Chapter 11: Before I knew it, I fell in love with her
Xueyi was taken away by the old class, and then it was dealt with. The study group, which had just started a day, was also facing disbandment. But I don't really feel any of that. On the contrary, I am to the person next to me.
I had to face it. I have feelings for her, the two of us have known each other for so long. My feelings for her are friendship in the end. It's still love, I look at Qi, and Qi still learns. But my heart was in turmoil. Why is that. Is it normal for me to have such feelings?
At the end of school, the two of us walked home together. I dare to look at the road, but I don't dare to look at Qi. And Qi looked at the stall in the distance and said with a smile.
"Ink, you see. Grandma Ji Jie was buying sugar gourds on the side, and Grandpa Li Fei was selling sweet potatoes and chestnuts. So happy. ”
Qi's words will be my thoughts. Withdrawn from the emotion, the weather at this time. In fact, it was quite cold, and Grandma Ji Jie sat next to Grandpa Li Fei, holding Tang Pozi in her arms. It is said that the two of them fell in love and talked vigorously when they were young.
We walked up to the two of us, and I bought two servings of sweet potatoes. Qi bought a bulk sugar gourd, and the two old men liked us very much. Grandma Ji Jie looked at the two of us and said.
"Children, Grandma Ji Jie and Grandpa Li Fei are going to give you two a gift."
After hearing this, Qi said, "What a gift, mother-in-law, we can't ask for it if it's too valuable." ”
I also echoed on the side, Grandma Jie took out a bracelet from her arms, and Grandpa Li Fei took out a jade pendant. Grandpa Li Fei handed me the jade pendant, and Grandma Jijie handed the bracelet to Qi. The two of us waved our hands again and again to refuse, and Grandpa Li Fei spoke.
"Take it, it's when the two of us were young. The tokens you carry, the objects need to be inherited. We don't need this kind of trinket. ”
"Grandpa Fei, this gift. We can't take it. It's too precious. ”
After a long stalemate, we finally accepted it. At that time, we did not understand the meaning of the token. When I got home, I looked at the jade pendant. I wore it around my neck, and the jade was delicate. The moment I put it on, it was very cold.
That night, I had a dream. In the dream, Li Fei's grandfather became a contractor. I had a vigorous love affair with Grandma Jijie, and in such a dream, I woke up. Looking at the time, it is exactly one second before the alarm clock.
The boring school began again, and I found that Qi was also wearing a jade bracelet. Our school's jewelry control is not strict, and the jade bracelet is fine. While looking at Qi, I suddenly thought of something.
It turned out that this was a token of love between the two of them. At this moment, Qi handed me a box. I opened it and took a look. It is a red, knitted scarf.
"Seven, I didn't expect you to really knit me a scarf."
"Fool, isn't your cervical spine bad. And that day, you sprained your neck for me, and you didn't have a scarf to protect you. Isn't it normal for me to weave one for you? Come on, put it on and try it. ”
As he spoke, Qi took a scarf and wrapped it around my neck. At that moment, I felt as if time had stood still. The mind was also confused, that is, at this second. I knew my mind thoroughly. Mo's mind to Qi.
The speed at which the heart beats, this emotion in the face of Qi. I haven't experienced it in years, and I'm not sure what love is. But I know it's love. It was on this day that I fell in love with it. This friend who has known each other for more than ten years.
But at this time, I had a hard time. One is that the two of us have known each other for so many years and have a deep friendship. If you confess and fail, then this friendship will disappear in an instant. The second is that I just like it unilaterally, and I don't like it or not. I don't know. Besides, I don't know how to express such emotions.
Still, this concern. When I saw Qi, it immediately disappeared. In my mind, it came to mind. One scene, that's in a house. There are me and Qi inside, one cooking, the other washing dishes, and we have a happy baby. I couldn't help but fall into this sweet fantasy, right now. Qi shook my eyes with his hand.
"It's okay Mo, what's wrong with you. Why did I put a scarf on you, and your face turned red? ”
This sentence dragged me back to reality. All I can say is fine, just a cold that happened throughout the day. I don't have any thoughts, I don't think about tea, I don't want to eat, I just keep thinking about Qi. But she's right next to me, but I've been thinking about us.
Even a classmate asked Qi to borrow a fountain pen. If I say a few more words, I will be in a bad mood, and this feeling is very sour. There is an indescribable feeling that night is quietly coming. I thought about it for a long time in the self-study class, and finally decided to confess to Qi today.
Once again, we were on our way home. I looked at Qi, and Qi was as usual. But my heart is like countless little rabbits beating again, and my heart is thumping. It was hard for me to speak.
"Seven, I want to ask you a question."
"You say."
"I, I fell in love with someone. I want to confess to her, what do you say I should do? ”
When Qi heard this, he paused. Then after a while, he spoke.
"Then you can chase it, but now is the time. Let's study hard and finish the exam. When I went to college, I didn't care about the day. If you love one another, why covet now? ”
I heard Qi's words and fell into deep thought. yes, I was controlled by this emotion all day. But now, we are not going to fall in love. So, I will confess what I want to say. Hidden in the heart, but not thought. So, it was a long time before we were together.
Qi, who returned home, was not in the mood to study. Seven has been thinking about that day all this time. I hugged her tightly, not wanting her to get hurt. Actually, at the time of the fireflies that day. Qi's heart is also ready to move. In addition, Lin Xiao's enlightenment also made Qi begin to examine our relationship.
But she was judged the same as I was. Qi likes ink, so Qi has to keep learning to control his heart. Strive to numb the heart.
But today, I heard that said. She didn't know that I liked someone. That's her. Qi thought that I was in love with another girl, so I moved out of that statement. But Qi also asked himself, if it was to confess to himself. Will she accept it?
However, the two of us don't know each other's emotions. Because of this, there were a lot of oolongs in the future.