Suddenly, Xu Zinan seemed to have thought of something, got up and rushed out of the door like crazy, holding the last hope in his heart, riding on the car and running towards Yue Wenqi's house.

Yue Wenqi, yes, and Yue Wenqi, I'm going to find her and find the truth.

Standing at the door, Xu Zinan's trembling hands finally rang the doorbell.

Yue Wenqi opened the door and was startled when she saw Xu Zinan with an embarrassed face.

Her hair was messy, her face was covered with sweat, her lips were oozing blood, but her eyes were red and she took a step back.

"What's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

The two stood at the door and looked at each other, and Yue Wenqi looked at his appearance, a little worried.

Xu Zinan looked at Yue Wenqi in front of him, his eyes were pleading, and his voice was hoarse but eager:

"Wenqi, Zi Ning is gone, I can't find her, do you know where Zi Ning is, do you know where my sister is?"

"Zinan, you calm down first."

When Yue Wenqi heard this, the worry on her face became heavier, and it seemed that her previous bad guess had come true.

"Zining, it's the sister you've been talking about, right? I haven't seen her and don't know where she'll be. However, I think your problem is more serious at the moment, do you have something that you can't talk about, and you have been hiding it in your heart? ”

"Haven't seen it? How could you not have seen it, how could you not have seen it? Didn't we still climb the mountains and visit the campus together? ”

Xu Zinan's voice was a little weak at this time, with an air of despair, waiting for a trial.

"Zinan, I don't know what's wrong with your sister, but I hope you can calm down. It's just the four of us who climb the mountain, and it's Ou Ziming who helps you carry your backpack. You said you were going to bring your sister over, but we only saw you. ”

"I also accompanied you to visit the campus, and we also said that we would wait until next spring to see kapok together."

Kapok? That's what I told Zining in the park, I had a lot of fun with my mother and Zining at that time.

Yue Wenqi continued: "There is also a birthday party, which I also sent you a message. It may be that you are too obsessed with Zining's sister, so you think about her everywhere. ”

Yue Wenqi's voice was a little hurried, and he gently shook Xu Zinan's arm with both hands, so that he could recognize the reality in front of him and not live in his own fantasies.

Birthday party? Xu Zinan raised his dry eyes, saw the jade pendant in Yue Wenqi's hand, his eyes were stunned for a moment, and he grabbed Yue Wenqi's wrist:

"Why is this jade pendant here?" Xu Zinan looked at Yue Wenqi fixedly.

"This, this jade pendant, that is, it was given to me by you yesterday."

Yue Wenqi's wrist was hurt by her scratch, and she wanted to break free but couldn't, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

Xu Zinan was in a trance for a while, and Zining's figure appeared in front of him, wearing this jade pendant on his hand.

"Zining, today is your birthday, my brother bought a jade pendant for you, happy birthday!"

"Brother, what do these four words mean?"

"It means 'if there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world', which is similar to 'all the best'."

"I like the previous poem, it's good."

"Well, I think too."

……

The hammer fell, time accelerated back, and all kinds of curtains from the past were shattered until that night.

The reality is presented in front of you, it is so cruel, heavy, bloody, and overwhelming.

Xu Zinan slowly let go of the wrist he was clamping, leaving a clear red mark on it.

His legs were weak, he sat on the ground, his eyes were dull, full of despair, his throat finally made a dull tremor, hugged his head and cried: "Zining, let's go, she left me with her mother......"

The cry was hoarse, because there was a thousand sorrows in his throat.

Yue Wenqi rubbed the thin white wrist that was scratched, looking at the man in front of him who was once stubborn, independent and paranoid, how weak and helpless he is now, and his eyes showed a little tenderness. Bent his knees and half-knelt, his arms tightly wrapped around Xu Zinan in front of him:

"Zinan, let it go, don't be immersed in that obsession anymore, you have done enough for your sister, she doesn't want you to torture herself like this, and I don't want to see you like this."

Yue Wenqi said as she spoke, and tears flowed down her eyes.

Listening to the ethereal and pleasant voice, it seems to be like Zining's voice.

Xu Zinan knew why he would feel at ease when he stayed with her, and he would have a familiar feeling. It turned out that she had been living in the pain of losing her loved ones, and it turned out that she had always regarded her as Zining. Could it be that she was sent by Zining to save him? It turned out that for such a long time, he had always fantasized that Zining was still alive and spent this wonderful time with him.

Thinking of Zining's smile and every move in the past, he used this to anesthetize himself and deceive himself - his only sister, she is still alive.

Xu Zinan looked at Yue Wenqi in front of him, revealing his eyes full of tenderness.

"I'm sorry to hurt you. The jade pendant was given to you by me, I hope you will protect her well, she is my favorite. Zining has always been in my heart. ”

After Xu Zinan finished speaking, he stood up, hugged Yue Wenqi again, and turned to leave.

Somewhere in the cemetery, a figure stood in front of a black tombstone, the thin figure was like duckweed in the water, withered reeds in the wind, crumbling. Two names on the tombstone pierced his eyes deeply:

"The tomb of his beloved wife Jian Yunmo and beloved daughter Xu Zining."

Xu Zinan knelt on his knees, his forehead against the tombstone, his hands trembled, and a line of hot tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, but he was frozen by the cold stone tablet, along with his heart.

He was speechless and choked, unable to calm down for a long time—

Why, gave me hope, and took her away, it turns out that the truth is so cruel.

The dream mirror is broken, and there is no way to go back to the past.

Nightmare - I didn't wake up......