Chapter 279: Nightmare
Wan Ning lay quietly in his arms for a while, struggling and saying, "You let go of me!" In broad daylight, what kind of body do you become? ”
"I don't want to be decent, I just want to go back to the past, I just want the former Wan sister."
"We can't go back to the past, you changed first."
Gao Ziang didn't say anything, but hugged her tighter.
Wan Ning's heart was inexplicably comfortable, and she turned to face him. Talking to him, his tone became slightly gentle: "You asked me why I insisted that you were good with other women." Are you trying to play tricks on me? Just before that, I only had you in my heart, and I couldn't be more familiar with you. You have someone else's shadow in your heart, how can I not know? How can you tell me not to hate, not to resent? Ever since I was a child, you have given me a very down-to-earth feeling. You were kind to me when I was a child, but since when did I feel that your whole heart is like the wind, fluctuating and unpredictable. On top of that, I think I've lost you. ”
Gao Ziang took her hand and put it to his cheek: "Silly girl, I have never given up on you, and you should not give up either." He noticed a trace of sadness flashing in Wan Ning's eyes, "We grew up together and got to know each other deeply, what was going on in my heart, how could you not figure it out?" You know my feelings for you, even if I occasionally glance at the scenery outside the window, you don't leave me and stay by my side, okay? ”
Wan Ning withdrew the hand he was holding, turned over in disgust, and closed her eyes. After a long time, she choked up and said, "I glanced at the scenery outside the window, and you said it so lightly." Can feelings be consumed and tested? ”
"Wanning, don't be angry. Zhuyun's matter, I was really wrong, how can I forgive me? Seeing that Wan Ning ignored him, he said, "Our relationship should be indestructible." When we were still in our mother's womb, we had already decided to marry before we saw the light of day, and we were destined to belong to each other in this life. My heart is never far away, even if someone hovers between us and treats it as an extraordinary experience. As for others, I'll take care of it. Zhuyun, I'll take her-"
Wan Ning immediately interrupted him: "Don't say it, I don't want to hear it!" ”
"Okay, don't be angry, I won't say anything."
"Do you think that I'm all your people, and I can't run away anyway, so I don't care so much about me?"
"How is that possible? How can I be so superficial as you say? How could I not care about you? I don't believe you when you're angry, and you're still angry about it. After all, the person we are facing is the emperor, and the emperor can possess any kind of woman he wants, and you are my only one, so how can I give you up? I can't tolerate you having anything to do with the emperor. Of course, this is all in the past, and I now fully believe in my Wan sister, and I have identified you in my life. ”
"Sister Wan, I was wrong. I shouldn't have doubted you. He took Wanning into his arms again, his expression was very serious, "Although the emotional injury will only become more serious every time, it will hurt more and more every time, it will not be numb if it hurts too much, and it will not become natural, but I still hope that you will forgive me and give each other a chance." I just want you to forgive me now. ”
"Do you think it matters if I forgive you or not? When something goes wrong with our relationship, someone can take advantage of it. ”
"At least you forgive me, so we can calm down and solve our emotional problems. Now we've cleared everyone from our world, and we're just the two of us, just us, as before. ”
Wan Ning didn't respond to him again, her face pressed against the pillow, looking tired.
"Knowing that no matter how much I say, you still won't forgive me, but I will wait, even if it takes a lifetime. You're tired, just take a break, I'm there for you. ”
In the months since the conflict between the two, Wanning had trouble sleeping and eating, and she couldn't sleep a whole night for many nights. The body seemed to be empty, thinking of this, Gao Ziang blamed himself again.
After about an hour, beads of sweat gradually oozed from Wanning's forehead, her brows were furrowed, her eyes were closed, and her expression was sad. It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he couldn't shout.
Gao Ziang was keenly aware that Wan Ning must be having a nightmare. He woke Wanning up. She looked straight up with her eyes piercing.
"Wanning, what's wrong with you? Having a nightmare? ”
It took her a long time to come to her senses, turn her face and say, "I see my father." He said a lot to me, but I couldn't make out what he was saying with all my strength. ”
Two tears flowed from the corners of Gao Ziang's eyes: "It's all my fault, I didn't take care of you, so you miss your uncle and aunt very much." ”
Wan Ning turned her head again, glanced at him, and said nothing. She vaguely felt that in Fang Cai's dream, her father was telling her. She remembered that before her father died, his attitude towards the relationship between her and her brother was to go with the flow and be at peace with what happened. Later, because of her insistence with her brother, her father agreed to be together.
Brother Ziang's so many sincere words looked a little pale in front of this dream.
Wan Ning got up from the bed. Gao Ziang also immediately got up and poured her a glass of water. The moment she took the water glass, her eyes finally stopped on her brother's face: "I really want to thank you today, but I didn't expect it to be like this." ”
"Silly girl, do you think I'm here for your gratitude? I just want to cherish this opportunity to be with you, there are many things that I haven't had a chance to say, and you listened to them today, and that's our progress. ”
Wan Ning lifted the cup and took a big sip of water: "I called you over today to thank you, and I haven't forgotten." Brother, I want to ask you. ”
"Well, you say."
"Everything you did yesterday with your heart, trying your best to please the emperor, was it all to save your Gao family? For your father? I fought against my uncle, but I never took advantage of you, although our relationship has come to an end, but I have never taken advantage of the little affection between me and you, is it fair for me to do this? ”
Facing Wan Ning's questioning, Gao Ziang was not angry at all, he sat down on the edge of the bed and naturally took Wan Ning over: "You know my thoughts, why do you need to say that?" Wanning, I didn't mean to fight you. Protecting the emperor's safety was originally my duty, and I can get close to you because of this. That's it. However, if you ask this, it shows that you have requirements for me, and I believe that our relationship will not end abruptly like a tune. And promise me not to say anything like 'the end of the relationship' in the future. ”
He blinked and said, "A man's heart is also fleshy." ”
"Wanning, I just found out that you are very weak, and you have lost a lot of weight in the past few months. Knowing that you usually don't eat well, are you in the mood to eat now? I told the maid to heat up the food again? ”
Wan Ning didn't answer, just leaning on him as a walking corpse.
"Silly girl, she always doesn't know how to take care of herself, and she refuses to eat obediently. I can't stay by your side all the time, I will tell Yan'er to take good care of you in the future. The temper is still so bad, and when I meet other women in the future, I close my eyes. I don't look at them, I only look at you. Don't mess with me. ”
Wan Ning still ignored him. Although she never spoke, listening to his words, there was concern everywhere, and she gradually felt warm and down-to-earth.