382 You are in the Lord, she is outside the Lord (Zeng Huan Camelina Group Portrait, can be jumped)

At first, Chang Suining only thought that the matter of the return of the shepherd's cabbage to his hometown today was a little sensational, so it was spread everywhere, but after listening carefully, he realized that what they were discussing was actually another matter.

This matter has to start from after Capsule's and Zeng Huan's return to the city today.

After entering the city, the two first went to do the errand that Chang Suining confessed, and went to the Baiji Teahouse to deliver the letter.

After coming out of the teahouse, Shepherd's cabbage asked Zeng Huan to go home to visit relatives, and he also went to the direction of home. Chang Suining let them rest at home for one night, and then leave Hezhou early the next morning.

But Zeng Huan hadn't thought about whether to go home in her private heart, and last year she ignored her family's proposal to let her remarry, and insisted on following Chang Suining to join the army, almost breaking with her family for this. Her biological mother even said that if she had never given birth to such a shameful thing, she would only be dead from now on, and let her not come back, so as not to bring shame on the family.

These words were said in private, and Sheada didn't know, and Chang Suining didn't know either, otherwise he wouldn't have proposed to let Zeng Huan come back to visit his relatives.

Zeng Huan has always said little, he doesn't want to mention the ugliness of the family, and he doesn't want to refute the kindness of his own adults, besides...... She still has some worries about her family.

But she hadn't figured out how to get back, and she wasn't sure if her family wanted to see her.

After separating from the shepherd's cabbage, Zeng Huan first found an inn to settle down in, and after setting up his horse, he went to the street.

She was wearing a man's robe, with a copper hairpin tied up in her hair, and her long military life made her more upright and sturdy than before, and her temperament had changed greatly.

Chang Suining gave her and Shepherd's cabbage a sum of money to visit relatives, which was not expensive, enough for her to buy two fine cloths for her mother, who loved face and liked to wear good clothes; Prepare a pair of jewelry for your sister-in-law, preferably with a few pearls embedded on it; Buy a few boxes of dim sum for my nephews and nieces, and the dim sum in the Zhao family shop in the west of the city is very delicious; Finally, I went to make two jugs of good wine for my brother......

If she goes back with these things, the family should be happy, right?

She is now following the adults, and she is a little bit promising, I heard that the last time those ladies came back, the family now feels bright because of them...... Will her mother and brother and sister-in-law change their opinion of her because of this?

Zeng Huan was walking on the street, his heart was fluctuating, and he suddenly heard a familiar name come into his ears.

"It's already noon, and the sister-in-law of the Zeng family only came out to buy crabs at this time."

"Not really!"

The answer was even more familiar, and Zeng Huan, who hadn't figured out how to meet, almost dodged in a panic and hid behind the oil umbrella stall on the side.

"Originally, the meal was ready, but it wasn't my grandson, so he had to make a fuss about eating crab...... I can only come out and buy it!" A woman in her forties was carrying a few live crabs tied with straw ropes, and smiled and answered with the woman who sold tiger head shoes.

The two were obviously acquainted, and at the moment there were no customers in front of the shoe stall, so the two laughed and talked.

"It's crab season, but my family is reluctant to buy it, or is my sister-in-law's family generous......

"What do you say! That's just a few of them, and if you want me to say, this thing doesn't taste good...... It's just that the little overlord is clamoring to eat, even if he tightens his pants, he has to buy it!"

"Sister-in-law, don't be modest with me, now who on our street doesn't know, sister-in-law, you have a good life, and you have given birth to a good girl with ability!"

When Zeng Huan heard this, he clenched his fingers suddenly, waiting with bated breath for his mother's response.

She laughed at the familiar voice, "What can't you endure...... It's just begging for food under the hands of Jiang Du Chang Assassin!"

Although it is a modest tone, there is also a pride that cannot be concealed.

Zeng Huan was stunned, so, did her mother approve of her?

Her mother seemed happy to bring it up, and smiled and went on to say, "...... At the beginning, I didn't expect Ah Huan to be so competitive, when she said that she wanted to join the army, and she had to follow a little girl, I thought, isn't that nonsense? I'm worried that she's out there...... But who knows, the little girl surnamed Chang is so capable, she won battles all the way, and became a big figure admired by everyone, went to Jiangdu, and even became a thorn! You said

Why is people's lives so good? I think it should be the ancestor of the Chang family who is well buried, and he is a general!"

