"After doing this, Master just said to me indifferently, 'I see that you hate this person quite a lot, then this person will be left to you,' and after he finished speaking, he went out and continued to hunt the remaining remnants of the Shadow Sect. I didn't like to hurt people, although I had a weapon in my hand, I couldn't do it for a long time, but the Wang Immortal seemed to know that there was no escape today, and he scolded a few words loudly, and then looked at me with pity. ”

"I wanted to ask him where my mother was, but he seemed to know what I was going to ask, and said to me with a wicked smile: 'You will never see your mother again in your life, she was actually killed by me a long time ago, do you really think that I will spare her life?' It's funny that she kept kowtowing to me before she died, but unfortunately my tongue was cut out by me, and I couldn't hear what she was saying..."

He looked at me and laughed wildly, I couldn't hear him anymore and didn't want to hear what he said, I just felt that his mouth was so annoying to open and close, and his voice was particularly noisy and harsh, so I walked forward with the dagger, pinpointed the position of his throat, and slowly stabbed the dagger into it.

Zhao Zhu didn't want so many years to pass, the senior brother actually remembered the details of these scenes clearly, he understood that these things had become the lingering nightmare of the senior brother, and his heart ached.

"I watched his face go from vicious to hideous, and his mouth kept bleeding, and I felt very happy, and finally I watched him die with his mouth wide open, but I didn't regret it until he died, why did I let him die so happily, and I should also let him taste the ten thousand painful ways he said, but he died like this, just in the blink of an eye."

Zhao Zhu couldn't bear Senior Brother to continue to recall, and begged: "Senior Brother, don't say it, please don't say it..."

Lin Xiansheng seemed to be pulled back to reality by Zhao Jian's words, he wiped the tears from his cheeks, "Later, the master came back and saw that I had killed Wang Xianren, so he asked me if I would like to worship him as a teacher and continue to practice, I had the will to die at that time, and all the amiable people in the world have left me, so what is my practice for, I have no one worth protecting, and I have no meaning to live." ”

"I didn't promise Master, but I didn't refuse, and Master didn't urge me to answer, but took me out of the house, I haven't seen the sun for a long time, although it is dazzling, but it is very warm and comfortable, and then I remembered to ask Master, but I saw other children, Master shook his head and said to me, except for me, he did not find anyone of the same age as me, maybe he has been transferred."

"I still have some worries about the other children in my heart, thinking that this may also be sent out to complete the mission so they are not in the camp, so I begged the master to wait a few more days to see if anyone comes back, and the master agreed. In those two days, I buried all the corpses in the camp, and I really didn't see those children, so I was a little relieved, but when I thought that those children might be Wang Xianren one by one when they grew up, I didn't know whether to be happy or worried. ”

"On the last night, Master asked me again if I would like to practice with him, and he said that he was the peak master of the Imperial Immortal Sect, but he could protect me thoroughly, I only remember that I told Master at the time, I was standing alone in the world, and I no longer had the slightest nostalgia for this world, no matter the immortal law or magic skills, they were all things that ruined people's lives, and I didn't want to practice anymore."

Zhao Zhu thought to himself, Senior Brother experienced so much suffering when he was young, he naturally hated all those who used magic to bring disaster to the world, and in his eyes, magic may be the root of all misery.

"When Master heard me say this, he scolded me, and I can't remember many words clearly, but there are a few sentences that I remember very clearly, Master asked me, Heavenly Dao can be affectionate. I have been instilled with the concept of the ruthlessness of the Heavenly Dao since I was a child, and naturally I replied that the Heavenly Dao is ruthless and regards all things as dogs. Master asked me again that the Tao is sentient, and I said at that time that the Fa is a dead thing, and naturally it is ruthless. ”

Zhao Zhu was puzzled: "What is Master asking for these?" ”

Lin Xiansheng sighed, "I didn't understand it very well at the time, and then the master asked again, is that person affectionate?" I replied that the seven emotions and six desires all come from the heart, and people are sentient. Hearing my answer, Master said, since people are affectionate and the Tao is ruthless, and the Tao is a dead thing derived from the Tao, then the sinner is ruthless, is it affectionate or ruthless? ”

Zhao Zhu was a little confused, "Master, what do you want to say about going around and around?" ”

Lin Xiansheng said: "I was also confused by the master, I didn't understand what he meant, the master told me, 'You think that the Tao is a scourge that takes people's lives, because you only see the people of the Demon Sect use it to harm the world, you see the terrible side of the Tao, but there are two sides to everything, and now I use the Tao to save you is the good side, since the Tao is a dead thing, then whose hands are used is the key to good and evil. ”

Zhao Zhu nodded in agreement and said, "Master's words are good. ”

"Yes, the master said, 'I came here after tracking down an opponent, but I didn't expect to be able to see a pure-minded person in the devil's cave, which is really rare, so I moved the idea of accepting disciples, if you don't want to enter my door, I don't force it, but there are not a few people in this world who have suffered like you, I have saved you today, who can save them tomorrow?' I'm planning and looking for some like-minded people to solve thousands of sufferings in the world, would you like to help me? ’”

"When I heard Master say this, my heart was moved, because I couldn't bear to see someone going through the same suffering as me, but they were as powerless as I was at that time. I want to use my limited power to protect everyone I can. On that day, I made an oath in front of Master that I would follow Master to eliminate the suffering of the world, eliminate the calamity of the Demon Sect, and protect the people around me. But now it seems that I really didn't do the same..."

Zhao Zhu said eagerly: "Senior brother, it is not easy for you to have this ambition, and I think you have done a good job!" ”

Lin Xiansheng shook his head and said: "I hide in the peak of the mountain all day long, and I have never entered the WTO again, how to talk about eliminating suffering and eliminating disasters, you have been in the peak for a short time, but in just one year, you have repeatedly fallen into danger, when can I protect you, and now you insist on practicing the Dao, but I can only watch you get into danger, I am really the most useless and incompetent person in this world..."

Zhao Zhi said in a loud voice: "No, it's not like this!" Senior brother, haven't you noticed that our senior brothers on the peak respect you and love you from the bottom of their hearts, just because you take meticulous care and have a character like an ice gully jade pot, you didn't take half a step back when the danger came, and you didn't say a word for the senior brothers after coming out, can't you see it, senior brother? I begged Master to teach me how to practice, just so that one day I can become a person like Senior Brother! ”