Until late at night, when he left the meeting hall, Cui Xun still felt that he couldn't react.

The rain was still falling, and Cui Xun and the Lu family each had servants and maidservants holding umbrellas.

On the way, Cui Xun under the umbrella couldn't help but ask his wife beside him, "...... Madame really wants to go to Taiyuan? ”

Lu: "How can you disobey the order of the head of the family?" ”

"But there was no reluctance in my father's words......" These words failed to prevaricate Cui Xun, he stopped, frowned slightly and looked at his wife, and said, "You want to go yourself, don't you?" ”

There was a sudden pause at his feet, and Lu Shi was already two steps ahead of him, so he also stopped at this moment, looked back at him, sighed as if he didn't want to be absent, and said without denial: "Lord Lang, I really want to be with Liulang and them." ”

Lu Shi raised his hand, gently pressed down Cui Xun's finger pointing at him, and said softly without pause: "Lord Lang is jealous of Da Lang in his selfish heart——"

"Lord Lang wants Ling An to become another you, and wants to try his best to erase the original Ling An, especially the similarities between him and his mother, Madame Zheng."

After looking at each other for a moment, Lu Shi asked, "Does Lord Lang really want to hear it?" ”

"So the more disobedient Da Lang is, the more he is out there, the more the Lang master can't tolerate him."

Lu Shi sighed as if he was nothing, his eyes showed helplessness, and after a moment, he nodded and said, "Lord Lang will move to the pavilion with me first." ”

"Lu's ......" Cui Xun's eyes were almost red with anger, and he gritted his teeth, but he couldn't say a smooth rebuttal.

If she were Mrs. Zheng, knowing that her child was treated like this, she would climb out of the coffin, and she would inevitably take this man away.

Cui Xun's eyes were fixed on her face, as if he wanted to see her through: "I want to ask...... You and I have been married for many years, do you have a lot of dissatisfaction with me, but you have never shown it? ”

Cui Xun's face was pale, and the blue tendons on his forehead were beating: "Enough!" ”

When Cui Xun heard this, he was about to speak, but was interrupted by Lu Shi immediately: "If the lord of Ruolang gives Da Lang six out of ten love, four out of ten strictness, he can naturally be called a competent father——"

This sentence made Cui Xun more and more embarrassed, he thought he was looking down from top to bottom, but in fact, the truth was the opposite, it was his wife who coaxed him to live from top to bottom...... How ironic is that?

"But Lord Lang only chooses to give Da Lang the strictness of twelve out of ten, and has never been half divided into the loving and tolerant ...... of the father" Lu Shi looked at the man in front of him and asked, "In the end, does Lord Lang think that this is called not at fault?" ”

Seeing that he didn't speak again, Lu didn't say much, and after greeting him again, he left with the maid.

Seeing Cui Xun subconsciously retreating, Lu Shi stepped forward, with a sense of freedom and freedom called not caring about Cui Xun's life and death, and "I don't have to live this day anyway", and continued: "If I guess correctly, the reason why Lord Lang can't get used to Da Lang in every way is probably because there is a reason why he has not been declared, right?" ”

"I just said a few words that I hadn't said before, and Lord Lang looked so embarrassed and pitiful, what about Da Lang? With such heartfelt words, how much has Da Lang heard from Lord Lang over the years? ”

Her tone did not have the slightest sense of questioning, and even remained soft, but it gave Cui Xun a sense of aggressiveness.

She had listened to it in the hall for so long today, and she couldn't have been unaware of what it meant to divide the clan this time...... Could it be that she naively thought that this trip to Taiyuan was just an ordinary trip to visit relatives?

This parting is almost equivalent to becoming two people, and it will be difficult to see each other again from now on!

He is her husband, so she should always put him first and respect him.

"The godson is strict, especially the noble son of the clan, this is not at fault." Lu Shi was sure, and then asked: "But since he is a son, not a puppet, how can he only be harsh?" ”

"I don't know what Lang is asking?" Inside the pavilion, Lu asked.

She doesn't understand and is still pretending to be confused?

In the past, Cui Xun might have thought that it was the former, but at this moment, he realized in a trance that his wife's supple concern seemed to have always revealed a sense of detachment, as if he had never had a sober, clear and honest conversation with him......

Without facing it squarely, there can be no real understanding.

"When Mrs. Zheng left, Da Lang was just a child...... What did Lord Kelang do? Is it suspicious of a child who has just lost his mother, forcing him not to mention his mother again? ”

Looking at his wife's back, Cui Xun suddenly had a hesitation and confusion that he had never felt before.

Cui Xun didn't hesitate for a moment: "Where I acted wrongly, you might as well tell me one by one!" ”

"Defective ......" Lu Shi seemed to weigh the weight of these two words, and asked softly: "Does Lord Lang feel that the way he treats Da Lang is just improper?" ”

The rain is pouring down, and there is already two points of chill between heaven and earth.

