【Chapter 204】The oppressive shadow followed the maroon shimmer

The next second of the erosion of the "insect rain", there were white cracks in the sky, and along the cracks it seemed that a dark river that was constantly flowing could be seen, and suddenly, a scarlet eye flashed instantly, although it only existed for less than a second, but the entire consciousness space can no longer withstand the internal and external pressure

"Squeezing", and then it crumbled in an instant. With the contact of the consciousness space, Du Jin's consciousness also immediately returned to his real body, and at the same time, outside the first outpost not far from Du Jin's hovercar, that

The "Corrector's"'s originally slightly closed eyes seemed to be stimulated by something, and immediately closed tightly, causing the skin around the corners of the eyes to tighten, and finally revealed a hideous expression, as if it had been hit by some very painful impact.

After waiting for a few seconds,

Blood and tears flowed from the corners of the two pairs of eyes of the "Corrector", and at this time

"He" opened his eyes, revealing silent bloodshot eyes, but they were not filled with the dark red before, but a brown red in stark contrast to the blood and tears flowing from the side, but at this time,

"He" no longer had the calmness and calmness on his face just now, and the sense of superiority that looked down on all things, but with incomprehension and solemnity, the three behind him

The "subordinates" have also just returned to normal. Just in

After the "corrector" itself has a problem, it is used as a quilt

The bodies of the "controllers" also swayed violently, as if the puppets were about to disintegrate at any time

The brown red in the eyes of the "correctors" was replaced by dark red, and after the rest of the anomalies were gone, they returned to normal, and picked up the gun that had just fallen to the ground with a little stiffness

The "Corrector" said to himself in a very deep voice: "Impossible! This is definitely not a power that an uncivilized human being can have, and it can even reverse the power that my Lord has given me, the same power as my Lord........... Is he an apostate in the church who has rebelled against my Lord? No wonder Ralph would break a body directly in the hands of this Du Jin, it seems that I really underestimated this human .............." but then

A fanatical adoration suddenly appeared on "his" face, and there was a hint of greed and obsession in his eyes,

The "Corrector" looked in the direction where Du Jin was and said excitedly: "Yes! This must be an opportunity and a gift from the Lord, as long as I kill him and take away the part or body of his body that bears the supreme power of the Holy Seal, I can truly join the Central Order and become a believer who can feel the grace of my Lord. "Smelling the breath of the god you worship,

The frenzy in the heart of the "Corrector" took over his reason, and he forgot about the decision to keep his distance and wait and see, and then find an opportunity to defeat the enemy with one blow

"He" seems that he can mainly get the strength of Du Jin's body, even if he suffers more serious trauma or punishment than Ralph,

"He" also did not hesitate, as for the three behind him

"Subordinates", in

The "revisionists" are only valuable outcasts in their eyes, and from the moment they die to become their puppets, they are already destined to be abandoned and used as cannon fodder.

And at this time theirs

"Fate" has been

The "Corrector" was ahead of schedule. Of course, if these three soldiers still have their own

The words of "fate............ The moment his mind recovered, Du Jin felt that his mind was filled with boundless killing intent and anger, and every cell in his body seemed to be forcing him to kill the living things in front of him to get pleasure, which made Du Jin's eyes bloodshot for a moment.

"Dr. Du? Dr. Du, are you okay?!! The soldier next to Du Jin was the first to notice Du Jin's strange appearance, and this sound made the others immediately cast slightly puzzled eyes, and then saw Du Jin who bowed his head slightly but his whole body was trembling slightly, and at this time Du Jin was doing everything possible to suppress his inner impulse, where to explain to the people around him, he had a hunch that if he looked up at these people, or had a conversation with them, such as causing his own distraction and causing the self-collapse of the spiritual defense, it is no exaggeration to say, Now Du Jin is out of control and falls into a rage.

