Chapter Ninety-Six: Sunshine and Rain
For this girl, what kind of emotional encounter does he have for a while, he only knows that he has been uneasy and kind to her from the beginning, and even now he is still uneasy and kind to her, but he doesn't understand why his original indifferent and ruthless self would save her? Why is he distressed and sad when facing what happened to her, and he thinks about whether what he has done is taken in front of her, he doesn't understand what happened to him, why he has become so soft-hearted.
Could it be that all this is unknown because she is the only one who knows the whereabouts of the "Pure Fire God Lamp", he still needs her, and she can't die at this time? Or was he really moved by her? That's what led him to save her?
Since he met her, he missed her smiling face, liked her innocence and cuteness, and preferred her simple happy and uplifting aura, which shone into his dark world like sunshine and rain to wash his soul.
Yes, the world of darkness.
He knew how biased everything his father did, he knew that he was just helping to abuse, and he knew how terrible his greed was, but he couldn't and couldn't get rid of it, his life was given by him, he raised him from a young age, his concept was instilled in him, he had to win, the place where he stood had to be higher than everyone else, and in this life he could only work for him for his greed.
Originally, before he met this girl, he never doubted that there was anything wrong with his goal in life, killing and being killed was just a game between the strong and the weak, so at the moment he killed, he never blinked and never hesitated, but now, this girl made him doubt again and again whether his life was on the wrong path.
He knew that before he rescued her, he was looking for her everywhere, and he coveted the Pure Fire Lamp on her body, just as his father was also looking around for news about her, today, he could have taken her back to the Mansion, handed her over to his father, and took the Pure Fire Lamp from her, but he actually brought her back here, and he also hid something from his father, what he did not only went against his own wishes, but also betrayed his father's wishes.
He became overwhelmed, he became distraught.
After three days and three nights of Lige adjusting her spiritual power, Leling on the bed finally woke up, but her body was still weak and weak, and she brought her a boiled decoction from the earthen stove outside the house, leaned her on his body, and fed her a spoonful of it.
Under the eaves, Lige made a swing for Le Ling with his own hands, so that Le Ling was tired of lying on the bed, so he could hold her and let her nest in this swing to blow the wind and look at the scenery in the mountains.
For more than a few months, Lige went back and forth between the Sifu and the small cabin in the mountains, and Leling's body gradually recovered, but he found that with the passage of time, this girl never said a word, many times she was stunned, stupidly looking at the mountains outside the window in a daze, a stay is a long time, and has never shown a smile, if there is, it is just a smile out of gratitude to him and politeness, that smile looks more ugly than crying.
"What's the matter, I look good today, and I think the injuries on this body should be almost healed, what are your plans?"
In the past year, he has roughly understood the ins and outs of the whole thing from the news from the Phoenix Palace, and also understands why this girl has no will to survive in the first place.
Silently looking at the elegant and handsome man in front of her, the corners of Le Ling's eyes were wet again, for the last time in the jade soul, she never thought about whether he followed her into the jade soul to save her or just coveted the "fire control technique" on her body or just happened to be sucked in by the jade soul, but this time she couldn't deny that he rescued her, if it weren't for him, she would have been wiped out.
She wondered why this Lige, who had always only wanted to kill herself, would save her, what was his purpose in doing this, could it be that he just wanted to survive and come to the Pure Fire Divine Lamp in the ancient tomb? If so, then he could have killed himself and taken the Pure Fire Divine Lamp, why did he go to such great lengths to save himself and be so good to her, or what other unknown purpose did he have or her villainous heart?
"I don't know where I'm going, I want to come here with a good scenery and a quiet place, so it's not bad if it's inconvenient to stay here." This is the first sentence that Leling said in the past year.
"If you like it here, then stay there, by the way, if there's anything missing, tell me, and I'll bring it with you."
"Thank you!"
"Hmm."
"Why did you save me?"
"Why did I save you? I don't know myself, I just thought I wanted to save you. ”
Le Ling didn't say anything about Lige's answer, this person really can't figure it out, what does it mean to save it if he wants to save it, okay, anyway, he has no ill will towards himself, so let him go.
In this way, this Le Ling never stepped out of this mountain forest again, and lived for another year, in which she lived a life of isolation, she seemed to think a lot, and she didn't seem to think about anything, and every day was spent in a muddy nightmare in addition to practicing the exercises diligently.
But in the past year, Lige has never seen a smile on her face again.
Standing under a plane tree not far away, looking at Le Ling nested on the swing, Lige didn't know if he should tell her the news he got outside.
"Lige, do you have something to say to me?"
Looking at Lige as if he wanted to speak and stopped, Le Ling knew that he was embarrassed.
"I'm thinking, you've not been happy at all in the past two years, have you ever thought about leaving here and making yourself happy?"
"No, I like it here, it's quiet and I'm happy."
"No, you're running away, you know, running away is not a solution, and it doesn't solve anything."
"Escape? Am I running away? Why should I run away? ”
"You're running away from everything you used to have."
Silent.
"Yes, as you said, those are just the past, and since they are the past, they are all gone like clouds of smoke, so why should I run away."
"You are just escaping, in the past two years, you have never really faced yourself, facing your innermost thoughts, if you love, then go to him to ask for an understanding, if you don't love then please let go of yourself and make yourself happy, you know, the sun in this sky never turns a day less because of who is missing or who is more, since it is the past, since it has passed away, why do you imprison yourself in place?"