"Zinan, Zinan, how are you?"

Xu Zinan heard a voice in a daze, and his hands were tightly clenched, soft and warm.

Xu Zinan's eyes moved, and he opened his eyes with difficulty, and the wound on his head came from a cold pain from time to time.

He bared his teeth, his brow furrowed slightly, and he didn't even dare to breathe too deeply.

The setting sun shines through the window, shining on the shadows. Her face was full of affection, but it was pear blossoms with rain, tears gushing out of her eyes like a spring, her face was gloomy, and that fragile shadow made people feel love and pity......

But Xu Zinan can only be silent now......

Self-hatred fades, but it withers for me......

His eyes had slowly focused, and he saw clearly that the person in front of him was Yue Wenqi, and Xu Zinan smiled helplessly:

"Your hand...... Scratching pain...... I did. ”

His voice was hoarse and weak, staccato like rotten wood floating in water.

Yue Wenqi stopped crying, and the strength in his hand loosened a little, but she still held his hand:

"Where does it hurt, it hurt a lot more than this last time you caught me."

Xu Zinan sighed: "You really hold a grudge." ”

"That's right, I remember all the things you did before, don't think about it." Yue Wenqi's eyes were a little swollen from crying.

"What are you crying about, am I not still alive?"

"You call you alive, look at the way you look all over your body, you've been in a coma for days." Su Mo couldn't help but say on the side. "Xiaoqi heard that you were hospitalized, and she was in a hurry, so she came over after class, and we couldn't stop it."

Yue Wenqi's pretty face was pale, she glanced at Su Mo, and asked Xu Zinan with concern: "How are you, is there anything wrong with your body?" ”

"It's fine, it's just a little injury, it's nothing to me."

"As long as you love to be strong." Yue Wenqi glared at Xu Zinan resentfully. "Why are you hurt like this? It can't be a fall at this point. ”

"Uh...... Righteousness and courage, heroes save beauty, okay? ”

Yue Wenqi said angrily: "How can you be a hero to save the beauty every time, and you are not afraid of committing that peach blossom catastrophe and being blinded by the peach blossoms?!" ”

"What kind of peach blossom robbery, I can't stop my peach blossoms, what can I do?"

Xu Zinan muttered again: "Peach Blossom Tribulation? Maybe it was fate. ”

"What are you muttering?"

"Ah, nothing."

"And how are you feeling now? I heard from the doctor that you were hit the head, will there be any root cause of the disease? Why don't you ask the doctor to give you another good examination? ”

Yue Wenqi put away her resentment, and her face regained some sadness.

"What, do you think I'm going to play with you with some kind of amnesia? I don't care to play such a childish trick! Xu Zinan smiled lightly.

"But it's so dangerous, I almost got hit by you. Died young, huh! ”

"Uh...... Hehe, I take that sentence back. I'm sorry! Yue Wenqi's face was ashamed, and she felt a little guilty in her heart.

The joke he made casually was really right, but fortunately he didn't seem to be in big trouble.

"You don't have to, I'm blessed with a great life. Okay, let's see it, that's it, you go back to school first, the hospital doesn't care about your dinner. ”

"You're going to drive us away?" Su Mo couldn't stand it anymore.

"It's not that I'm driving you away, it's that you can't do anything here, and it's still preventing the patient from resting, go back, there are still classes in school."

Xu Zinan looked at the disappearing figures of the two, and he was also confused in his heart.

Walking out of the hospital, Su Mo chattered angrily on the side: "This Xu Zinan is really ruthless, we kindly came to see him, and we didn't even say 'thank you', but he drove us away, it was really a conscience to feed the dog." ”

Yue Wenqi listened to Su Mo's complaints, lowered her head and just walked, did not speak, called a car, and the two went back to school together.

In the ward, Xu Zinan looked at the smoke outside the window and was silent.

Qi, it's not that I'm going to drive you away, I'm afraid that if I see you again, I won't be able to leave. Thank you for coming with me, and I apologize to your friends for me.

Maybe sometimes, it's better to miss each other.

As night fell, Xu Zinan saw the news on TV in the ward: According to this station, a few days ago at about 9 o'clock in the evening in the city's urban park, there was a crowd brawl, it is reported that the victim was seriously injured, and at present, the criminal suspect Yu and his accomplices have been arrested and brought to justice, and the case is being further tried......