The unarmed people in the hovering car are very likely to die in front of Du Jin's strength, and they don't even have time to react, Du Jin will use his various abilities to strangle the resistance of these people, even if he didn't die completely at that time, but he must not be far from death, Du Jin has always been very restrained himself, which seems to lead to the continuous accumulation of the dark side in his heart, in fact, not only Du Jin, every ordinary person has such a dark side, For example, in life, do we always do things that make us feel unbelievable: sadness and joy about certain things, anger, and even scolding and behaving abnormally............. Most people are bound to selectively ignore these runaway experiences, but all of us have one

Understanding the "shadow self", whether we are aware of its existence or not, which has always existed and does not disappear because of our neglect or avoidance, can free up our potential and make us more aware of our own nature, as one writer said: "Everyone is like the moon, with a dark side, but never shown to anyone." "To give you a very vivid example, for example, the important skill that artists who create polar bear matryoshka dolls needs to master is to make sure that each new doll is prettier than the last, so that when we open the matryoshka doll from the perspective of what we admire, we will be more happy when we see the one inside.

Maybe we'll shout excitedly, "It's even more beautiful than the one just now!" However, this smooth path of self-discovery is not always so pleasant, and sometimes, we reveal the hidden bad parts, such as a bad past, a nasty person or thing, etc................... This hidden part is what it is called

"The shadow part of the self". This part concentrates many dark emotions and impulses, and in our personality, everything that is unconscious, undeveloped, rejected, repressed, and denied is the shadow self, which is often not contained in our conscious mental world, it is primitive, incongruous, and even self-destructive.

Any strong emotion can be a trigger for the shadow self, such as anger, repression, love.

Substances that reduce self-control, such as alcohol and drugs, can also cause the shadow self to emerge. And because of this, it is also our second self, which emerges when we are in a state of shock, confusion, indecision, etc., and controls our actions, and in many cases, it is a self-protective response, ensuring the survival of the body, protecting the spirit from severe shocks, there is light and there is darkness, depending on whether you are controlled by reason or instinct in the end.

Having a dark side does not mean that you will definitely do bad things, everyone has negative emotions, and everyone has evil when they are born in the guts, at this time, it depends on everyone's own self-control.

Du Jin usually uses his negative emotions in order to prevent the black blood marks in his body from indirectly changing his personality and thinking, and tends to develop in the direction he doesn't want to see, so he is very restrained no matter what he does or says

"Self-enlightenment" to let them fade or even disappear step by step. But in fact, what Du Jin did was exactly against his original intention,

The shadow is a double-edged sword, but we can't destroy the shadow self, just as we can't really kill our own shadow, but we can reconcile with it.

A psychiatrist once said of the way to reconcile: "When I know my shadow self, I know what kind of reaction I am going to make, so I can change the response that I have not yet made." In addition, many books, plays, and films were born in the author's exploration of the shadow self.

Of course, not everyone can be a best-selling author to explore the shadow self with their work, because the other external conditions and self-conditions required are not simple, but one thing to be clear is that it is always good to explore the shadow self, and we can look for it

Potential in the "dark side", rather than living in fear.

"We should master all our own qualities, and if there is a level that we are not aware of, we cannot talk about understanding ourselves. The right thing to do is that we should integrate it into the character, otherwise it will be our shackles, because without it, we are only half a person, a poor imitation of the self. That's why some experts compare the shadow self to fertilizer, yes, it's dirty and smelly to our front, but in fact, if we use it properly, it can make the flowers we grow better and more beautiful, so instead of harming, exploring the shadow self can release our potential, make us more aware of our own nature, and realize that we have such an adversary hidden in our hearts, which can make people live more humbly and more fully.

In addition, it takes a lot of effort to suppress the dark side that you don't want to show. Learning to accept the shadow self can also save that energy.

Du Jin is not perfect, because of his lack of age and experience, coupled with his eagerness to fight against the blood mark and even strangle it in the cradle, and he doesn't want to affect the people he doesn't want to hurt, because of this, he began to suppress what he wanted in his heart

"Evil", always think that you can put it

The "shadow" is covered up seamlessly, but these qualities that are deliberately suppressed by Du Jin can always find an opportunity to reveal them and let the people around them see them, just like now

The confrontation with the "Corrector" unleashed the repressed part of his heart in an unpredictable way, making him want to destroy himself and everything around him.

