked at it, as if they really didn't have any impression of this person.

"I don't want to talk if I don't have to, so hide myself and gather information, just like it is now." Xu Zinan glanced at her and buried himself in reading again.

Not only was Yue Wenqi speechless, but even Su Mo and the others were slightly embarrassed, and they fled after chatting a few words.

"Hey, people are kind enough to remind you, can't you have a good face and say thank you?"

Yue Wenqi said angrily to Xu Zinan, and also emphasized the word "thank you".

"No thanks." Xu Zinan still has such a lazy tone.

"You...... Bummer! ”

"I accept."

Yue Wenqi glanced at him fiercely and stopped talking.

Then I had to live a few quiet days.

Xu Zinan leaned back in the chair behind him during the evening self-study class and stretched out comfortably.

Glancing at Yue Wenqi on the left, she was concentrating on the question, a pen tapped her forehead, obviously stuck again.

Xu Zinan glanced at her notebook, which was not a math problem, but geography. Alas, it seems that her geography is really not good.

But isn't next to her the representative of the geography department? This was the day when the school started and finished distributing the textbooks, and she pushed herself.

"Eh, Xu Zinan, are you good at geography? I'm not good at geography. ”

"Not bad, better than you." Xu Zinan's tone was flat.

"Is there anyone down there who recommended themselves as a local science representative?" Teacher Zheng's voice came at this time.

There was silence in the classroom for a moment.

"Teacher, here, Xu Zinan wants a local science representative." Yue Wenqi took Xu Zinan's hand and raised it high, with a hint of cunning on his face.

Xu Zinan was stunned, this woman grabbed other people's hands casually, and forced herself to do things she didn't like.

If the eye can kill, Yue Wenqi has already become the soul of the knife.

In a difficult situation, relying on others is not a sign of weakness, wasting useless time, but only putting yourself in a dilemma and complaining afterwards.

However, it seems that my relationship with her is not very good now, haha, worry-free.

Xu Zinan thought of this, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously hooked up a smile.

Yue Wenqi Xu felt that someone was staring at her, and turned her head not to see Xu Zinan reading at the table, but leaning on a chair to look at her.

"Why are you looking at me like that, what are you laughing at?" Yue Wenqi looked at Xu Zinan, her apricot eyes narrowed slightly, and she scolded the man in front of her with her words.

Xu Zinan came back to his senses, just smiled slightly, and said:

"I'm just curious about what you listened to in class, you can't answer such a simple question, what a stupid person. At this time, it may not be a waste of time to ask someone for help. ”

"Also, I just thought of happy things, don't wronged good people."

It's ridiculous that he mocks himself like this, pretends to be indifferent and doesn't care about himself, and says that he is a good person.

Yue Wenqi looked at Xu Zinan, she was speechless, she couldn't see the expression on her face, she pursed her lips, her eyes were shining, and she stubbornly didn't flow down.

Why, since the beginning of school, I have treated each other with kindness, but in exchange for indifference, I have always been indifferent.

Xu Zinan glanced at her, took a long breath, got up and walked out of the classroom, standing on the edge of the corridor, blowing a cool breeze.

This woman is simple, defenseless, doesn't know how to be flexible, but she always works against herself, which is really troublesome.

He turned his head to look at the classroom, Yue Wenqi, who was with Su Mo, was no longer sad, and the two were chatting happily, which made the guilt in his heart much lighter.

Turning back and looking into the endless distanceβ€”

The night was still so dark, gloomy and gloomy, like ink and curtain.

There is no light in the heavens, and there is no light in the distance.

On Friday evening, Xu Zinan walked out of the school gate. He didn't call the guy and didn't want him to come.

He opened the door and took a look at the familiar scene, unchanged, just as he had returned before.

Zining is not here, so I guess I went out with my friends.

Xu Zinan walked through the living room and into his room, throwing away his backpack casually, leaning on the chair, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a long time, he suddenly got up, walked into the shower, and took a cold shower.

Back in the living room, I took out a drink from the fridge and leaned against the sofa with the news on the TV.

Xu Zinan looked at the TV in a daze, didn't drink much, and there was a puddle of water on the table.

The sound of opening the door sounded, it wasn't him, it was Zi Ning back.

"Brother, you're back." Zining's ethereal and melodious voice rang in his ears.

Xu Zinan stood up, looked at this sister who was a head shorter than him, and smiled lightly, "Shouldn't you come back earlier than me today, where did you go to play?" ”

Xu Zinan rubbed Zining's short hair and reached out to take his sister's schoolbag.

Zining stepped on his brother's feet barefoot, hugged his waist and raised his head and said coquettishly: "There is a classmate's birthday today, so I came back after eating a birthday cake at her place." ”

"Brother, you're not going to be angry, are you?" Zi Ning asked tentatively again.

Xu Zinan hugged her in a circle in the living room, just like before.

"No, Zining has grown up and has his own affairs, how can my brother be angry."

Putting down Zining, Xu Zinan pinched her pink little face.

"Mmmm, my brother loves me the most, so I'll go take a bath first." After speaking, Zi Ning trotted back to the room.

Xu Zinan watched the petite figure enter the room, and the door closed gently.

I looked around the living room, put my sister's shoes in the shoe cabinet, sat on the sofa and continued to watch TV.

After finishing the drink on the table, he looked up at the clock hanging on the wall.

It looks like he's not coming back tonight either.

Xu Zinan pondered in his heart and lost his mind for a while.

I don't know when Zi Ning appeared behind him and put his arms around his neck from behind.

"Brother, why do you always like to watch the news? Watch something else, I like to watch idol dramas, or you tune in to the movie channel. ”

Xu Zinan smiled slightly, pulled Zining in front of him with both hands and sat down, and handed her the remote control: "Brother is a little tired, come and see what you like." ”

"Hee-hee, my brother is the best, as long as I'm at home, my brother always gives me the remote control."

Xu Zinan smiled dotingly, picked up the towel around her neck, and rubbed Zining's hair vigorously:

"Of course, who called you my lovely sister!"

He got up and walked to the refrigerator and pulled some bread out of it.

"Zining, what do you want to eat? Is bread OK? ”

"No need, I'm full at my classmates." Zining watched the TV and was fascinated, and answered lazily.

Xu Zinan said with a smile: "Then don't watch it too late, staying up late is not good for your health, you are still growing your body." ”

"Uh-huh, brother, go to sleep first."

Xu Zinan took some bread and went back to his room.

Lying on the bed, looking at the somewhat unfamiliar number, I didn't dial it out after all.

Looking at the white ceiling above his head, Xu Zinan's eyes vaguely appeared in front of Yue Wenqi's tearful appearance.

Wouldn't it be too cruel to say this myself, I guess it hit her hard.

However, her harmless and defenseless appearance is really a headache. There is not only one side of society, where there is light, there will be darkness, and if you believe in others easily, others will have the opportunity to hurt you.

Hey, I caused so much trouble to myself before, and if I didn't get along, it was even off.

Ah-Xu Zinan, what's the matter with you, why do you still think of her now. He shook his head, as if trying to shake the mess away.

Xu Zinan looked out the window, there was no moonlight, no stars, even at night, the dark sky gave people a sense of depression with dense clouds.

Is it a bar mitzvah?

Time flies so fast, like a white horse. The world is changing, and it has been three months since the white clothes turned into a pale dog in an instant.

Time fades the pain, but the scar doesn't go away.