Chapter 285 Missing My Parents
Gao Ziang was very excited because Wanning gave him the sachet, but he didn't get too close to her, because he didn't want to disgust Wanning. The most important thing is that he thinks in his heart, Wanning may be about to forgive and accept him. He knew that the more times like this, the more he had to respect her. must make her willing, that will prove that she has forgiven herself and prove that the two are back to the way before.
He only let Wan Ning lean her back against him, and the two of them quietly enjoyed the beauty of the sunset. This scene seems familiar, but Wanning's state of mind is different from that time.
She remembered that she was so happy when she was a child, that she almost married into the Gao family later, that the Li family's family was ruined, and that even Brother Ziang had betrayed her emotionally now. She thought to herself that maybe she should accept her fate, but she didn't want much, she just wanted her parents to be alive and marry a beloved as she wished.
Is the beloved person the person in front of you? My sister is such an unpredictable prophet! knew that he would betray his feelings one day and occupy his wife's place for himself. Wasn't it right that you didn't marry him in the first place? Then why is there a fate of finger belly for marriage?
Think about what he has done recently, and ask, who can do this? There are some shadows of the past. Wan Ning does not deny that she still loves him. It is because of love that his suspicion and betrayal are particularly heart-wrenching.
"Brother, you said that a heart flew away, can you come back?"
"If you can still feel him in front of you, the biggest possibility is that he was never far away." He turned around, let Wan Ning lean into his arms, and said softly, "Wan Ning, no other woman can compare to you. ”
Wan Ning sat up straight suddenly: "Then what do you mean?" Hold a big flag and never fall, and then the flag flutters outside? ”
"What do you say?!"
Wan Ning turned to the side, his expression cold and detached, this coldness made him want to be close but afraid of rejection.
Gao Ziang approached, trying to gently hug her from behind, and the air froze for a while. To his surprise, Wan Ning didn't dodge, didn't struggle, maybe he didn't know that Wan Ning was also tired. He said in a low voice: "Sister Wan, your body has always been cold, and your heart is also cold, as if covered with thick ice. ”
"You made her cold."
"So how can I make you better? Until you're as warm as ever. ”
"When the heart is cold, it will never be warm again."
"No, it won't." His arms tightened unconsciously.
It was impossible to say that Wan Ning was unaware of his kiss on the neck and shoulder, her cold hand was held by his warm big hand, and the sound of his even breathing quietly flowed in her ears.
He finally found his former sister Wan in Fang Cai's embrace.
It was getting dark.
"When I came to Liyuan, I thought about going home when it got dark, but now that my father and mother are gone, I am alone every time I come home, and there is no laughter and laughter in the past. I don't want to go back. ”
"Wanning, shall we make peace? I face my father with you, and I face all that you have with you. ”
Wan Ning still turned her back to him.
"I'm still waiting for you to marry me. If you marry into Gaofu, at least you can still be lively, and we will get back to the laughter and laughter we used to have. Gaofu is no stranger to you, we grew up together, you are familiar with my father and mother, and they also love you very much, when you are your own daughter. Even the next people you are familiar with. Marrying into Gaofu is just a change of place for you to live, of course, if you want to come back to Li Mansion occasionally, I will also accompany you. ”
Before he could finish these words, Wan Ning could hear a cry in his voice. Tears slid down his face, Wan Ning could of course feel it, turned his head and asked, "Big man, what are you crying about?" ”
"I pay you back with my tears. It was my fault that I made you cry in the past. ”
"It's really unproductive." Wan Ning finally relented, took out the Jinpa, and wiped the tears from his face for him.
"But brother, I just can't swallow this breath. My father sacrificed his life, but some of them are still living happily and in abundance. ”
"Wanning, I won't be angry if you say that. What you say is the truth, no matter how you say it, your father can't live with your Li family. ”
"If I am not as illustrious as I used to be. Brother, don't you blame me? ”
"What do you blame? I won't blame you, I've said it a long time ago. ”
"Then why do you want me to stay away from Concubine Yan? In the palace, aren't you obviously causing trouble to Yunyan Pavilion? You have long known that Concubine Yan hates her uncle very much, and she is afraid that we will do something unfavorable to him. ”
"Wanning, I'm not as superficial as you say. I heard my father tell me that I know a little bit about Concubine Yan's personality. In her eyes, you will be a member of the Gao family, and you also know the relationship between your father and Prince Yin, that is, you are not in the same group as her. On the surface, it looks bland, but in fact, it is secretly scheming, and I suspect that Concubine Yan and they have a longer-term plan. I don't want you to get involved, and I told you that the emperor's love for her is very shallow and weak, and I know him. Concubine Yan is unreliable. ”
Wan Ning agreed: "Thank you for the reminder." It was Concubine Yan who asked me to go that day, and it was not easy to refuse, anyway, I would be careful. However, I think she still looks down on me as a little girl, and she is not Xiao Jieyu. ”
"You know it's good to be careful. You don't always feel that you are very strong, Yunyan Pavilion is protected by the emperor, you can't protect Yunyan Pavilion. You can't influence any of the Emperor's decisions. ”
"Are you saying that the emperor will spare your Gao family? You are also very confident, the emperor will look at your thin face, right? ”
"I have some thin noodles somewhere. Don't forget, Zhou Cairen's face is big. ”
"Sister, how is she doing in your house lately?"
"She? Why did you suddenly ask about her? ”
The brother's answer made Wan Ning feel that their family still regarded her sister as an air-like existence. That is to say, my sister took action, and they didn't find out.
"What is the reason for me to end up betraying my relatives?" Wan Ning asked deliberately.
"I'm still by your side, and there are many people by your side, as well as my aunt, Uncle Zhong, and the Li family. As for other people, we can't ask the world to revolve around us, we can only be determined by our own identities, and everyone has their own difficulties. ”
Wan Ning sighed: "I miss my father and mother so much. ”
Gao Ziang said with a smile: "When we were children, we heard adults say that when people die, they will become stars in the sky and look at us. Let's go to the top of the mountain to see the stars, where we can see my aunt and uncle, and we can get closer to them. ”
"Good!" Wan Ning seemed to have forgotten everything, and the whole person suddenly became cheerful with him. He took him by the hand and ran to the top of the mountain.