Chapter 153: Fear of Love
However, Xie Yu was not stupid, knowing that Zhuo Qingtan was just playing on the topic, so he sneered and said:
"Even if you say that, it's useless, don't think I'm going to feel guilty.
Don't say that you're just affected by the magic weapon and not really blind, even if you're really blind, you still have to eat the food you should eat. β
Zhuo Qingtan sighed and slowly lay back on the bed.
She pillowed on the pillow, raised a hand and pressed it to the corner of her forehead, frowned and said softly:
"My head hurts, and I think I haven't completely sobered up yet. I'll sleep for a while, 'Xie Xianjun', please take care of yourself." β
Xie Yuci raised her eyebrows when she heard this, when did she get up, and she actually learned this trick of tricks?
He wanted to arrest her for dinner, but seeing that the tiredness between her eyebrows at this time did not seem to be fake, he was silent for a moment, so he had to give up.
Forget it, she rarely drinks alcohol, and in the afternoon she drank almost half a pot of wine by herself, which is very uncomfortable, and it is a real headache rather than an excuse.
It's just that for some reason, Xie Yuci knew that he should put out the fire and go back to his room at this time, but he still sat in place and didn't move, so the room was quiet again.
In the quiet night, there is a warm and quiet atmosphere in the hot spring villa, and only the laughter of the late green and Lingrong in the courtyard comes from time to time.
I don't know how long the silence has passed, Zhuo Qingtan suddenly woke up again.
She opened her eyes slowly, but she didn't make a sound, she didn't move, she just opened her eyes quietly, and looked at the light gauze bed tent above her head.
Xie Yuci, who was quietly reading a book next to the tea desk, heard the subtle differences between her breathing.
He turned his head to look at her quietly, looked at her fixedly for a moment, frowned and asked in a low voice:
"Why did you wake up when you were nearing your son? Headache? β
Zhuo Qingtan shook her head lightly when she heard this, and she turned her face sideways and looked at him seriously for a moment.
At that moment, Xie Yuci couldn't even tell the emotion in her eyes at this time.
She chuckled softly and replied, "It's fine." β
Xie Yuci was obviously unwilling to eat the perfunctory set, he said lightly:
"What the hell is going on? You can't wake up hungry, right? β
She looked at him again in silence for a while, until she saw him frown slightly in confusion, and then she suddenly said, "I just had a nightmare." β
She didn't expect that she had dreamed of the past.
In fact, ever since Zhuo Qingtan regained her memories in the Secret Realm of the Sufeng Valley Array King Illusion, she had been restraining herself and trying not to think of the past.
I don't know if it's the effect of psychological suggestion, she hasn't dreamed of anything from the previous life for a long time before.
Until today, until the end.
She actually dreamed of the Nantian Gate back then.
I dreamed that Xie Yuci Qingjun's face was full of unbelievable pain and anger, I dreamed of his phoenix eyes full of incomprehension and a trace of hatred, and I dreamed that he was still staring at her until she was beaten back to his original form by her and the Holy Spirit Emperor, and his gaze was never deflected for a moment.
She dreamed of all the things that had happened at that time, and there was not a single deviation from it.
It turned out that after so many years, she still remembered every question and every expression of Xie Yuci back then.
She dreamed that Xie Yuci asked her seriously word by word:
"- Taiyin Youying, I know that you care about the common people, but I said that I can do it in the past tens of thousands of years, and I will definitely try my best to suppress my body in the future, and I will not overturn the people. Will you believe me? β
She dreamed of the anger and pain in Xie Yuci's phoenix eyes that could not be concealed, and dreamed that he questioned her so angrily.
"βTaiyin Youying, you have told me that as long as I have never been evil, your blade will never be directed towards me. Even if the Holy Spirit Emperor has an order, you will not obey it.
Now it's only been more than 200 years, and the words are still in my ears, and I haven't forgotten a word, have you completely forgotten? β
She dreamed that he didn't even realize that he was weeping, but said to her in a staccato voice:
"Don't say that you will beat me back to my original form, Taiyin and Youying, even if you want to take my life, I will not spare you.
But you can't believe me! β
Zhuo Qingtan suddenly woke up from her dream, and her heart, which had been badly injured in Yanzhou Mansion before, seemed to be eager to try again, attacking her entire atrium heavily and fiercely.
She woke up for a long time, and her heart was beating like a drum.
Even if she was carefully suppressed, her breathing became unconsciously rapid.
- She couldn't forget the sad eyes of "Xie Yuci" in her dream, not for a moment.
Until Xie Yuci's voice completely woke her up from this abyss-like emotion.
She turned her head to meet his eyebrows, which looked impatient, but not resentful, and even a hint of concern.
Immediately, she smiled faintly at him and answered his question.
Xie Yuci frowned slightly.
"Since it is a dream, it is a false and false thing, what do you want it to do?"
Zhuo Qingtan smiled helplessly.
But everything in her dreams was not false, but something that had really happened.
And the injuries he suffered were real.
At this time, he thinks that he also remembers these painful past events, right?
It's just that he mistakenly thought that she hadn't recovered her memory, so he could face her so calmly.
And at this moment, Zhuo Qingtan actually felt a trace of it for a long time. An emotion called "fear".
It was an emotion she had never felt in two lifetimes.
Even when she was ordered to repair the cangxiong and was in danger, she never had the slightest fear.
But at this moment, when she faced Xie Yuci's phoenix eyes that had no grudges and only a warm feeling, she was infinitely frightened for no reason.
I don't know if she was reincarnated as a human being and was contaminated by mortal dust, seven emotions, six desires, six delusions and eight sufferings, which made her weak; Still affected by the afternoon drunkenness has not subsided.
She actually would. The heart is worried.
She...... I'm scared.
I'm afraid that one day Xie Yuci will know that she has memories of her past life from beginning to end during this time, and I'm even more afraid that after he knows everything, they will no longer be able to get along as quietly and peacefully as they do now.
She was even more afraid that Xie Yuci would be carried away by hatred, and forcibly take back the divine power that was sealed in the Hades Ditch Secret Realm and the Taixu Secret Realm, causing him to fall into a situation from which he could never recover.
In the face of her who has forgotten her past, Xie Yuci may still be able to temporarily let go of her hatred, be calm and self-controlled, and wait for her normally.
However, how could he remain calm in the face of her who remembered all the past and sealed him for more than 9,000 years?
He used to be a man who loved the mortal like that. Now because he has been imprisoned by the mortal world for nearly 10,000 years, he says that he hates the mortal world and hates mortals.
Zhuo Qingtan's heart twitched, what did she do to him?
Xie Yuci's voice suddenly broke her contemplation.
"What the hell is going on? What are you thinking? β
Zhuo Qingtan came back to her senses, and she slowly sat up.
A long hair of black hair that spread out was instantly covered on her back as she got up, and some of it hung down on her chest.
She was silent for a moment, then chuckled in a low voice, and then turned her head to look at Xie Yuci.
"Thank you, do you remember what I asked you on the island in the middle of the lake? Can you, will? β
Xie Yuci was slightly stunned. Of course, he never forget.
At that time, although she was half drunk and half awake, she looked at him very seriously and asked:
If I had been like this forever, I would never have been better...... Would you like to accompany me to find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers and no people, and live the rest of my life? β
He hesitated because of his confusion and shock, and did not answer in time.
As a result, it was only half a moment, and before he could answer, Zhuo Qingtan fell asleep completely drunk, and he didn't know what to do.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, she actually asked this question again.
Could it be that she is
Earnest?