Chapter 169: There is no fruit in the heart
Xie Yuci remembered the battle at Nantianmen back then, and Wan Qing desperately blocked the divine power of the Holy Spirit Emperor and the two saints of the Holy Emperor to block a blow for him.
If it hadn't been for Taiyin Youying to stop in time and use a divine power to save her life, why would she just be shattered? I'm afraid that her soul will be scattered on the spot is her end.
Xie Yuci turned his head to look at her, and slowed down his tone:
"Since you don't want to ask me what I think, what do you want to tell me?"
Wanqing looked at him with a solemn expression, and said, "Although Wanqing will not interfere with how the Lord thinks and decides.
But Wanqing wanted to ask solemnly again, Lord, have you really thought about it?
- Are you serious again, have you thought it through? ”
She wanted to ask: Did he really think about what the consequences of such a decision today might bring in the future?
He really thought clearly, if one day he really made a mistake again, how should he be calm and comfortable in the world?
He really thought clearly, if the Heavenly Realm intervened one day, and the Holy Spirit Emperor Sun Candle Illuminated to investigate the affairs of the two of them in the mortal world, how would he end?
He really thought clearly, if one day Zhuo Qingtan recovered all kinds of memories about his previous life, what kind of betrayal would he face again?
……
Once outside the Nine Heavens South Heavenly Gate, and once on the side of the Immortal Mountain Daiyu Deer Return!
In the past, when the safety of the Three Realms and the existence of Xie Yuci could no longer coexist, Taiyin Youying's choice would always be the Three Realms!
Twice!
Exactly twice!
Is he still unwilling to give up, or to turn back?
Isn't the past tens of thousands of years enough to prove that there is no possibility between the two of them?
Why did you hit the south wall twice, but you still wouldn't wake up? Haven't you had enough of the lessons of the past?
She admits that it is indeed good to go to the Holy Emperor.
She also admitted that the emperor is indeed a co-lord of heaven and earth who helps the common people, has compassion, and is pure and benevolent - and has repeatedly turned the tide in the danger of the common people.
However, it is precisely because of her thousands of goodness that she is even more destined to be a saint and a murderer between them, and the ravine is difficult to peace!
No matter how good it is to go to the Holy Emperor, it will never belong to him!
Xie Yuci did not waver when he heard this, and a trace of stubbornness and determination suddenly flashed in his eyes.
Then he said lightly: "Wanqing, whether you believe it or not, from the moment I took her hand in Nanshanwu, I had already thought about all the possible consequences in the future. ”
He smiled freely, and the uninhibited style of a teenager was in a class of its own.
"So, no matter what the end of the two of them is in the end, since I have chosen this path, I will bear all this. No matter the joys and sorrows of fate, I can stand it. ”
Wan Qing looked at him with a sad face and slowly shook her head.
"Lord, you are foolish! is to steal half a day of leisure in this life, you are lucky enough to stay with Zhuo Qingtan until you grow old and spend this life together, so what?
What happens after she dies in this life? Will she re-enter the Nine Shadows and be reincarnated, or will she be inspired by the Heavenly Realm to return to the Nine Heavens?
At that time, if she is recalled by the Nine Heavens and thinks of the past, how will she think of her mortal relationship with you in this life?
How would she feel about the fact that you spent her life with her when she had forgotten everything and didn't know about her past? ”
Xie Yuci's face turned slightly pale.
He looked at a weed that grew on the rocky cliffs, but still grew tenaciously, and was silent for a long time, and then said softly:
"Wanqing, you don't understand. She has long since become a deep-rooted 'unvained fruit' planted in my heart, and there is no cure except death.
Even if you can only steal the cause and effect of this life, no matter how sloppy the ending is...... I have no regrets and am willing. ”
Xie Yuci turned his head and suddenly smiled sadly.
"It's only to blame, when people are young and unruly, they really shouldn't meet people who are too shocking."
Wanqing was frightened by the desolation and helplessness in his eyes, and she suddenly wept silently.
Thinking back then, her master's fierce god power was boundless, and he could even fight fearlessly with the gods of the Nine Heavens, how reckless and uninhibited he was?
But in the end...... In the bottom of my heart, I gradually became humble because of love, and it was difficult to return to the past.
She turned her head away, and quickly raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, not wanting Xie Yuci to see her tears.
Wanqing calmed down for a moment, and suddenly said in a low voice:
"But Lord, if one day, Zhuo Qingtan dies in this life and returns to the throne for nine days, will she mistakenly think that you are staying with her in this life, taking advantage of her ignorance and deliberately humiliating her, the emperor of the Nine Heavens, to avenge the revenge of the divine bone seal more than 9,000 years ago? If so, she will kill you! ”
No god can endure such a great disgrace, right?
Xie Yuci smiled lightly, he looked at her gently, and said softly firmly: "She won't." ”
Wanqing frowned at him.
"Lord, will you still believe her?"
Do you believe that she will not be wronged by you or misunderstood by you?
Xie Yuci smiled freely, and he said lightly: "I don't believe in her, but in myself." ”
Wanqing looked at him in a daze, wondering what he meant.
However, Xie Yuci had already answered her doubts softly.
"I believe in myself, and in this life I will respect her, respect her, remember her, pity her, protect her, and love her
In this case, even if one day in the future, she remembers all the past and looks back at our feelings in this life, and she will definitely not misunderstand that what I said and did in this life was to humiliate the gods. ”
He chuckled with clear eyes.
"So, it's not that I believe in her, but I believe in myself."
believes in his own sincerity, which has been life and death several times, and is still willing to gamble for her.
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At the same time, the guest rooms of the Nanshan Wu Banshan Inn.
An Luofu first helped Zhuo Qingtan to the low couch by the window for the guests to rest, and then took off the big couch draped on her shoulders and hung it on the screen next to the bed.
He knew that unless Zhuo Qingtan was so sick that he couldn't get up, he would definitely not go to the bed to rest during the day. So he didn't persuade her to change into her bedclothes and go to bed.
He performed a little spell, moved the tea table in the room to the low couch by the window, and then held up a cup of tea on the tea table: "Senior sister, drink tea." ”
He scratched his head and explained with a smile: "This is what I asked the tea doctor in the inn to brew in advance, and then decree that it will not be cold, it is not brewed by Luofu, and the senior sister can drink it with confidence." ”
Ever since he was picked out by Xie Yuci about the rotten tea art, he has never made tea for Zhuo Qingtan to drink.
The tea provided to Zhuo Qingtan, if it was not brewed by Xie Yuci himself, it must have been brewed by the tea doctor of the inn.
Of course, he didn't give up, and he still practiced secretly behind his back.
He didn't believe it, could it be that the tea art would be more difficult than swordsmanship?
Wait until the day he finishes practicing, and it's not too late to serve his sister tea.
Zhuo Qingtan glanced at him amusedly, took the teacup he handed over, and took a sip.
There was silence in the room, save for the sound of the hot spring flowing in the courtyard.
Zhuo Qingtan suddenly asked lightly: "What?" Don't you have anything to ask me privately? ”
An Luofu shook his head: "No." ”
Zhuo Qingtan raised his head and looked at him quietly for a moment.
An Luofu stood beside Zhuo Qingtan and looked down at her with a gentle smile:
"Senior sister, you don't need to worry about my opinion. Because whatever you really decide, Senior Sister, Luofu will not object. ”