And where is it, she hasn't said enough.

What is she saying to avoid the important and trivial?

Lu Shi didn't seem to notice Cui Xun's imminent outburst, and continued: "Lord Lang doesn't like Mrs. Zheng's stubborn and resolute temperament, and even her death is regarded as a provocation by Lord Lang——"

This thought embarrassed Cui Xun, and he subconsciously wanted to avoid denial—did he want to admit that he hadn't even seen the person next to him?

Seeing that he clenched his fists and didn't speak, Lu Shi was slightly blessed, and his voice was soft: "The hour is not early, Lord Lang should go back and rest early." ”

The maid accompanied Lu Shi to follow.

"Now Lord Lang feels that he is alone, this is not because Lord Lang is mediocre." Lu Shi said: "What pushes people away is never mediocre, but a sharp thorn all over the body." ”

Why is that?

Cui Xun is ready to deny it to the Lu family, and if she denies it, he is bound to ask, if she is not dissatisfied, why would she go to Taiyuan like this without even asking?

However, the person in front of him sighed and said, "Lord Lang finally saw it." ”

After Lu Shi stepped into the pavilion, the maid walked away with an umbrella in a playful manner, but she didn't go too far - Lord Lang was not in a good state, and she had to pay attention to save Mrs. from being bullied before leaving.

Lu's eyes were calmer than before, but he sighed a little: "Or, Lord Lang is finally willing to be distracted to distinguish the idea of concubines." ”

"You and I have been husband and wife for many years, and we have never had a dispute...... Cui Xun looked at Lu Shi with uncertain eyes: "What kind of dissatisfaction do you have with me, you can say it bluntly!" ”

Even though she has always been simple-minded, she shouldn't be unaware of the severity!

Facing her husband's disappointed and puzzled eyes, Lu Shi spoke, his voice was still soft, and his eyes still revealed concern: "Yes, Lord Lang is my husband, so after I leave, Lord Lang must take care of himself, otherwise I and Liulang and Tang'er will inevitably have to worry." ”

Until Cui Xun walked in front of her in the rain and blocked her way.

Lu Shi said softly: "I'll go and tell Tang'er about leaving, so that she can prepare a thing or two." ”

The rain was very heavy, and in just 20 or so steps, Cui Xun looked a lot embarrassed.

Instead of perfunctory him for so long, and suddenly leave him behind!

Lu Shi also looked at him.

And at some point, his legs had touched the pavilion railing, and there was no way back.

"Lord Lang is mediocre, but he is not stupid." Lu Shi said: "The reason why Lord Lang didn't notice it is because Lord Lang never disdained to look at me squarely, and he never thought of taking off the majesty of the high to live. ”

Is this really not understanding, or has it been deliberately perfunctory all along?

Cui Xun even felt that she was about to be laughed at, couldn't she see his emotions at the moment? How could she calmly arrange her departure?

At this point, Cui Xun clearly realized that his wife's always submissive nature was, in the final analysis, that she didn't care about his emotions at all, didn't bother him by his emotions, and didn't give him a chance to have a seizure......

This is a reminder and a question.

"Lord Lang feels that over the years, you and I have gotten along well with each other. But this harmony is not that I got along with Lord Lang, but that I forced myself to pretend to be compatible with Lord Lang. ”

He was the head of the family, and he should have been flattered by his family...... But why is he suddenly the only one left?

The eldest son was disobedient and had always been at odds with him, and had disowned him. The second son is stubborn, but now he has been given the mission of leading the other half of the Cui clan forward by his father...... At this time, his wife was about to leave him with his daughter, and this action was almost voluntary.

Facing the pair of eyes that were far more shrewd and sharp than before, Cui Xun's heart suddenly fell, as if the most secret layer of window paper was about to be pierced by her, and he almost raised his hand to Lu Shi with some panic: "Lu Shi...... You are presumptuous in your words and deeds today, it's time to stop! ”

And Lu's words made him sneer, and his tone was also stained with long-suppressed anger: "Since he was one or two years old, he has been cultivated by his father as the future head of the family...... And I, as his father, was so strict with him, what was wrong? ”

"If Lord Lang gives him the love of five out of ten, and the strictness of five out of ten, he can also be called a respectable strict father——"

Lu sighed: "All along, the reason why I want Lang'er and them to get close to Da Lang is not only because Da Lang is really useful, but also because Da Lang is really pitiful. ”

He glared at Lu: "Who allowed you to mention her again and again!" ”

"Because of all this, Lord Lang has been competing with the same child, how can the only meager fatherly love be compared with the pride and arrogance that Lord Lang can't let go of in his heart?"

He was her husband, so she deserved to stay with him and serve him.

Hearing the sound of hurried footsteps behind him, Lu Shi stopped, but did not look back.

The maid who was only holding an umbrella was at a loss when she saw Cui Xun striding to the pavilion on her own.

