Ling Zhengfeng looked at Zhao Zhi intently, and said unhurriedly when he heard the words, "Then let's talk about it." ”

Zhao took two steps forward, lowered his head, and said softly, "What the master said is not wrong, the disciple is indeed unwilling. When he was in the Heavenly Mansion that day, the disciple looked at the colorful light displayed by the spirit test stone, and thought that it was really the blessing of heaven, so that the disciple could regain his life in a difficult situation, but when the disciple learned the indisputable fact that the five spirit bodies could not practice, he found that the five spirit bodies were useless bodies. Why? Why! Why can someone like Zhao Hulian practice but I can't! ”

Zhao Zhu's voice gradually became louder, and his head was raised: "My mother died early, and I was snubbed in Zhao's mansion before, not to mention my father, even the servants didn't look at me squarely, and I had to watch out for Han Yingying's open guns and arrows day and night, I was afraid for so many years, thinking that having a spiritual root was the day of the willows and flowers, and I didn't want God to play such a joke on me." I want to practice, I want to have the strength to protect myself, I want to compare Zhao Hulian to Zhao Hulian, I want my father to look at me once, at least not with disgust anymore. ”

The faster Zhao Zhu spoke, the louder his voice became, and even he didn't notice it, "I desperately want to practice, not to ascend to the heavens and become immortals, but to prove to those who despise me and bully me, I want them to know that I can not only be, but will be stronger than them in the future!" ”

After speaking, Zhao Zhu gasped, and the resentment that had been suppressed by him for a long time completely exploded at this moment, and his heart was unusually comfortable.

Ling Zhengfeng smiled, and smiled very happily, "Okay!" You can say that again! Those who cultivate the truth are afraid of the demons, but they don't know how they can go further if they don't face the demons in their hearts. If you can't face the darkest corners of your heart, you can blindly avoid how you can cross that layer of realm. I have seen that you are cautious in what you say and do these days, and your smile is welcoming, but the knot between your eyebrows has never opened, indicating that you have grievances in your heart and have been secretly depressed and unable to vent, and in the long run, it will become an obstacle to your path of cultivation. ”

Zhao Zhi slowly recovered from the excited state just now, he has always been a moody person in the past, since the last peak, in the past ten days, with the company of these senior brothers, he felt the warmth that he had never felt, and gradually unloaded his heart, and experienced the feeling he had never felt before. Now he also knows that the master deliberately did not let him go to Wendao Hall to continue his practice in order to untie the shackles and shadows in his heart, and his heart was extremely moved, this is the feeling of relying on, Zhao Zhi likes this feeling very much, and cherishes this hard-won warmth.

He solemnly saluted Ling Zhengfeng, "Thank you Master for your good intentions." Disciple... The disciple has nothing to repay, and he will do his best in the future, so as not to disappoint the master! ”

"Don't thank me, since you have entered my door, I have the responsibility to teach, and today should be the first lesson for you. You remember, if you don't have a perfect state of mind, you will end up cultivating in vain. From today onwards, you can continue to go to Wendaotang, and this time as a teacher is also on the peak, if there is anything you don't understand, you can just come and ask as a teacher. ”

Walking out of Master's house, most of the grievances accumulated over the years were vented, Zhao Zhu only felt relaxed, his pace was brisk, and the cold wind outside the house was not so cold on his body, because his heart was warm.

On the second day, Zhao erected an early morning, today is the day to go to Wendao Hall, he ate something at will and rushed to Tiandu Peak. I didn't go to the Dao Hall a few times, Han Cangbi didn't say anything, just glanced at him twice, but Zhao Hulian turned his head frequently, and looked at Zhao Zhu with malicious intent in his eyes, fierce and abnormal.

It seems that after the senior brother put pressure on him that time, he really took the grudge back on himself. However, Zhao Jian didn't care, the senior brother had already taught him a lesson last time, and he would grow wise after eating a trench, and he didn't dare to come to trouble him anymore. And now he is in a good mood and in a peaceful mood, and he is not willing to let him ruin this hard-won state of mind.

Today's class passed extremely quickly, mainly to talk about some tips for breaking through the acupoints, Zhao Zhi listened proudly, although he couldn't study, but listened more, it seemed to be one step closer to practice, even if he missed some courses, he didn't care, anyway, he could ask the senior brother when he went back.

Since the master allowed him to come to Wendao Hall again, Zhao Jian cherished the current time very much, and vaguely remembered that his father had also arranged for him to teach when he was a child, but he was too young at that time, and his mind was uncertain, and he sat in class for half a day, which was very tormenting, and Zhao Hulian was looking for his bad luck every now and then, and he was always blamed on himself by Han Yingying. When his father was angry, he didn't let Mr. teach Zhao Zhi anymore, and this reading business was wasted.

Later, at the dinner table, his father studied Zhao Hulian's homework, and Zhao Hulian answered fluently, and glanced at himself arrogantly. Father also praised him a few words rarely, Zhao Zhu was very envious, from that time, he changed his temperament, and he no longer resisted and got bored of reading, but he was embarrassed to beg his father to find him a gentleman, so he could only secretly take some books from his father's study to study by himself.

He read it very seriously, read it one by one, read more and more, read more and more, read more and more, immersed in it and couldn't extricate himself, so after a few years, his father's collection of books was read by him. Thinking about it, his father should also know that he was secretly reading books, but he never broke it, and never asked him about his talents, but every time Zhao Hulian was stumped by his father's questions at the dinner table, Zhao Zhu could always give an appropriate answer in his heart.

But at that time, he didn't learn for his father's few praises, but because he really liked it, and the more he learned, the more he understood, and the sense of accomplishment grew day by day, which made him happy. Now Zhao Zhu's calm temperament is also thanks to his patience and hard work.

On the way back, Zhao Zhu had already begun to imagine what Han Cangbi would teach tomorrow, when he would talk about the cultivation methods related to Nianhai Lingjue, he didn't pay attention to a few people behind him, until he was close to the wooden bridge, Zhao Zhu found that there were more footsteps behind him that would not be there on weekdays, he didn't have to look back to know that it must be Zhao Hulian and a few of his brothers who followed him all the way, Zhao Zhu didn't want to make trouble, so he quickened his pace and rushed forward, and after walking a few steps, he saw a person in front of him walking out of the bamboo forest next to him and blocking the middle of the road, Looking closely, Zhao Zhu's heart is not good, it is Qin You.

I saw Qin You standing there calmly, there was still a sneering smile on the corner of his mouth, Zhao Zhi wanted to retreat, but the people behind him had already followed, there were wolves in front and tigers in the back, he had to grit his teeth and said, "Senior Brother Qin, I am still in a hurry to go back and ask Senior Brother about some of the problems I encountered in today's learning, this is also my habit, if I go back late, Senior Brother is afraid that he will come out to look for me in a hurry, and I also ask Senior Brother Qin to let me go." ”