441 Always be by my side

Cui Jing slowed down a little and replied, "There have been, but it is not very close to trust." ”

He has an indifferent temperament, and he can be called very close to him, including Yuan Xiang, I am afraid that he can't count three.

He replied, and did not ask Chang Suining about it, but waited quietly for her to say more.

After walking more than ten steps, Cui Jing heard a voice ring in his ears again: "I have also experienced many betrayals, but this time is especially different...... I don't think I'm stupid, but I never doubted him until I died. ”

"He knows my secrets, and knows me better than they usually do, and only he has known me the longest, and has grown up with me, in the palace, in the army, and has accompanied me through the most difficult paths, and has done everything he can do for me-"

Her voice was softer and slower: "It's clear, it's not family, but it's better than family's ......"

From these words, Cui Jing, who knows a lot about her life, it is not difficult to guess who "he" is in her mouth.

Cui Jing also had a moment of accident and trance.

"I pride myself on not being fooled easily, and I never forget to be vigilant...... In the past, those betrayals were more or less noticed, and no matter how bad they were, they could recall the clues afterwards. But he is the only one, and I still can't think of when he ever had the slightest flaw. ”

There was a hint of confusion in Chang Suining's voice that was never revealed: "Therefore, when I meditate alone recently, I always feel uneasy. ”

Cui Jing asked, "What is Your Highness worried about?" ”

"I've been a teenager since I was a child, and I've been depriving myself all the way." Chang Suining rested his chin on Cui Jing's shoulder, raised his head slightly to look at the sky, his eyes were as calm and constant as night: "Such as fear, cowardice, impulsiveness, useless kindness, tears, and the qualification to make mistakes." ”

As she spoke, it seemed that one of the stars in the sky went out until there was only one leftβ€”

"But I don't want to be robbed of my ability to believe in people again." Her eyes were fixed on the only star, and she muttered, "If I don't dare to trust anyone again, I will have to become a dark monster." ”

Cui Jing understood her "uneasiness".

It's not that I'm afraid that there will be a second betrayer, but that I'm afraid that I'll lose my eyes that can't distinguish between truth and falsehood, and the courage to trust others.

"Your Highness won't turn into a monster." He said: "Your Highness must remember that Your Highness is a trustworthy person, and there will never be a shortage of trustworthy people around you. ”

The young man's voice was also very slow, like a clear spring passing through a mountain stream: "People's hearts are complex and changeable, I don't dare to easily guarantee anyone, but I can at least guarantee that there are two people in this world, and Your Highness can always trustβ€”β€”"

He said: "First, General Ah Dian. ”

Chang Suining nodded his head approvingly: "Ah Dian is the best." ”

She said: "So it wasn't me who picked up Ah Dian, it was Ah Dian who took me in." ”

With his innocent heart, Ah Dian took her in. Let her keep a clean place in her heart.

"Cui Jing, you really know me." Chang Sui Ning muttered.

Cui Jing's clear eyebrows and eyes were extremely soft, he knew that she had it, because he also had it.

He also has such an unsullied place in his heart, where the moonlight that never fades stops.

"What about the second person?" Chang Suining asked him.

Cui Jing replied seriously: "It's His Highness himself." ”

He said: "Your Highness is the most trustworthy person in the world, and Your Highness can always listen to the voice of your heart, and Your Highness will not be wrong if you believe in yourself, and you will not become a suspicious monster." ”

His voice is not heavy, but he has an unshakable determination.

"If you believe in myself, won't you become a monster-" Chang Sui Ning thought about it and repeated it, his eyes were blank, and he blinked slowly, "I asked you who the second person was, and I thought that you would say Cui Jing." ”

"Cui Jing is also credible." Cui Jing paused half a step at his feet, tilted his head slightly, and said to the person on his back: "If His Highness is willing, you can also try to believe him." ”

"Can you vouch for him too?" Chang Suining asked.

"Yes, I can assure you that he will never betray His Highness."

Chang Suining: "Never? ”

Cui Jing: "Never. ”

Chang Suining: "You said it yourself. ”

"Yes."

"If you say it, you have to do it-" Chang Suining said: "You should know that I am not a good stubble." ”

"Of course I do." Cui Jing's voice carried a hint of warm smile.

The next moment, he suddenly felt that Chang Sui Ninghuan's hand in front of him was separated, and it actually wrapped around his neck from behind, holding his face instead.

Cui Jing paused at his feet, and only turned his face to her in a daze with the strength in her hand.

The four eyes looked at each other, and within a few minutes, his heart beat like thunder, but the heavens and the earth were silent.

Chang Sui Ning held his face in a very comfortable posture, looked at him with a pair of dark eyes stained with mist, and said slowly: "Cui Ling'an, has anyone told you that you really know how to heal others and how to treat others well-"

She removed all embellishments and said in the most straightforward words: "I really feel that I am being treated well by you. ”

Cui Jing almost didn't know how to react, and could only look at her eyes for a moment, as if only these eyes with a sparkling smile were left between heaven and earth.

