【Chapter 212】Hatred and ForgivenessFor regular infantry, guns are the second to a soldier

What kind of relationship should "life" be, between life and life? The gun is the second life of a warrior, and what does this second life mean to a warrior?

It is the law of nature that life and life are interdependent, that they are a link in the biological chain. After all, the gun is also interdependent for the warrior, from the second life and the natural life of the warrior.

The gun is a warrior's weapon, and using a good gun to exert its lethality is an important way and means to eliminate the enemy and protect himself For Zheng Feng, the exoskeleton armor on his body is even more so, and it doesn't even mean that it has been integrated with him and become a part of his life, if this armor has problems or malfunctions in battle, even if Zheng Feng can quickly detach from the back of the armor through the exoskeleton emergency quick solution system, but in today's era when exoskeletons have become the standard for soldiers, Even if his own muscles and strength are thrown off by several levels of ordinary people, and almost reach the limit of human muscle and core strength training, but the physical body is still too small and fragile under the powerful power of the exoskeleton, which is an unavoidable problem, unless Zheng Feng does not go to people to carry out various prosthetic limbs and biochemical transformations to get rid of the shackles of human flesh, but Zheng Feng does not want to become like that

"Artificial" ............ But after carefully retrieving the armored system, Zheng Feng did not find any faults and traces of virus invasion, as if what Du Jin saw just now was an illusion, but his instinct told that it was not illusory, even so, Zheng Feng repeatedly checked that there was no problem and did not waste time: "No!" I can't waste any more time, if the Unity Sect finds out the problem and returns here, or loses patience and attacks the hovercar directly, it will be bad, I have to start acting immediately, the problem just now may be the circuit interruption caused by signal interference, but the key systems and modules have not found the problem, which is enough to meet my combat needs. "It's not that Du Jin's hovercar should be deliberately parked in place, but before the external risks are not determined, such as whether there is a hidden danger in this weapon, the hovercar cannot be started, because when the hovering car is in a stationary state, the particle gathering position can be activated, and the defense of the body will be raised by a level. It is an absolute nightmare to encounter electromagnetic weapons or armor-piercing weapons that exceed medium calibers.............. Coupled with the sudden attack of the electronic sentry just now, the front end of the vehicle body disappeared directly, which made the energy supply system of the suspension vehicle appear to a certain degree of damage and missing, although it will not make the suspension car completely in a state of throwing, but the speed will naturally have a great impact, in this case, out of the particle energy gathering position, it is tantamount to digging a grave, which is why Zheng Feng wants to remove the source of interference, only with the support of the garrison troops, can we ensure safety in the real sense, Otherwise, if you bet that the enemy has no heavy weapons and the desire to attack, the cost is too great, and everyone will be happy if they succeed, but if they fail, there is a high probability that the carload of people will not survive, and even if they survive, they will become prisoners of the Unity Sect, and I am afraid that the ending will not be much better than death.

Next, Zheng Feng involuntarily walked towards a road, he did not touch any danger along the way, and even gave people the illusion that all detection and defense had avoided him, but Zheng Feng did not realize this as vigilantly as usual, but instinctively thought that this was the path and path he should take.

Soon, Zheng Feng crossed without any psychological obstacles, and the detection area that made him worry about whether he would be discovered before came to the isolated outpost outside the outpost, this area is designed to allow the fighters to have a buffer zone when entering and exiting the blast door of the outpost, otherwise if the door is buried in an ambush, wouldn't everyone who comes out of the inside suffer?

The outpost is equipped with a rapid-fire plasma howitzer, which can inflict a sharp and suppressive covering attack on lightly armored units and personnel within a range of 270 degrees, and this alone is enough to put Zheng Feng at an absolute disadvantage.

Still, judging from its orientation, Zheng Feng confirmed that he was not manually controlled, and when he came to the entrance of the outpost, he found that the alloy isolation door that was supposed to be closed was not closed, revealing the passage leading directly to the blast door of the outpost.

