Chapter 029: Self-esteem

The drizzle was pouring and the ground was full of fragments of reflections.

"Gu Zeyu, do you feel better?" Chen Ye rushed over as soon as he got out of school, with a worried look on his face.

Gu Zeyu was a little surprised when he saw Chen Ye, he lowered his head, and his hands were unconsciously intertwined. He whispered, "Much better, thank you." ”

"Thanks to Zheng Jin, he carried you back, and we originally wanted to take you to the infirmary. But the teacher in the infirmary just happened to be on leave today, so he sent you to the hospital. ”

Gu Zeyu ...... Well, I'd like to say I'm sorry to you. Chen Ye paused, as if he had been brewing for a long time.

"I wasn't in a very good mood that day, and it embarrassed you a little." She didn't dare to look directly at Gu Zeyu, her eyelashes were lowered, and there was a little imperceptible tremor in her voice.

"Chen Ye, in fact, I was also at fault that day, I didn't take into account your feelings......" Gu Zeyu hurriedly replied when he heard this.

He struggled for a long time, but he still didn't ask the question that Zhou Luozhan told him.

He was afraid that the two of them would not even be able to be friends because of this, but he didn't know that Chen Ye also thought the same.

So, the two of them had their own hearts, and they coincidentally hid that emotion, and the source of the conflict was not mentioned.

In fact, four years ago, Gu Zeyu was a very confident and proud teenager.

But the world is unpredictable, and the upheaval of the family has made the teenager put away his edge, like a smooth balloon, and he is careful in everything he does, for fear that he will be punctured if he is not careful.

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"Are you not in a good head? How did you get on the test? Gu Zeyu, who had just entered the first year of junior high school, was holding a failing math paper in his hand, his eyes were red, and tears fell down in the midst of the abuse.

"I'm talking to you! What to cry about! The tone in front of him was extremely serious, and the man who was full of swear words was Gu Zeyu's father, Gu Li.

In recent years, Gu Li has become addicted to gambling at some point, and often loses a mess, drinking as soon as he loses money, and beating people when he gets drunk.

An Yue's hands and legs were bruised from time to time, and even the teenage Gu Zeyu was not spared.

The once gentle, kind father has now become a demon with teeth and claws, and a beautiful family is shattered in an instant and turned into nothingness.

An Yue couldn't bear it, so she filed for divorce with Gu Li to fight for custody of the child......

"Don't cry!" Gu Li's temper became more and more violent, and he raised his hand and slapped Gu Zeyu: "It's your mother who spoils you, and spends so much money every day to send you to learn music, it's a fart!" Can that be eaten as a meal? ”

"What do you eat when you get this in the exam? How did your mom teach you? If it weren't for you, Lao Tzu would have divorced your mother a long time ago, and if you dragged Lao Tzu back, you would be a complete waste......"

That day, An Yue was not at home, Gu Zeyu was like a small boat crumbling in a raging storm, swallowed up by the endless abyss all the time.

It was from then on that little Gu Zeyu's self-esteem was broken.

At a time when the child needed to build up his self-confidence and his father's love and companionship the most, he was subjected to endless abuse and humiliation.

The word "waste" took root in his heart, and it was difficult to let go.

Later, An Yue divorced Gu Li and obtained custody of the child. Although An Yue took good care of Gu Zeyu and gave Gu Zeyu infinite maternal love, something was missing after all.

Gu Zeyu became quiet in junior high school, he was careful in everything he did, and he did his best to do it well.