The woman who sold the shoes smiled and said, "Your Ah Huan has also come out, and the few who came back from the army last time said that this Chang Thorn Shi is a nostalgic person, and they are all fine!" Ji Hei's face is his shepherd's cabbage, I heard that they have all become officials, and they are in charge of thousands of people...... There are almost a few people who want to come to your house!"

"Where can my Ah Huan compare to Ji Blackface and his family, Ah Huan is stupid, too honest, and doesn't know how to study and manage those things......

When Zeng Huan heard this, he pulled the corners of his mouth in a complicated mood, his mother always didn't understand anything, but she still had to pretend to know everything, and she thought she was proficient in the so-called human feelings.

"Don't worry, your Ah Huan is calm, and it will be a matter of time before he becomes a general! But Ahhun, has she ever written?"

"What's the letter, she can't read, and we don't have anyone in our family who can read, and she's busy fighting thieves, how can she have such idle time......" The woman carrying the blue crab said with a smile, "But I have discussed with her brother, and after the Mid-Autumn Festival next month, we will go to the army to see her!"

As she spoke, the woman leaned closer to the stall and said, "...... I heard that Jiang Du has built a academy, and many people want to enter it!"

Shoe seller: "Of course I've heard that the Jiang family Xiucai in the alley in front of him left for Jiangdu a few days ago, just for that academy!"

"I've discussed it with Shi Shi's father, and I'll go back to the army to find Ah Huan, ask her to go to Chang Thorn Shi to talk, and send our Shi Shi to study in that academy!" The ostentatious look in the woman's eyes could barely be hidden.

"This ...... Can this be done?" The shoe-selling woman said, "I've heard that it's hard to get in, so I have to take an exam!"

"Of course, others have to take the test, but Ah Huan is doing things in front of Chang Thorn Shi...... When Chang Thorn Shi took her away, there were few people around her, and Chang Thorn Shi can have today, and it is indispensable for us Ah Huan to have a credit!" The more the woman spoke, the more she couldn't hide her true colors, and she couldn't care about being modest, so she said in a natural tone, "It's just a matter of sending a child to study, and this little thing will always be agreed upon in the future!"

Zeng Huan frowned.

The shoe-selling woman's eyes were full of envy: "It's amazing that I can really enter that academy!"

"What is it to enter the academy......" The woman of the Zeng family became more and more eyebrows, "When our Ah Huan has a little more rest, maybe we can help her brother find an official position in the Assassin's Mansion."

The shoe-seller then boasted: "...... If that sister-in-law becomes the lady of the fate, then she can't forget our neighbors!"

The woman of the Zeng family was about to laugh from ear to ear, and responded again and again, seeing that she had talked too much, so she hurriedly carried the crab and walked home.

Zeng Huan stood in place, unmoved for a long time.

Her mother didn't say anything unpleasant, on the contrary, it was all because of her pride, but for some reason, when she heard it, she felt infinite sadness and hopelessness rise in her heart.

The sadness is because her mother never mentioned her hardships from beginning to end, and when she was mentioned, she only showed off without worry.

Hopelessness is a kind of hopelessness that can be seen at a glance in the days to come.

Is this the kind of change and recognition she wants?

Does the mother care about her daughter, or the dignity and benefits she can bring to the Zeng family?

The answer was already clearly laid out in front of her, but she had not thought about it before.

Mother wants Shi to enter Wuji Academy, and she also wants her lazy brother to enter the Assassin Mansion...... How ignorant and greedy.

A voice suddenly appeared in Zeng Huan's head - this kind of ignorant and greedy entanglement would ruin everything she had earned with her life.

She turned her head to look at the noise, her mind in a mess.

The street was shouting and shouting, and she saw the vendor selling sugar gourds passing by, and the picture of her childhood self saying that she wanted to eat sugar gourds flashed in her mind, but her mother turned a deaf ear.

But the elder brother said that he wanted to eat, but the mother suddenly heard it.

Her voice always seems to fade away with the wind, and she can never be heard by her mother.

It was also her mother's choice to get married at the beginning, even though she didn't want to

But she didn't say anything, because she knew that her mother "couldn't hear."

Until her husband died, she did not want to remarry, but to leave with Chang Niangzi, this time her mother finally heard it, because her voice was so loud, that her mother not only heard it, but also became furious, and smashed all the vicious words at her, so that she would never come back.

"Wait!"

Zeng Huan hurriedly stepped forward and caught up with the vendor selling sugar gourds: "Give me a string of sugar gourds!"

"No, give me two strings...... Let's take ten skewers!" With tears in her eyes, she said with a smile.