"The isolation door is not closed? Could it be that those people in the Unity Sect are confident that no one will touch it? But there are no risk factors found nearby, maybe this will be opened for me in advance by some soldiers who have not yet been fully controlled............." Zheng Feng was nervous at first after seeing it, but his caution was disintegrated by the inexplicable peace of mind in his heart, if it was usual, Zheng Feng would definitely not dare to enter this kind of peace

"Lure down" is no different from the trap, but at this time he naturally ignores the factors and holds the most

The "smooth" angle convinced himself. Before coming to the heavy explosion-proof door, Zheng Feng was also ready to try to use his special permission code to try to open the door control system, but just when he was about to try, the heavy explosion-proof door opened up and down, Zheng Feng was surprised, and finally walked in with a little hesitation, because a voice in his mind had been telling him that everything that appeared in front of him was what he deserved, and he didn't have to hesitate or refuse, just like that, Zheng Feng entered the buffer room, and the alloy isolation curtain in the monitoring room was immediately raised, but it was immediately empty, No one asked Zheng Feng for help, and Zheng Feng couldn't get help, and the buffer room, which was not too small, seemed to have become a closed cage at this time, compressing the space around Zheng Feng little by little.

For a while, Zheng Feng felt that this room seemed

"Live", want to be integrated with himself, so that he can control this brother post in the real sense, whether it is to turn off the source of signal interference, or to use all kinds of automatic weapons that the post can directly control, it can meet the wishes and purposes in his heart, this kind of thought makes Zheng Feng's thinking become chaotic, he wants to refuse, but he finds that he can't think of a reason and way to refuse, but if it is acceptable, his reason does not allow it.

After a few minutes of confusion, just after Zheng Feng's consciousness was about to enter a certain state of sleep, the words that one of his comrades-in-arms had said in his ear before his death suddenly flashed in his mind: "If you see my hometown returning, remember to find the most beautiful and quiet place in the night sky in Lanxing, let me take a good look, just ............." The grief at that time and the helplessness, expectation and yearning on the faces of his comrades-in-arms suddenly woke up Zheng Feng's consciousness, and he clearly realized: "Something is wrong here!" I seem to have been guided by something along the way, and this outpost is completely unattended, but if this is the case, the core communication unit located inside the outpost, that is, the interference source itself, cannot operate, as an integrated interlocking system, it is impossible to open a communication system like a communication system if the security facilities are not activated, why is it so abnormal here, just like ....... It's like a ......... waiting for me to enter the cage" At this moment, Zheng Feng suddenly realized that the various guidance in his mind before was most likely forcibly imposed by other forces, although he did not change his cognition, because it would make him immediately realize that he had a problem, but the other party indirectly controlled his behavior by applying various mental hints and disguising these hints as his subconscious.

Our actions are not aimless, and we often choose to act because we want to accomplish a certain goal or fulfill our personal needs.

This type of behavior is called goal-oriented behavior, and it is based on an assessment of the expected return or value and the recognition that there is a causal relationship between the action and the reward.

Correspondingly, decisions made prior to this based on the evaluation of the expected reward are called goal-oriented decisions.

For example, before a revision, we decide to turn on the computer and decide to review the courseware instead of playing games, which is a decision to aim for a good grade.

Conversely, a habit is defined as a behavior that is no longer controlled by a reward, but is driven by a stimulus; Therefore, we can consider it automatic.

For example, for people who play computer games a lot, even during exams, they turn on the computer and involuntarily click on the game, and for goal-oriented decision-making, the economic model of decision-making holds that before we make a decision, we first calculate the reward value of each option, and then somehow compare the different values.

The decision within this framework is to make choices that maximize the value of the reward. And this kind of spiritual hint that Zheng Feng perceived at this time is to take advantage of this, Zheng Feng's purpose this time is very clear, that is, to let Du Jin, the important personnel who was personally told by Commander You Chengwang to protect himself, especially from his captain, Du Jin is very likely to be the key to deciding whether Ganymede can get rid of the unity of the sect's operation, on this point, Zheng Feng would rather give his life and he is willing to keep Du Jin alive, because he has already regarded Ganymede as his second home, It is also the most important home.

