As night fell, the snowflakes grew heavier.

I'm wearing, the suit we ordered. Step by step, we walked towards the secret base.

Snowflakes outside fell on me.

The night sky is half red and half black.

There was no starlight in sight, and the sky was foggy.

Sitting under the tree, my bangs don't have half of the sun, and I've had enough of it.

Vaguely, the snow fell on me but it didn't melt.

The burst of liquid creates a beautiful white rose in the dark.

It's like a perfect painting.

All of this will eventually be covered in snow, and it will probably be forgotten by the world.

At night, I saw a car parked in front of me. I slowly closed my eyes and waited until I opened them again. My eyes hurt from the white light of the hospital because I was crying all the time. My eyes are already sick.

Lin Xiao hugged me and cried, but I looked at Xueyi in surprise. Xueyi didn't say anything, and at this moment I said suspiciously.

"Learn to play, why is Lin Xiao holding me."

Lin Xiao cried and said, "Mo, I know you're sad when Qi leaves." But don't do that, I'm glad we found you. If I can't find you, you're gone. ”

"Lin Xiao, you're sad. You shouldn't be holding me, I'm a man. That's not good. ”

Unexpectedly, when I said this. Xueyi and Lin Xiao were both surprised, and Lin Xiao looked at me in shock. Xueyi glanced at me and ran out. Lin Xiao asked me in surprise, if I knew who I was. I told her that I was Mo, Qi's husband. Lin Xiao told me that Qi is Mo's husband.

Seeing that I didn't understand too much, Lin Xiao turned on the phone camera. Under the lens, what I see is: Qi's face, I instantly cried. I finally saw my wife, but when I cried. I found out that I was wearing the ring I gave to Qi on my hand.

I questioned what was going on, what had been done to my lover's resting place. The doctor pushed the door in and examined me. After a long time, he told Xueyi and Lin Xiao. Because of my longing sickness, it created an obstacle to my identity. There is a problem with identity.

There's nothing wrong with the name, it's just the wrong gender. Treat the gone Qi as himself. When Lin Xiao heard this, he looked at me in the ward crying. She and Xueyi thought about it for a long time, and were ready to tell me about it. Xueyi walked in slowly.

"Mo, it's okay. You're just sick and take Qi as yourself. Mo is a girl, and Qi is a boy. It's just that you can't accept the fact that Qi is gone, so you will fantasize about yourself as Qi. ”

"Then you're saying I'm alive. Qi is gone, isn't it? ”

"Did you say it yourself, Qi is gone. Your heart doesn't admit it, but you know it. Otherwise, why don't you say that it's ink that walks, it's good to live for Qi. But don't be too sad. ”

"Well, what the hell is going on, I don't remember."

"You're an obstacle, and you're afraid you're getting it wrong by saying your name. In fact, that day, the man, that is, your husband Qi, was the one who stepped on the train, and you didn't. ”

"And the ring you just said is also evidence, you said it, you put it in. But actually, you took it out of Qi's pocket and put it on, think about it. I went out, and Lin Xiao came in immediately. Tell me what you want to eat, and I know you may not be able to understand so much at once. ”

Lin Xiao sat next to me, and my brain hurt again. The medicine worked, and I'm remembering everything little by little. Which one am I to be proposed to, which one am I to be confessed. He was the one who came to find me that day, and everything he had told me before. It's me who thinks of myself as him.

Obviously, just now, I was still grieving, why wasn't it me who left. But now reality tells me that it is me who is leaving. I understood that as a personality, I could help her hide her grief. But I can't let myself not know who I am, and my head hurts more and more. Seeing this, Lin Xiao hugged me tightly.

"Xiao, I'm back, why did my husband abandon me."

We hugged our heads and cried, and we were discharged from the hospital in the evening. Back at Lin Xiao's house, Xueyi went to the guest room, and Lin Xiao and I slept together. Lin Xiao still cares about me. I said.

"yes, why don't I look at my phone. Even the layout of the home is retained, just because when you see the mirror, you will be exposed. I've been fooling myself all the time. ”

"I just can't forget it, and I even think of myself as him. Okay, I'll put him down. I'll go home tomorrow and sell the house. Get ready for a good life. ”

I'm lying to them, thinking about a person. It's so easy to let go, but I don't. They would keep looking at me. I've already imagined that I'm him, how could I forget.

Finally, in the company of the two of them. We went back to my home, the home of both of us, to be exact. I looked around me and sighed at that kid. and suddenly forsaken us, if there were spirits. I'm afraid he's laughing. The snow is falling, and I propose to eat hot pot tonight.

In my house, there are a lot of hot pot things. It used to be his own, but now he's gone. There is no taste anymore, and it is really delicious. It's a pity that I never ate again, and to celebrate this I'm ready to get out of this haze. Actually, they didn't know. I'm not drunk with a thousand glasses, usually just he helps me drink.

Because I was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination at that time, he was afraid of breaking my brain. But nowadays, there is no point in going to graduate school. In the middle of the night, they both fell asleep. I'm driving in the snow, it's not safe and it's against the rules, but I'm dead. Finally, to that place. I held our wedding photos and walked through the snow.

The lights of the car were shining for both of us, and I pulled a bottle of happy water out of my pocket. This is his favorite drink, and I opened a can. took a sip, and then said with a smile, if I don't give you a drink, I'll be angry with you. Do you want to think about it, come out and beat me.

I leaned next to me as if I was snuggling into his arms. The snow slowly falls, making a sound. It was very light, as if he was whispering to me. Memories kept flooding into my mind, from the first words I said to him. From the porridge he made for me, to the way he protected me.

I looked at him, fell asleep on the table, and covered him. The bits and pieces of these years, what he doesn't know, the vinegar I have secretly eaten.

"Husband, I don't regret it. In our short life, we have not been able to grow old together. But this is also a lifetime, it's so warm, if there is a parallel time and space, I really hope there will be a good ending, and we can finally go forever."