The next moment, those eyes flickered and landed on his face, and with it, her hand holding his cheekβ€”

"Therefore, the world has said that you were born with a backbone, where was that bone born?"

As the girl spoke, her long, cool fingers searched and touched the young man's superior eyebrow bone, then to his forehead, to the top of his head, and behind his ears.

She was very serious about looking at him and groping for him.

Cui Jing's heart was pounding, and she felt that her fingertips seemed to carry the holy moonlight leaking from the clouds, but the places she touched were all burning fires.

He tried to calm down, but all his sanity melted like snow in the oven.

He was afraid that his back would be unstable, so he held her with one hand, and the other big hand was tightly supported by her lower back.

Just as the hand was about to reach the back of his neck, Cui Jing turned his head right, trying to make his voice sound normal and calm: "...... The anti-bone theory is just a rumor. ”

And said: "Your Highness, hug it, the road down the mountain is slippery, don't move anymore." ”

Hearing him deny it in person, Chang Suining gave up and changed back to a safe posture with his hands around him, and said: "I think it's also a rumor, you are so good, why don't you look like a natural anti-bone person." ”

"Your Highness." Cui Jing corrected word by word: "It's the first time I've treated people like this." ”

And said in a very sincere tone: "No one has taught me how to treat people well, so I shouldn't be doing well." ”

"I think it's great." Chang Suining rested his head on his stiff shoulder, closed his eyes sleepily, and said dreamily: "Cui Jing, stay by my side all the time." ”

The young man's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened up endless heartfelt feelings, and his voice was hoarse and serious: "Okay, in the future, Your Highness will guard the way, and I will guard Your Highness." ”

"Then you must take care and be safe." The dreamy voice said: "I don't want to be able to keep this way one day, but there is no Cui Lingan by my side......"

"Otherwise, even if you get to the Nine Springs, I will take you out and beat ......," she said again in a "threatening" tone, "I'm not a good stubble." ”

Cui Jing believes that this is probably the most beautiful threat in the world.

Not hearing his response, she seemed a little uneasy, and asked again: "Remember, right?" ”

"I remember." Cui Jing: "After Your Highness wakes up, will you remember?" ”

"Of course." Chang Suining whispered: "Although I was slightly drunk, I didn't say a word of confusion. ”

Cui Jing said with a smile: "Okay, then I'll rest assured." ”

He could perceive that she seemed to be very sleepy, and then she began to speak in fits and starts, as if she had thought of something, and the conversation turned very stiffly.

For example, she suddenly asked, "...... You always know what I want, what I like, what I need, you seem to know, so what do you like? I have to know something to pay you back. ”

"Your Highness doesn't have to pay me back." But he walked slowly, and still replied seriously: "I like this mountain, this month, this time." ”

Chang Sui Ning said: "Then let's go slower, you remember to take a look at ......"

Cui Jing smiled slightly: "Thank you, Your Highness, for your success." ”

The person on his back began to plan seriously: "You like mountains and moons, when you go to Jiangdu one day, I will take the mountains in the south of the Yangtze River and the moon in Jiangdu to entertain you......"

Cui Jing: "Okay. ”

As long as it is the mountains and the moon related to her, it is the best.

Chang Suining said again: "Wait a little longer...... Wait until one day, and I will bring all the mountains and moons of the world to entertain you. ”

Listening to her talk more and more, thinking of entertaining him and her great cause in the world, Cui Jing laughed silently and said, "Okay, I'll wait for that day." ”

After saying this promise related to the great cause, Chang Suining's voice was lower, and he sounded a little drowsy.

Cui Jing...... In fact, at first, I didn't believe in you so much, I thought about it, I watched, and it took a long time to dare to believe you. But you don't seem to be like that......"

"You don't seem to have ever tested me, never waited and hesitated, never waited and waited without defense, and chose to stand by my side like this, so I often felt ......," she asked, "Have you ever seen me and known me before?" ”

She asked, but Cui Jing denied it before.

A moment later, when Cui Jing wanted to answer, he tilted his head slightly, but saw her sleeping face.

"I don't want Your Highness to remember me back then." He said to himself slowly, "But if Your Highness asks again, I will answer truthfully." ”

Chang Sui Ning didn't ask again, she was already sleeping deeply.

At this time, she had reached a relatively flat and open mountain road, but Cui Jing still carried her on her back until she went down the mountain - she said that she could walk slowly, although he was selfish, but she had allowed it.

After descending the mountain, Cui Jing hugged Chang Suining and got on his horse.

With careful movements, he held her sideways in front of him, resting her head firmly on his arm.

took off his cloak again, covered her carefully, and tucked the lid for her, seeing one side of her neck, Cui Jing's hands moved slightly.