Although in essence, a person can only accept others as long as he can accept himself. When they know themselves more completely, they will not change or lose their own nature, but from the shadows of their hearts to find back a part of their nature that belongs to you, knowing it is the process of re-understanding themselves, and it is also one step closer to the true and complete self, but there are absolutely very few people who really do this, and even people who create similar theories cannot do this...................

"Kill them! They all deserve to die! ”

"I am the one who deserves to be God the most, why should I tend to be inferior to man!"

"I want to kill, and killing can release the anger in my heart!!" ............. All kinds of distorted and crazy thoughts impacted Du Jin's reason at this time, making his originally firm consciousness shaken, feeling like he was duckweed with nowhere to hide in the rainstorm, Du Jin could only use all his strength to control the movements of his limbs, and at the same time, he kept deliberately recalling the good times he had with his parents and Si Qing in his mind, wanting to use this to eliminate those negative emotions step by step.

But he naturally knew that if he kept silent, if the people around him shook him regardless of whether he came up or forced him to look up to check the situation, then he would definitely not be able to hold it, so he could only communicate with the outside world through Xiao Ai to prevent them from further touching and checking on him: "Xiao Ai........ Small......... Ai ........ "But what is uncharacteristic is that even if Du Jin struggled to call Xiao Ai with a little bit of his heart, Xiao Ai did not respond as usual, uh, in fact, it is not completely nothing, Du Jin can intermittently hear familiar responses, but this voice is still too weak in front of those crazy fragments of consciousness, after all, Du Jin's head is only one, and it is impossible to be composed like a memory module

"Twin channel", when most of his mind and will are pulled by his own emotions, to act

Xiao Ai, an "outsider", naturally becomes difficult to detect and communicate.

"Nope! It can't be like this! Affected by this result, Du Jin inevitably had a trace of despair and gaps in his heart, and some crazy thoughts rushed in a lot, Du Jin could only turn all his attention back, but he didn't think he could last long, and Du Jin didn't know that Xiao Ai noticed her master's unusual bioelectric fluctuations when Du Jin's consciousness was just abnormal, so she immediately called Du Jin to confirm the situation: "Master, master?" You okay? Can you hear Ai? But Du Jin didn't provide any effective response, called a few times repeatedly, and confirmed that Du Jin's vital signs had not disappeared, Xiao Ai immediately understood that Du Jin was now in a stage of confusion, similar to the previous stage of personality splitting, this kind of identification is not too difficult for Xiao Ai, in the huge source of information and the emotional logic that is no different from humans, making this judgment is naturally within her ability, because of this, Xiao Ai does not want those programmed AI, Manual input is required to perform the corresponding action.

She herself has a very high degree of autonomy, coupled with Du Jin's trust in her, Xiao Ai immediately decided to let Du Jin at this time avoid excessive stimulation from the outside world as much as possible, when Zhang Jin and others were about to go to Du Jin for a close look and communication, Xiao Ai through the usual record of Du Jin's timbre and intonation, imitated the voice: "Don't come here, I have an abnormality here!" In order to get close to Du Jin's state at this time, Xiao Ai is still very

"Humanization" adds urgency and eagerness to the tone, after all, the emotions in the words can be judged by the change of intonation, of course, the main thing is that it is related to the understanding of the observers, but no matter what, in this case, no one can distinguish these other problems, it is impossible to think that it is an AI speaking instead of Du Jin, this is a device supported by Xiao Ai through hardware, both in terms of parameters and the underlying architecture have been modified by Xiao Ai.

While the performance has been further improved, it is hers

"Concealment" has been exponentially improved, even if the military-type information processing unit that was manufactured before is now Xiao Ai's now

The designer and manufacturer of the "home", unless the micron-level physical touch detection is used, it is impossible for any other scanning means and detection methods to discover the existence of Xiao Ai and the processing unit where she is located, and the detection system in this hovering car and the scanning system of the spherical robot outside naturally cannot detect anything, which is one of the manifestations of Xiao Ai's powerful ability as a super AI............. hearing

The warning of "Du Jin", Zhang Jin, who had already come to Du Jin's side, immediately stopped, and he was slightly stunned and analyzed

"Du Jin" words, immediately thought of the existence of those strange attack methods of the Unity Sect, Zhang Jin's First Fleet in the military port is not without similar things happening, and Fu Qiutong encountered the same attack on the street as the Unity Sect attacker, Zhang Jin also encountered a similar crisis, he was afraid of the experience of his consciousness and spirit being stripped away as if he was about to get out of his body, but unlike Fu Qiutong, the attacker did not pick a good place and chose to do it in the supply field of the warship.

