Chapter 406 Kneel and beg for forgiveness
Gao Ziang turned to leave, and the moment he was about to open the door, Zhu Yun suddenly took a few steps forward and asked slowly, "Young Master Gao, have you really liked me?" β
He stopped, but did not look back, but said, "I have been sincere with you." After a while, he sighed deeply: "Even Wan Ning can see it." β
Zhuyun came over and hugged his waist and leaned against his strong back: "It's enough to have your words." Young master, I listen to you. I won't let a man touch me again unless I'm really happy. I'm going to go to my mom tonight to redeem myself. β
He turned around and hugged Zhuyun tightly in his arms. After a while, he reached out to wipe her wet cheeks: "When you found her, you said that the Gao family ransomed you, and she didn't dare to embarrass you." β
"Okay."
After the conversation, neither of them had any intention of parting. I only listened to Zhuyun said: "Although Li Wanning's family is defeated, she is still a young lady, and now she is the emperor's righteous daughter, and she can't enjoy the wealth and glory." You will always be the young master of the Gao family, and you will be appreciated by the emperor. And I, a weak woman, are only struggling on the edge of survival, and my life is like a mustard, and I will always be. I can't squeeze into your world, so I don't want to squeeze anymore. There was a deep despair in her tone.
"Don't say that, don't deny yourself because of me. You don't belong here, redeem yourself, go out to find freedom and happiness, and find a man who loves you with all your heart for the rest of your life. β
"Wholeheartedly? Knowing that you won't treat me wholeheartedly, young master, is my luxury. Zhuyun hugged him tightly, of course she knew that the man in front of her couldn't stay. This is probably the last hug I will have with him in this life. But the more I can't keep it, the more I want to stay. "Are you leaving?"
From his non-response, Zhuyun got the answer. She raised her face and asked, "Young Master, can you give me another quarter of an hour?" β
Gao Ziang nodded.
Zhuyun walked around the screen and put on a beautiful pomegranate dress, which was more noble than her usual attire, and dressed herself like a noble lady. Looking from behind, the body is slender, and there is a bit of a graceful shadow.
When Gao Ziang saw her who was different from usual, his eyes really lit up.
"Young master, my mother said, although I look noble in this dress, I feel high and arrogant, and men will not like it. And it's my favorite dress and the one I want to wear to you. That's how contradictory my life is. Zhuyun is not worthy of you in this life, but I still hope you can remember what Zhuyun looked like at this time. I don't care who you think of me, I just want you to have a little bit of my presence in your heart for the last quarter of an hour. β
He pulled Zhuyun into his arms, and the gentle and affectionate kiss made her sink until she fell into a catastrophe.
"Young master, I can't bear you. Would I be happy without you? Zhuyun leaned into his arms, shedding tears, and he felt the heat on his chest.
"I'm sure you will." Gao Ziang also shed tears.
"Young master, should I be satisfied if I can get your two tears?"
He was about to say, "You're in my heart tooβ" but he knew that it was pointless to say such things at this point, and it would only make each other more sad.
The two hugged each other for a long time. In Gao Ziang's silent comfort, Zhuyun finally tearfully let go of the arms that hugged him. He finally let go of her and turned to leave. The moment he opened the door, he suddenly heard Zhuyun's voice coming from behind him again: "Young Master, can I still go to you in the future?" β
He didn't stop this time, and left firmly. The reason for the silence is not refusal, but that there is no answer. And Zhuyun didn't feel cold, she knew that she shouldn't have extravagant hopes, and she had already been mentally prepared.
She stepped forward and slowly closed the door, perhaps the last of the door's closings. Zhuyun understands that the moment the door closes, it also closes the door of his destiny to wealth.
Yi'er, who was talking and laughing with the two girls, saw the young master come out, and after saying a simple goodbye to the girls, he stepped to Gao Ziang's side in a few steps and asked, "Young master, are you all right?" β
"Hmm."
His words, Yi'er is convinced, can it be inappropriate? It was a whole hour to say "I'll come out in a while". After thinking about it, the two probably said goodbye forever, so they had to go with the young master.
Yi'er was stunned for a moment, followed the young master, and the two walked out of Qinfang Pavilion.
Gao Ziang, who returned to the mansion, was very annoyed, and while Wanning was asleep, he locked himself in the next room for an hour, and no one paid attention to him.
Everything about Zhuyun lingered in his mind. Although she has fallen into the dust, he admits that Zhuyun is still beautiful. I pity her helplessness, I pity her, but I can't take her in. It can not end Zhuyun's wandering, nor can it appease Wanning. This made him feel much more chagrined.
After thinking about it for a long time, I remembered that I had given her a box of silver taels. At least it can make Zhuyun live more dignified and free from now on. The box of silver taels sent out also comforted himself.
In any case, having decided to break off with Zhuyun, there is no need to be attached to it anymore, it's time to go and see Wanning. You can't be sorry for both women. No, I'm sorry, no one can be sorry Wanning.
When I came to her bed, I saw that Wanning was still asleep.
Since her accident that night, she finally woke up, and her mind is sometimes clear, sometimes chaotic. Of the twelve hours a day, she was awake only three or two hours, and the rest of the time she was asleep. He asked the Imperial Doctor, is this condition good for Wanning's condition? The doctor said that resting more is not a bad thing. Seeing that she slept peacefully every time, he relieved himself and let her fall asleep.
Before coming over, he planned to admit his mistake to Wan Ning about going to Qinfang Pavilion to find Zhuyun that night, and he also wanted to send Zhuyun away, so that he would be more confident. But at this time, not to mention the confidence, I don't even have the heart to say it.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"
Gao Ziang, who recovered from Zhuyun's matter, finally found that Wanning had woken up. Seeing that she was in good spirits, she replied, "I'm thinking about your condition, it shouldn't take long to get better." β
"Really? Then you don't have to be in tears, right? β
"I'm worried about you, I feel sorry for you. If I hadn't pushed you away, I wouldn't have tossed you into what you are now. Saying this, in fact, his mind was full of things about being sorry for Wanning because he went to Qinfang Pavilion to find Zhuyun.
In a hurry, he finally picked up his feelings of guilt and self-blame again. really knelt down in front of the bed: "Wanning, I'm sorry for you, please forgive my brother." β
Wan Ning turned over, and after a while, she whispered, "Why do you bother? Didn't you explain it all before? Reason. Brother, get up, you are the father of the child in my womb, he can't afford it! β
"Sister Wan, you are pregnant with a child, and I still want you to go, which is my dereliction of duty as a husband and father. It is my sin to hurt you. I'm sorry for you and the child in my womb. β
"Didn't you know I was pregnant? No more self-reproach. β