Zheng Feng was not born in Europa, but his parents used to be the people of Xia Kingdom, in the first half of his childhood, he often heard his parents talk about the beauty of Xia Kingdom, when the whole world was peaceful and quiet, everyone could rely on their own ability to get enough remuneration, happiness, relaxation, and wealth were the norm at that time, even if they encountered setbacks, under the influence of the social atmosphere and social beliefs at that time, they could always find a way out and solutions, even if they encountered the possibility that individuals could not cope, the country would lend a hand, Instead of leaving you to fend for yourself.

The description of his parents was in stark contrast to his environment at that time, when Zheng Feng's colony had been taken over by the Interstellar Federation, but there was only chaotic isolation there, interstellar pirates, rebels, fleets and various civil underworld groups, like a dark night, covering the space and covering all the sunshine and warmth that restricted hope, so Zheng Feng's heart was full of yearning, expectation and doubt about the former Xia Kingdom, because he really couldn't imagine that there was really such a paradise outside the darkness where he was.

Although life was extremely difficult at that time, with the company and care of his parents, Zheng Feng still had no worries about his life, and he could teach in one place

In the "Guiyi" worship, Zheng Feng's parents were judged to be heretics, and then they were condemned

In the name of atonement for their sins, the "Holy Seal" disappeared forever from Zheng Feng's world, and in the last time Zheng Feng saw them, his parents only said one word to him: "Don't take revenge!" Don't have any contact with Unity, get out of here! This was a devastating blow to Zheng Feng, who was less than fifteen years old at the time, not only the interruption of the source of anxiety, but more importantly, his home was gone, his spiritual support and destination were gone, he once wanted to commit suicide and follow his parents, but before that moment, Zheng Feng retreated, not because of fear, but because he knew that his life was no longer for himself, he wanted to avenge his parents, Even though Zheng Feng's parents explicitly told him not to have any contact with the Unity Sect at the last time, he would never forgive the cultists who took away his family and parents.

At least in Zheng Feng's heart, forgiving this kind of sin is not only cowardice in nature, but also connivance and cover-up, people are emotional animals, it is impossible to be hurt, and it can be treated as if nothing happened, some injuries are unforgivable; Some wounds can never be erased; There are some debts that can never be remedied.

Some people say that to forget to hurt is to betray oneself. Personally, I think it makes sense, the most undesirable amnesia in the world is to heal the scar and forget the pain.

In this world, some hurts can be forgotten, but some hurts must always be remembered, especially those who deliberately hurt us, are unforgivable, and if you forgive, you will only continue to be hurt again and again.

You must know that people's hearts are like the sun, and they really don't dare to look at them directly, and they can't see through them, because they will hurt their internal organs and make people feel painful.

Don't embarrass yourself, people who have deliberately hurt you can not be forgiven. Some hurts may be something we can learn to let go of, learn not to think about it, but it is very difficult for us to learn not to hold grudges, and even to forgive the people who hurt us in the first place.

When we hurt someone, we often choose not to forgive or retaliate, but there is some pain, a pain that a person can't erase for a lifetime, so we can't say forgiveness.

Even if it is Zheng Feng now, the depth of heart and thinking has improved many times compared to the ignorant him when he was a child, he has understood that in the face of people who have hurt him in ordinary life, don't get entangled, it will be easy to fall into a meaningless cycle, and damage your energy even more, the first thing to do is to cut it in two, cut off all relations with the person who hurt you, and transform this harm into a kind of motivation, constantly improve your strength, make yourself stronger, and make yourself better, this is a powerful response.

But for the Unity Sect, for those cultists who carried their parents into the abyss, he always remembered that he should never forgive, forgive the hurter, which is equivalent to an insult or betrayal to [the person who has always been good to him], so Zheng Feng chose to join the army, because he wants to turn himself into a person who is not too afraid to do harm, so you should not let people know that you have forgiven the perpetrator............... Because of the above past, Zheng Feng only had one inner thought after hearing the three words of Unity Sect, that is, to make them pay the price of blood, but as a soldier, in addition to the fact that obeying orders is his duty, he also knows very well that he can't cause his comrades-in-arms and even Ganymede to be involved because of his revenge, in his principle, revenge is revenge, it is his own business, even if he has to pay the price, it can only be his own life, if he implicates others because of his own sake, Then he became the person he hated the most.