In the next second after Zhang Jin and the combatants around him had an abnormality, the nearby automatic fire did not give the Unity Sect attacker a chance to expand its influence, and the dense laser array made him vaporize instantly, that's right!

It turned into gas evaporation in an instant, not to mention the corpse, not even a trace of blood was left, this extremely fast counterattack also allowed Zhang Jin and the others to get out of the control of the attackers of the Unity Sect, but that experience definitely left him an unforgettable mark, which is also the reason why we Feng Ji Tonghui asked him to negotiate and communicate with Du Jin accordingly.

Only those who have experienced it will truly realize the seriousness of the problem of the unity religion, if you send a negotiator who is good at mastering the power and the hearts of the people, it is not that it cannot achieve the desired goal of Feng Jitong, but that this expert will definitely negotiate from the perspective of maximizing the interests of the Ganymede colony, although this is undoubtedly for the sake of Ganymede, but when the unity religion is infiltrating the entire colonial satellite more and more seriously, at this time, let Du Jin make concessions for the benefit of Ganymede, Obviously, there is a direction in which Du Jin does not cooperate or even breaks up, and Feng Jitong does not dare to gamble on the future of Ganymede and Xia Guo.

From this step, Feng Jitong's foresight as the governor is undoubtedly correct, to get back to the point, after thinking of the weirdness he had experienced before, Zhang Jin immediately thought that Du Jin was encountering a similar situation, being affected by the power of the Unity Sect, and at this time, the past contact was probably not only unable to help Du Jin get out of the influence, but it was even very likely to put a cart of people into it, according to the previous experience of the fleet, it was the most effective and direct way to directly kill the Unity Sect personnel who exerted influence.

But now I don't know the surrounding situation, and the accompanying protection team promised by the garrison headquarters did not come, rashly open the door of the hovering car to contact protection, and completely expose some of his own people and Du Jin, it is definitely not a wise choice, thinking of these points, Zhang Jin's heart suddenly became entangled: "This ......... What to do? I didn't expect the Unity Sect to really infiltrate here, are those people in the Second Airborne Corps eating dry rice? Not only did the receiving troops not come, but they also let those cultists of the Unity Sect go to a place where they have lived for so long, and when I go back, I must find Commander You to participate in a copy! But Dr. Du is like this now, if he goes on a business trip, it will be another matter if it is not his turn next, if he disrupts His Excellency the Governor's plan to eliminate the Unity Sect, it will be troublesome................." Just when Zhang Jin was a little at a loss, Xiao Ai, who had been observing him for a long time, wanted to prevent this from seeming

The man who is "not as smart as the master" changed his mind and ignored it

"My own advice" insisted on coming forward to check, and it would be troublesome for the owner to have some unexpected problems, so Xiao Ai added at this time: "Give me time, I will deal with it!" "Xiao Ai's words twice are very ingenious, using other people's own brain abilities, so that they can say the least words to avoid exposure, but also to achieve the maximum warning effect, of course, the main thing is that Xiao Ai himself can't judge his master, whether there is some kind of mental illness now, or really suffered from the spiritual attack of the unity sect, in the absence of necessary information, she can only speak in a god-like way of inducement, instead of directly saying the words of the unity religion.

Judging from the actual effect, Xiao Ai's

The "supplement" did have an effect, Zhang Jin heard what was in front of him

"Du Jin" spoke confidently, and immediately thought of what outstanding contribution Du Jin seemed to have made in Commander You's house today, and asked the governor to personally send him away, although he had not yet reached the specific internal authority and level, but Zhang Jin still learned through some channels that the problem Du Jin solved was about the spiritual impact caused by the unity religion.