The neck was snow-white, and the black hair was matched, glowing with pearlescent light in the moonlight.

I don't know what to think, Cui Jing's eyelashes narrowed slightly, raised his slender fingers, stayed above the neck, and slowly stroked the old scars that did not exist through the moonlight.

He didn't touch her, but his movements were still very careful, gentle and soft, like a moonlight kiss.

Fourteen years ago, it must have hurt a lot.

Even as he muttered to himself, he felt a dull pain.

In a moment, he wrapped her carefully in his cloak, leaving only a little of her head outside.

Cui Jing held Chang Suining with one hand and grabbed the reins with the other, driving the horse very slowly, without disturbing her good sleep.

Chang Sui Ning slept very deeply, and he didn't even have a dream.

Cui Jing couldn't sleep all night.

……

The next morning, when Chang Suining woke up, he was already in his tent.

She sat up, her black hair scattered, stretched out, and squinted at the big tent that shone in the daylight, revealing an equally energetic smile.

Hearing that Chang Suining woke up, the female soldier went to fetch hot water for washing.

When the female soldier returned, she saw Chang Suining still sitting on the couch with her hair draped, and couldn't help but smile and ask, "What does Lord Thorn Shi think?" ”

Normally, when Lord Thorn Shi woke up, he would immediately stay and get dressed.

Chang Suining lifted the quilt and stayed at the house, and said with a smile: "Think about what you said last night." ”

Nine times out of ten, she remembered that last night's Youzhou month, she appreciated it very comfortably and healing.

After Chang Suining washed and dressed, he was just about to sit down for breakfast when Hei Li ran in from outside wagging his tail.

Hao Huan then walked in and said with a smile: "It was Hei Li who brought the horse back last night. ”

Lord Assassin Shi was brought back by Governor Cui - but for Hao Huan and others, this is a private matter of Lord Assassin Shi, and they can see it in their eyes as subordinates, and it is not appropriate to explore it more.

Chang Suining smiled and touched Hei Li's head: "It turned out that the merit was invited." ”

Chang Sui Ning asked people to prepare breakfast for Black Chestnut, and gave him half of his eggs as a reward.

After the meal, Chang Sui Ning was just about to go out of the tent, but he heard Tang Xing ask to see him.

Tang Xing came to resign, saying that he had not returned home for a long time and wanted to go back to visit his relatives.

Chang Suining nodded: "Yes, this place is only a few hundred miles away from Wutai Mountain, there is no reason to go through the house, you should go back to see your family." ”

She didn't say much and asked anything else, but only gave a heavy money bag as Tang Xing's entanglement.

Tang Xing did not refuse, and gave a deep salute: "Thank you, Lord Thorn Shi." ”

Chang Sui Ning sat there without moving, and said, "Be careful all the way." ”

Tang Xing straightened up.

Chang Sui Ning asked Hao Huan to send it off.

Tang Xing thanked him again, and after giving a salute, he withdrew from the tent.

Hao Huan quickly turned back: "My lord, the person has already left." ”

Tang Xing is just one person, one rider and one sword, there is nothing to clean up, and it is very chic and simple to go and stay.

Chang Suining nodded.

Hao Huan hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help but ask: "My lord, he didn't mention the return date, just said goodbye, will he never return?" ”

Chang Suining: "Maybe." ”

"Adults love talents, why don't you say anything to keep him?" Hao Huan said: "Or make an appointment with him to say goodbye, even if you send it in person......

The performance of today's adults is not the consistent "way of treating talents" of adults.

As everyone knows, Chang Suining, who loves talent in his brain, just looks relaxed on the surface, and his heart is already dripping blood.

But combined with Tang Xing's heart and attitude that she has always shown, she also expected this day.

"He is different from others, his heart is uncertain, and he can't keep him by external force, the more reluctant I become, the more pressure I will put on him, or it will backfire." Chang Sui Ning said: "He didn't say it explicitly, maybe he was also thinking about the real going." If he wanted to go back, he would. ”

These days, Tang Xing and her were born and died, talking about what they had seen and heard, about swordsmanship, and about the general trend of the world, but he never talked about his future plans.

This time, if he returns, it will mean that he is truly willing to stay.

"What if he doesn't come back?" Hao Huan asked worriedly.

"If I can't keep him, no one else can keep him." Chang Suining: "At least don't worry that he will become a helping hand for the enemy." ”

Tang Xing's talent is undeniable and irreplaceable, this person is not only quick-minded, but also has a wide range of knowledge in the true sense, in Chang Suining's view, the other party has not yet played a real role in her hands.

If she could, she hoped that she could wait until Tang Xiu came back to look for her.

Chang Suining was reluctant, just out of the big tent, and met someone who came to say goodbye to her.

Today there are 4300 words, good night~

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