"Bang Bang ......"

There was a knock on the door.

"Who?"

Gao Yunong dragged his tired body out of bed.

"Your courier."

"Express? I don't think I have been buying anything lately. ”

Gao Yunong opened the door to himself and took the courier from the courier.

Back in the living room, I opened the courier and a black diary fell out.

Seeing this diary, Gao Yunong's expression suddenly became solemn.

My father seems to have had one such diary, but this time when he went home to deal with his father's funeral, he didn't see this diary.

How will it be mailed to yourself?

Confused, he opened the diary, and it was indeed his father's handwriting, the same one he had seen before.

[4/15/99 Sunny weather]

[Tomorrow is the day of bankruptcy and reorganization in the factory, and my buyout fee is 50,000 yuan, but I don't want to take this money]

[Lao Wang of the production class contacted me two days ago and asked me to go to the factory with them to make trouble, and I was a little shaken]

[Suqin has just been laid off at home, and I have to buy it out here, and Yu Nong is only five years old]

[If neither of us have a job, how will we live in the future?] Yuno is about to go to elementary school...]

Turning a page casually, I just happened to see my father's record of the most difficult days of his life.

His hometown is Ningzhou, a small city on the 18th line, and 20 years ago, it happened to be the most difficult time.

Countless workers are facing layoffs because of the restructuring of state-owned enterprises.

Unfortunately, during that time, his parents were both laid off.

But during that time, although it was difficult, his parents still gritted their teeth to support him and let him spend a carefree childhood.

After that, life was still very difficult, and his parents worked and worked in stalls, and finally supported him until he graduated from college.

But who would have thought that he had only been working for a long time.

A few days ago, my father died of a heart attack when he was out working......

And he had just come back from his hometown after dealing with his father's funeral.

At this moment, when he saw this paragraph of his father's diary, the corners of his eyes suddenly began to sour, and his vision gradually blurred.

[03/6/08 Sunny weather]

[Yu Nong finally went to junior high school, his grades are average, and I don't know if he can be admitted to high school in the future]

[For the sake of my child, I must work hard to make more money, and in the future, if my child fails to enter high school, I can still spend money for him to study private]

[Today, I helped a family carry 30 bags of cement to the fifth floor, and I promised to give 150 yuan, but in the end, the master's family only gave 120 yuan]

[I was very angry, but then I thought about my wife and children, and I still endured it...]

When he saw this paragraph, Gao Yunong remembered that he was young and frivolous back then.

I don't understand the hard work of my parents at all, and I only know that I go out to play around every day, pretending to be a chic rebellious period...

Back then, in order to play handsome, he always stole his father's money.

Later, he once asked his father, "Dad, don't you know that I always stole your money back then?" ”

Dad replied with a smile: "I know! ”

"You know, why don't you change places?"

"If you change it, I'm afraid you won't find it!

Thinking of the conversation between father and son back then, Gao Yunong couldn't hold back anymore, and tears rained down...

After crying for a while, he flipped through his diary and returned to the previous page.

It happened to be the diary when his father was laid off in 99, and his heart was sour.

Later, my mother told me that my father couldn't help it at that time and went to the factory with a few colleagues to make trouble.

As a result, they accidentally injured someone, because of this incident, they were caught and squatted for more than ten days.

The original buyout fee of 50,000 yuan was only 30,000 yuan in the end, but the loss was not small.

As soon as he thought of this, he suddenly moved his childlike heart.

I took out my pen and wrote at the back of the diary on that page.

[Don't go to make trouble with Lao Wang, if you make trouble, you may be arrested]

[Since you don't have the ability to change the moment, you might as well take advantage of the trend and get a buyout fee of 50,000 yuan with peace of mind]

[It's good to open an Internet café with this money, and open an Internet café to ensure that your family has no worries about food and clothing, there is no problem]

After writing and closing the pen, looking at this annotation-like annotation, Gao Yunong suddenly had a strange feeling.

It's as if you can communicate with your father across time and space......

Think about this life, after my father was laid off, he did all kinds of work several times.

But he was always mixed at the bottom of the society, and it was not until a few years later that he learned a decoration trade, and the family's life was stable.

And in the end, it still ended up with a lot of hard work.

In fact, the buyout fee of 50,000 yuan was not low in those days, but why were many workers still unwilling.

Because they don't know what to do after taking the 50,000 yuan, 50,000 yuan seems to be a lot, but how can there be a serious job?

At that time, Internet cafes were a new thing, and some laid-off families changed their fate by opening Internet cafes.

If my father had really taken the buyout fee and opened an Internet café at that time, then he wouldn't have to work for half his life.

He remembered that several of his high school classmates had been laid off like his parents.

But they changed their fate by opening an Internet café.

By the time they reached high school, everyone was living a well-off life, but their family could only live a hard life.

Hey, if only my father could really see this, if only he could do what he said.

Maybe he can really change the fate of his family!

Gao Yunong thought about it, but then, he shook his head with a self-deprecating smile on his face.

What do you think? Read too many YY novels on the Internet!

This is another way for him to remember his father!

Don't think about it, you have to go to work tomorrow, so hurry up and wash up and sleep.

This night he tossed and turned, and slept soundly.

He got up at six o'clock the next morning, washed his face, and hurried to work.

He works for an Internet company in Beijing and is a programmer with a bitter B.

The company mainly undertakes the outsourcing of some large factories, so the daily workload is very large, but the salary can only be regarded as average.

With a salary of more than 10,000 yuan a month, it is only a few thousand yuan in hand, and it is difficult to save much money a month after removing rent, eating and drinking.

In order to save money, he can only live outside the Fifth Ring Road, and has to squeeze the subway for more than an hour every day to commute to work.

At half past eight, he finally came downstairs to the company, first found a stall and bought two steamed buns and a soy milk.

Only then did I enter the company's building, their company is located in the Triumph Building in Dongsanqi, and this building is full of outsourcing companies like their company.

Every morning after eight o'clock, it is the most 'lively' time for the elevator of the building.

I finally squeezed into the elevator, but when I entered, I heard a shrill female voice next to me.

"Oops! What are you doing? Stinky rascals ......"

Because the elevator is the most crowded time every morning, it is inevitable that there will be physical contact.

But this is the first time it has been shouted so loudly like this.

And what made Gao Yunong even more embarrassed was that the voice seemed to be coming at him.