329 still doesn't go
Zhu Yun couldn't take care of his appearance, and he was finally able to sit up straight at this moment. Gao Ziang approached, sat down on the edge of her bed, and arranged her clothes with his own hands.
His gentleness reduced Zhuyun's anger a lot: "Yes, it's all my fault, I didn't listen to Young Master Wang's words, I didn't maintain respect for Li Wanning, and if I offended her, I just couldn't get along with you." After all, you don't want me because of Li Wanning, right? ”
Gao Ziang sat facing her, bowing his head: "Not all." I don't deny that I can feel a little bit of liking in your heart, but don't you think that little bit of liking is too cheap? You have so much to expect, and I don't matter after all. Your little liking is too light in the face of wealth and status, so light that it makes people despise it slightly. I prefer Wan Ning, this is not a decision made after comparing with you, I always love her, she is the only one in my heart forever. She has always loved her heart, has nothing to do with wealth, has nothing to do with status, and is clean and transparent. In every sense of the word, she is incomparable. What you said to her this time was an insult. So I blamed myself for not making her sad. He turned around, raised his head, and said, "The way you can move up is to climb up to a rich son, be a concubine, and eat and drink spicy food from now on?" Wouldn't it be nice if you could like it? ”
"You're right. At that time, I will see how you decent people, rich people, live comfortably. Your world was hard for me to imagine before. Who cares what kind of life I live? Do you think I'm just selling myself and my soul for the sake of external glamour? Have you tried to feel the life I want to live? How scary it is here! I tried my best and lost everything at the same time, but I could only live. I often wonder, is it because I don't deserve to live? Is it a sin to live? I am a human being, but I live in an inhuman way, living a chaotic life all day long, no one and no ghost. I admit that I envy Li Wanning very much, and I want to have a good life like her. I want to climb up to a son, in order to change what is in front of me. But I need to add that I really like you. ”
Gao Ziang's heart had actually been touched, and he still turned his head disappreciatively: "In your eyes, as long as a rich son is rich, his charm is there, and there are a few who are not liked!" ”
"But you're not like them. You are really likeable, well-born, personable and affectionate. You respect every woman, you never think that Qinglou women are cheap, you will feel distressed when you see a smiling face, and you will not have fun like others. Not all men in this world are as pitiful as you, and we are all suffering from inhuman treatment. And if you have no love for a woman, you will never touch her, and even your every kiss is affectionate. Although you have wandered in the wind and moon field, you have never been disrespectful to any woman. What woman in the world wouldn't want to marry such a man? ”
He got up, walked to the round table, turned his back to her, and asked, "Am I that good?" ”
Zhuyun didn't answer him, maybe because he thought of what he did tonight and hated him. Before that, I really thought he was good. and full of confidence in her future, this time, she was beaten back to her original shape.
To say that Zhuyun really hates because of love, it's not enough. She knew in her heart that this time the young master was completely because of Li Wanning, if she hadn't provoked Li Wanning, the young master would still treat her like before, even if it was perfunctory.
Gao Ziang wanted to leave, hesitated for a moment, and sat down on the round bench again. But the two did not say anything more.
After a long time, he spoke again: "I still say that, the days of Qin Fangge are not suitable for you." If you are willing, I will redeem your life, and in the future you will live with dignity and dignity, and you may be poorer, or at least spiritually free. ”
Zhuyun actually knows that this is the way the young master likes himself a little bit in his heart. But his proposal, Zhuyun did not respond.
He didn't know that Zhuyun seemed stubborn because he couldn't let go of it for a long time. And he will definitely not force Wanning to accept Zhuyun.
Zhu Yun only said lonely: "Li Wanning doesn't accept me, and Gaofu doesn't accept me either, so young master, you won't accept me." Thinking about it makes me feel better. The young master still has a little bit of me in his heart, but he can't tolerate me objectively. ”
She has read countless people, how can she not know that if a man really wants her, how can he be so objective?
Gao Ziang understood that Zhuyun was still unwilling, and couldn't help but sigh lightly. It's not too early, it's really time to go. He got up: "What happened just now, I don't think you want your mother to know that the guest entered your room but didn't touch you, right?" He took a step forward, revealing a shiny silver tael on the table. Then the spring breeze walked out.
Walk into the hall and meet the bustard. She thought that the young master had changed his sex and began to pamper the girls. wanted to keep him: "Young master, it's so late, just stay." ”
"Mom, you still don't know the rules of the Gao family?" As he spoke, he threw out a silver tael, which was firmly caught by the bustard.
The bustard said happily, "Good! Then you walk slowly. ”
A long conversation with Zhuyun made his heart confused, and his understanding of Zhuyun deepened, but he didn't want to think about why his heart was fluctuating.
Or maybe he's just thinking about Wan Ning at the moment. He felt that he missed her more than usual, at this moment, his heart was full of Wan Ning, and he really wanted to rush to her all at once, I don't know if she is in the palace or in the Li Mansion at the moment. He really regretted it, regretted that he shouldn't have acquiesced to her departure out of a moment of anger. He never thought about why Wan Ning left him, and he made her angry and quarreled with her.
This time it was Zhuyun who gave himself trouble, and he wanted to find a chance to explain it to her, but he didn't think about taking Zhuyun as a concubine at all. He asked himself a hundred times, did Sister Wan really not want him? The love since childhood, the love for so many years, the life trajectories of the two people have long been intertwined, how can they be easily separated! In the darkness all the way, the thoughts became a river.
He walked to a fork in the road, and the next direction was clearly the Li Mansion. Later, I realized that the time had passed, and I had to go back.
Yi'er confessed to the door, and everyone was waiting for the young master with the door open. As soon as he saw him, he greeted him: "Young master, the time has passed, and you have just come back, let Madame know that you-"
Gao Ziang was a little impatient: "Don't talk nonsense, you go in and take a look, has Madame rested?" ”
"Yes, young master."
After a while, the little servant came out and said: "Back to the young master, the lady is resting." ”
"If Madame asks, she will say that I am the same as when I usually returned. Do you understand? ”
"Understood, young master."