After buying sugar gourds, she went to a shop not far away to buy two roast chickens, this roast chicken she had to swallow every time she passed by when she was young, and her mother would buy one every month, but the two chicken legs would always be the elder brother. Even if she looked at it more, her mother would stare at her and scold her for being a "hungry ghost".

Everything she wants seems to be forever shameful, greedy, and unacceptable.

But adults say that what they want is to fight for their own ability, and it is their ability to fight for it, which is not only shameful, but also honorable!

She got all this money by her own skill!

Instead of thinking about buying cloth for your mother, jewelry for your sister-in-law, snacks for your nephew, and wine for your brother, you can please "family members" who will never be satisfied with gratitude...... Maybe she should treat herself one more time.

What she owes most is not her mother, but herself.

What she needs most is her own recognition!

Zeng Huan took the things he bought back to the inn, put them on the table, and ate while crying until he couldn't eat anymore.

The first time she ate what she liked, she ate so much, it didn't matter what they tasted like, the important thing was that she satisfied her young self and made up for that debt, she knew what the future would be.

She thought about it, and when she returned, she begged the lord to let her report her death and send all the rewards back to Zeng's family as a sum of money...... Let's do it.

She won't go back to that home again, she doesn't want to be entangled and ruined by those people, and she doesn't want to bring trouble to adults and the Assassin Mansion because of her cowardice.

Zeng Huan stood in front of the window of the guest room on the second floor, and saw a few dogs looking for food in the alley outside, so he threw the rest of the food down the window.

The dogs, clean and satisfied, wagged their tails at her merrily.

Zeng Huan burst into tears and smiled, wiping away his tears.

She looked up and looked in the direction of Pursa Ransa's house—the Leader of Capsule, who must be having dinner with his family at this moment, right?

On the side of the shepherd's cabbage, the reunion is indeed already reunited, but the dinner table is empty.

But it's already full, if it's full, it's full.

This trip home, the shepherd's cabbage came in over the wall.

When she returned, she found that the courtyard door had been bolted from inside, and after a few taps no one answered, she jumped over the wall and jumped in.

When I entered the courtyard, I found that the door of the inner room was also bolted, and when I got closer, I heard the faint sound of men and women calling.

At this point, she couldn't react anymore and said that she was a fool, she kicked the door apart with her feet, stepped on the door panel and strode in, and saw the pair of men and women on the bed in the room, and suddenly "tsk": "I said that no one answered the door, and I was busy with this stubble!"

The screams of men and women sounded, hiding, pulling the quilt, screaming, and the chaotic movement was like a big cat in the rat's nest, and several were killed by one foot.

Shepherd's cabbage looked at the frightened man, glanced at his lower body, and said "tsk", he was lively and energetic, and he was so frightened that he was afraid that he would not be able to do it in the future.

"You...... Why did you come back all of a sudden?" The man tore through his robe to cover his shame, and finally found his voice back.

Sheadow sneered.

The man who gave this person the nickname Ji Hei Face was her husband.

Shepherd's cabbage is riding back, near the front of the house, all the way has attracted a lot of attention, she followed the deeds of Chang Sui Ning Jiangong has already spread on these streets, at this moment the neighbors heard that she came back to visit relatives, three or three two came to visit the door.

Unexpectedly, the courtyard door was still closed from inside, but the panicked screams of men and women came out.

Everyone looked different, and saw that the courtyard door was suddenly opened from the inside, revealing the enthusiastic face of the shepherd's cabbage, and greeted them: "It's all here, don't stand outside, let's all come into the house and talk!"

The crowd didn't know how to react, but no one wanted to refuse the excitement.

Soon the small courtyard was crowded with people, and looking at the man and woman who were hurriedly putting on their clothes and standing cramped in the hall, an older woman sighed and whispered to the big horse who was sitting on a stool in the middle of the hall drinking tea, "...... It's not a big deal to be left and right, and it's not your family that suffers losses...... It's hard for you to come back, because it's not worth it."

Sheina put down the empty tea bowl: "Sister-in-law is right."

Seeing her react like this, others followed suit.

Ji Heimian has settled down at this moment, seeing that his wife, who has always been strong, is much more lenient than before, not smashing, not making trouble, and not scolding, I think it is not calm, with an identity, and I know how to cherish my face more? Maybe she also knows that she owes something to this family?

Thinking like this, there were so many old and young masters staring at him, Ji Hei's face said, "I am also thinking about this family...... I was going to talk to you, but I couldn't find a chance. You are not at home all day, it is better to let Fang Niang be a small one, be a concubine, and help us manage the family and the two children. In this way, you are outside the Lord, she is in the Lord, and you can settle down to fight outside, isn't it just the best of both worlds?"