Chapter 23: Lamentation
I can't believe it, the person lying on the emergency bed. It's going to be my wife, and we're both starting to get married. Our wedding rings have even been bought. Right in my arms. I'm stunned at the moment.
I kept begging the doctor to save her. It was useless to kneel down for the doctor, and Lin Xiao was in tears on the side. Xueyi comforted me by the side, and the medical staff began to push Qi out. Ready to be sent to the morgue, I pulled the bed. Shout out loud and don't pull her away. Please, save her.
At the moment, everything is pale and powerless. I watched Qi being pulled away, and I lost my strength. Fell to the ground, at this moment. The nurse next to me handed Xueyi a notice, and Xueyi handed her to me. As I looked at the notice, tears welled up in my heart. Write my name on it.
Then I passed out and woke up again. With Xueyi on the side, I hurried to the hospital morgue. The infusion was also pulled off by me, but I didn't care. When I got there, I saw my wife. Without staying too long, we went out of the car and pulled back to our hometown to say goodbye.
Xueyi and Lin Xiao drove back, originally they wanted to take me in the car together. However, I wanted to stay with Qi for a while, so I declined their kindness. In the car, I watched Qi lying in that square inside, without a trace of blood. No matter how much I slapped, she wouldn't speak. Don't even want to look at me.
I know she's mad at me. Blame me for not getting on that train with her, blame me for not being able to protect her when she was in the most pain. I looked at Qi and rested my head on the freezer. The freezer was cold, and I couldn't stand the cold. But I'm still leaning on it because of my wife. She's afraid of the cold. I want to give her a touch of warmth.
I didn't speak, and I didn't cry hoarsely. I just quietly hugged the freezer and looked at my lover. I know, I look at it and I don't have a look. At this moment, it seems that there is no concept of time. It didn't take long for him to arrive at his hometown, and after the handover, Qi was put in an ice coffin. I leaned against the ice coffin.
As before, she lay on top of me. Just as I told her stories, the parents were here at the moment. I know I can't fall down at this moment, because I still have someone I love. The person we love together, I hold Qi's parents. I comforted their emotions, but my heart was not sad.
It's raining, and the sound of rain echoes here in farewell. I looked at my parents, and it wasn't too early. He brought them to our house and cooked them a meal. I also greeted my relatives who heard the bad news, and I didn't have the heart to do these things. I had to entrust my good brother to learn the game and let him help me deal with it.
I got into the car myself and came to the farewell place. The farewell place is closed at the moment, and there is no way to go in and visit. I had no choice but to park at the back door and myself under the eaves of the guard's room in the farewell area. I sat like that, and after a long time, the doorman found me. The doorman took pity on us and let me in.
There are scriptures in it, and there are electric candles. If it was before, let me come here. I would be very scared, but at this moment, there is the person I love the most, and I am not afraid, or even feel afraid. I leaned against the ice coffin and told her the stories I had told her over the years.
Talk about the little rabbit she loves to listen to, tell the love story of the second uncle and aunt I wrote, Luo Chen, Dongfang Loneliness and Bailiying, Li Fei and Ji Jie, and in the end, tell the story of Mo and Qi. Talk about our first meeting, the first thing we say. I told her when she noticed me. How we got together.
The sun was slowly rising, and the rain was still falling. My family rushed over, and Xueyi brought me a dress, a black shirt and a black suit. Pulling Qi to the farewell hall, we pulled Qi's mother. Qi's mother cried like a tearful person, and I knew that I had to be strong at this moment.
Qi has already sorted out her makeup, like a flower. I looked at her with reluctance in my eyes. I got down on one knee and pulled out my wedding ring. Slowly brought into Qi's fingers, and then kissed Qi one last time.
Qi is pulled away and will be incarnated into shape. Turning into a wisp of fresh breeze, I looked around in amazement. Pulling, it seems. We could have stayed a little longer, and it seemed like I could have made amends, but it didn't work. Still pulled away, with wisps of green smoke. We, in the rain, are still waiting.
I sat in the car with the box in my hand. Originally, these cars were all good friends of mine, and I wanted to be wedding cars when I got married, but now. We had no choice but to go to my ancestral grave. I hugged the box and talked to my wife, who had changed. The rain kept falling, and the sky seemed to be dark.
When it was over, I sat in the car. Watching the car start gradually, I couldn't control my emotions anymore. My love, we'll never see each other again. I can only see her at the end of my life. Maybe by then, my appearance had already changed. But I can't wait, I don't wait so many years.
Xueyi hugged me in pain, and Lin Xiao's eyes were already red. When I arrived at the hotel, every friend, classmate, relatives and family who came to the hotel. At every table, bow and kowtow.
After the meal, the guests are sent away, and the family is at home. I didn't even dare to go upstairs, I couldn't face the room we had built together. I was in the car, and the sound of the rain muffled my crying. Xueyi is right next to it. He was chosen by my family to keep me from doing stupid things. I asked Xueyi to buy me a pack of cigarettes.
Xueyi was surprised that I wasn't a non-smoker, but I said I wanted to smoke one. As soon as Xueyi got out of the car, I started the car and accelerated. bumped aside, Xueyi saw this and hurriedly called 120. At the same time, he also told Lin Xiao not to tell the old man. I was awake in the hospital.
The safety factor of the car is high, and there is nothing wrong. I pulled out the infusion, changed my clothes and was discharged from the hospital. I took a taxi home with Xueyi, and my body ached. It didn't hurt in my heart, I knew I was worrying them at the moment. I went home as if nothing had happened, and my family actually knew. Who can't hear or see the sound and the scrapped car.
I excused myself to be tired, and when I went back to my room, all the sharp weapons in the room were taken away. I was lying on the bed, and there seemed to be a residual temperature here. I cried this, but I didn't dare to cry too loudly. After all, our families are here, and I can't let them worry.
The rain kept falling and I kept crying. Look at sitting by the window and watching the rain. Black content, nothing. Xueyi brought me a bowl of noodles, and he asked me to take a bite. After all, I haven't eaten, and I don't have much in mind. He said that he was tired and fell on the bed.