Seven days later, Yue Wenqi didn't wait for Xu Zinan, but waited for a letter:

Qi Woman:

Seeing the words is like meeting, showing the letter and feeling comfortable!

If I call you that, you shouldn't be able to get angry anymore. Ahem, it's useless to be angry, anyway, you can't pinch me now, Angha!

Qi, I think it's time to say goodbye, forgive me for not having the courage to say this to your face.

Thank you for breaking into my life and blasting a crack in my gray world.

That rainbow light is really warm.

I didn't expect my illness to be so serious that both my father and the doctor advised me to go to a big coastal city where there were the best doctors and medical conditions.

When we arrived in Haining, my father said that he knew an internationally renowned brain doctor, and the doctor said that my injury was very tricky, and even if it could be cured, I might face amnesia.

It's okay, it's not good, I've left this sad place, but I've also left you.

I guess that's fate.

I like a quote from Rabindranath Tagore's "The Birds": I sat in front of the window this morning, and the world stopped like a passerby, nodded at me, and walked away.

I think that I will never see the world again.

Qi, I'm going to go into the operating room tomorrow, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid I'll never see you again, my hand holding the pen is still shaking, I'm really a coward.

Hehe, I am now beginning to believe in the so-called immortal idealism of consciousness, the brain is only the carrier of consciousness, and consciousness can exist independently of the human body. I wish my consciousness could fly over to accompany you, even if the body is destroyed. But everyone is afraid to practice such experiments, because the physical life is really only once.

The Buddha said that if you are separated from your beloved, you will have no worries and no fears. Perhaps, from the first time I saw you, I was destined to have no chance with the Buddha in this life.

What disappointing news.

Qi, I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to see Kapok, remember to take a look at it for me when Kapok is open.

Su Mo said that you like osmanthus, such as evening silver, such as Rixiang, well, I like it too. Why should it be light blue and dark red, it is the first class among flowers.

But I think you are more like a peach blossom, the peach is dying, scorching, beautiful three springs, fragrant and hearty.

Did I tell you? You have short hair, in fact, you are better-looking, forgive me for thinking you were a bad girl when I first saw you, I really want to gouge out my eyes, I can't see if I'm blind, haha......

You are very beautiful in the rainbow on the top of the mountain, just like the Nine Heavens Fairy descended to earth and came down to me, and my heart yearns for it.

You once asked me the name of that song, and I can tell you now, that song is called "Love", written by Xu Wei, but I almost forgot its melody.

Also, the smell of your body is very good, and the aroma of silver osmanthus that night.

But I'm almost forgetting.

The other day you asked me if I had a favorite girl, and I can answer you now: Yue Wenqi, I like you so much!

You said that if you want to pursue your boy, you have to take a fancy to it, I don't know if I have such luck.

I've had bad luck, though.

Qi, Yu Yang said that I don't have the courage to admit that I like you, I think so, I am very entangled and painful in my heart.

Red dust swamp, I didn't want to step into it, but I was moved by you.

But I don't even have the courage to confess to you in person, I'm really a failed person, and I can't give you a sense of security.

I have nothing, including myself.

Maybe in your eyes I'm just a tall, arrogant, paranoid, and impersonal weirdo, which even I have to agree with, hehe.

Borges said: Life is miserable, and I set off again with my broken oars.

In the world of life, suddenly like a traveler. It's just that I didn't expect this moment to come so quickly.

I miss the time I spent with you, but we're finally going to say goodbye. I don't dare to say goodbye to you, lest my fate is over.

Qi, I'm sorry! May you have good morning, good afternoon and good night!

When the weather is cold, don't get sick and pay attention to your body.

Don't read it, cherish it!

South, leave a pen

After Yue Wenqi finished reading, tears flowed down, tears fell on the last few words, the last few words were already a little scribbled, crooked, she looked at it for a long time, for a long time......

Where to synthesize sorrow, away from people's hearts. Farewell to the distant mountains, the distant water is sparkling, and I don't know what day and night we will meet.

Yue Wenqi looked into the distance, as if she wanted to see the figure traveling far away.

The twilight clouds fly to the end of the book, and the end of the world is clear and strange. Xu Zinan, our fate is not over, we will see you again, see you again!

She raised her wrist to gently wipe her tears, and on the white wrist of the snow, the peach blossoms on the jade pendant were blooming beautifully......