"Nonsense!" Hearing the name of the Zheng family, Cui Xun waved his sleeves again, but his eyes dodged.

Cui Xun's pale lips trembled, and he wanted to refute, but Lu didn't give him a chance to speak at all: "Da Lang is talented, and Lord Lang's qualifications are mediocre...... Since Da Lang was a child, the lord of Lang has seen this clearly, and he also sees the preference of the head of the family and the people of the clan for Da Lang. ”

Although it was the beginning of his shouting, it was up to him when he would stop.

The rain outside the pavilion was much smaller, but the rain in Cui Xun's heart was surging and whistling, running through him alive.

"Lord Lang doesn't want him to become a talent." Lu Shi calmly interrupted Cui Xun's words and corrected: "Lord Lang wants him to become himself—I want to make him Lord Lang yourself." ”

"It's Lord Lang, Lord Lang caught up with me and asked me to say it." Lu Shi sighed lightly, his eyes helpless - don't say it, he wants to hear it again, say it, he is anxious again.

"Lord Lang, this is not for the father, but for the enemy." Lu said: "All along, Lord Lang has treated Ling'an like an enemy. ”

“…… Nonsense! Cui Xun waved his sleeves suddenly, took a step back, and his eyes were still locked on Lu: "I just want him to become a talent......

Cui Xun's lips trembled: "......"

"But Mrs. Zheng's suicide back then, Lord Lang must also be weak-hearted, right?" Lu Shi said: "So Lord Lang is always very suspicious when facing Da Lang, Lord Lang suspects that Da Lang will have a grudge against your father because of this incident, and will think that you forced his mother to death...... However, Lord Lang's way of dissolving mustard was not to appease, but to blindly suspect and anger. ”

Cui Xun looked at her: "Where are you going?" ”

And Cui Xun's face is no different from that of a dead person at this moment, and in the eyes of the Lu family, it is hard to see that it seems to have been dead for eight hundred years, and he has just been forcibly dug out of the grave-

Thinking of this possibility, Cui Xun's heart surged, only to feel that the woman in front of him suddenly became extremely strange, as if he had never really seen her clearly.

In the rain, Cui Xun said in a condensed voice: "Lu, I have something to ask you." ”

All emotions gradually turned into anger, but because of the decency and dignity that he insisted on, Cui Xun could only forcibly suppress it and try not to come out. He looked at Lu Shi fixedly for a while, his eyes disappointed and puzzled, but he could only say word by word: "Lu Shi, I am your husband......"

Seeing him suddenly rushing into the rain, the servant exclaimed, "Master Lang", and hurriedly held an umbrella to follow, but heard Cui Xun say in a cold tone: "You don't have to follow." ”

It is clear that after he and the Lu family got married, they have always gotten along well, and they have never even quarreled...... Why was she able to leave him without hesitation?

The huge frustration and the anxiety of losing everything seemed to tell Cui Xun that if he didn't ask for clarification today, there would be no chance to open his mouth again!

Cui Xun clenched his fists, raised his feet suddenly, and walked forward quickly.

Cui Xun's brows furrowed quickly, he didn't expect that when the Lu clan mentioned his dissatisfaction with him, the first thing he thought of would be the eldest son who had no blood relationship with the Lu clan.

Not far away, the maid who was secretly listening to the sound of the voice in the pavilion couldn't help but cover her mouth in surprise when she saw this scene-she was originally worried that her lady would be bullied, but now it seems that she ...... Madame seems to be the one who is "bullying" people?

I always feel that Lord Lang is going to collapse and shatter in the next moment...... And it's the kind that crumbles into powder and can't be picked up again.

Hearing this straightforward answer, the suffocation in Cui Xun's chest became more and more intense, what is the difference between Lu's words and directly telling him that [she doesn't want to choose to stay by his side]?

For Choi, this almost means betrayal, subversive and provocative.

He was her husband...... Even if she had other ideas, she would at least have to consult with him and get his permission before making a decision!

The atmosphere of this conversation has never been seen between the two.

Seeing that Cui Xun was speechless, Lu Shi's eyes were pity, and he finally relieved: "Although Lord Lang is not as good as the old and the lower is not as small, it is not my fault that I am mediocre." ”

"Lord Lang didn't want to admit the fact that he was inferior to his young son, so in the name of his strict father, he carried out acts of suppression, bent on making Da Lang more like your father, rather than his mother Zheng - Lord Lang wanted to raise a shadow of himself and make that shadow obedient and obedient, so as to prove that he was not mediocre."

"......" Cui Xun clenched his fist, but he felt that the fist was soft, as if it had been smashed into a ball of cotton.

"Lord Lang treats Lang'er and Tang'er in the same way."

After a long time, he finally raised his red eyes, looked at his wife in front of him, and asked one last question.

"Lu, so all these years...... Have you never treated me as you really are? ”

(End some character lines, and write about Ningning tomorrow!)