Unfortunately, these members of the Unity Sect of Ganymede showed extreme restraint, so Zheng Feng thought that if Du Jin could be saved to ensure that he could perform his duties alive, then the Governor and Commander You Chengwang had high hopes

"Expert", will definitely make a difference, even if Zheng Fengfeng dies because of this, but as long as Du Jin does not sanction a remnant of the Unity Sect, it is equivalent to a part of it is the credit of Zheng Feng, therefore, Zheng Feng's mission this time has almost no intention of going back alive or intact, even if he dies here to achieve his goal, he will not implicate others, and the pension can also give some financial help to those children in the welfare home, at least let them lose a little less grief of losing their parents, for this feeling, Zheng Feng couldn't be clearer................. It is precisely because of this that Zheng Feng's actions, thinking, and judgment are directly related to whether he can successfully shut down the source of interference and call for reinforcements, and the angle of the intervention of the unknown force is also accurate in this regard, so that the spiritual influence disguised as Zheng Feng's subconscious is exerted on his thinking and behavior, allowing him to disintegrate the resistance and obstacles in his heart little by little, and finally lead Zheng Feng to the destination.

Unfortunately, when he was about to completely invade Zheng Feng's mind at the end, Zheng Feng's strong willpower made him obviously alert, but even so, Zheng Feng only found that he was affected by some kind of force, and he did not leave his eyes as if his body was contracting

"Wriggling" room,

"Good thing

The owner of the "room" did not let Zheng Feng wait long, seeing that after Zheng Feng searched for a while without results, a man with a gloomy face slowly appeared on the wall like a shadow, as if he had changed from a two-dimensional to a three-dimensional creature, Zheng Feng instinctively raised his arm to start attacking when he saw this scene.

But the other party just waved his hands easily, and Du Jin's body suddenly lightened, and when he looked down, he found that whether it was the weapon in his hand, including the entire set of exoskeleton armor, it was like air that turned into nothing, leaving only a set of dark green military standard lining on his body, and the other party's ability made Zheng Feng realize in an instant: "This is the culprit who affects and controls me!" This ability ......... He's a member of the Unity Sect?! ”

"You guessed it right! But I don't like what you call me, and it's your gift that an uncivilized mortal like you can get my permission to sing my name.

"The culprit"? I think you have to be punished for this kind of vulgar title! After that, the gloomy man showed a playful smile on the corner of his mouth, stretched out his palm and went down, Zheng Feng seemed to have forgotten any walking and standing for a moment, fell straight to the ground, and could only barely support his body with both hands, stubbornly raised his head and looked at the man in front of him with eyes as if he could kill, the man continued condescendingly: "If it is normal, I think that a person like you who does not admit defeat is the most suitable for me to be my plaything, Let people experience the gradual disintegration and disappearance of your dignity under my teachings, ah! It's a joy to think about, but of course, I wonder how long you'll last longer than the last one? The toy was said to be an ascetic before, but it was ............. like that" At this point, the man seemed to have heard something beautiful, and an uncomfortable smile appeared on his already narrow face, and for a moment he thought it was some clown murderer, and of course, with the sins he had committed, the clown would bow down in admiration and honorifically when he came

"Big Brother". But when the man of the Unity Sect fell into intoxication, Zheng Feng did not stand in place, although he couldn't stand up again, he still dragged his body with his hands and crawled towards the man in front of him little by little, wanting to attack the other party as much as possible, what is tenacity?

Belief is the direction, and will is the engine. Of course, you have to have your own beliefs, one that is based on your own independent thinking with enough objective knowledge, and not being indoctrinated and self-righteous by others.

Of course, you can be more utilitarian. For example, it is also the belief of most people to learn more skills and improve their material living standards with a firm belief.

Generally speaking, your beliefs can give you peace of mind. Some beliefs have practical significance, some do not, believe in them, and do not believe in them.

For individuals, it's up to you to understand and interpret meaning. Zheng Feng's best interpretation of his belief at this time is that he rushed up to strangle, bite or crush the other party to death, as long as there is any possible opportunity or method, he will try with all his might, so that the cult of the Unity Sect in front of him will die with him.