Chapter 293: Erasure
As a doctor by profession, Yono clearly doesn't believe in ghosts.
But after staying in the hospital for a long time, it is inevitable to hear relevant remarks, especially in places like morgues.
Do ghosts really exist?
Yono never believed it, but the answer Xu Shen gave him in front of him made him a little shocked and confused.
Normally, paranoia is not about repeatedly seeing things that don't exist around you and constructing them imaginarily.
What's more, Xu Shen is constantly taking medicine to heal.
Those things that disappear around Xu Shen will also gradually disappear in Xu Shen's imaginary stories, such as dying or leaving.
If Xu Shen was imprisoned somewhere, such as at home at the beginning, then he would have imagined and looped what he had seen before, but Xu Shen had already escaped from that harsh environment.
Yono stared at Xu Shen's expression and said, "Are you sure you can see Maeve at any time?" Including you now? ”
Xu Shen looked around the ward, and was about to shake his head, when suddenly his expression changed slightly, I don't know whether he was happy or surprised, and his eyes fell on Yono's back.
There was a figure interspersed in the walls.
Maeve.
In an instant, Xu Shen felt as if he was looking at Maeve.
That feeling of electric shock made Xu Shen's hairs tighten.
Soon, his body reacted subconsciously and responded, calmly looking away.
"Here I go again."
Maeve grinned as she pierced through Yono's body and circled around the bed, still dressed in the same dress, light and beautiful, like a fluttering butterfly.
"Is this bad old man annoying?"
Maeve leaned in front of Xu Shen and whispered softly, and the faint fragrance wafted into Xu Shen's nose.
Xu Shen's heart was shaking.
Here's the reality?
So why Maeve?
Could it be that she's really a ghost?!
But in reality...... Where are the ghosts?
Sure enough, it's all a fantasy.
But...... Yono's words, and everything around him, are so true.
Xu Shen's eyes were dull and he fell into confusion.
Seeing that Xu Shen didn't give an answer for a long time, Yono shook his head and didn't continue to ask, worried that Xu Shen would be irritated.
He had just regained consciousness today, and he didn't dare to cause too deep stimulation to Xu Shen, after all, the effect of the drug was limited.
"You can rest first." Yono said, and then turned to leave.
The door of the ward was closed, and Xu Shen heard the footsteps of Yono and his mother walking away, and he could hear his mother asking about his condition with concern, and the voices of the two gradually blurred away.
"They're gone."
Maeve looked outside and said with a smile.
Xu Shen didn't speak, sitting on the bed blankly, but he was very conflicted in his heart.
The warmth and tranquility that Maeve accompanied by her was mixed with a hint of fear at this moment.
The beautiful and ethereal girl in front of her, is it actually a ghost?
What kind of world is the reality of your life?
"Are you scared?"
Maeve seemed to sense Xu Shen's mood, her eyes were slightly condensed, and she immediately lowered her head slightly sideways, approaching Xu Shen, and in an instant, Xu Shen seemed to smell the faint body fragrance emanating from the other party's body.
What made Xu Shen's pupils gradually dilate was that Maeve gently held his palm.
Silky soft to the touch, soft and boneless, with a warm body temperature.
Xu Shen was stunned.
"Now, you can't pretend you can't see me...... " Maeve smiled softly, but her eyes were deep and tender.
Xu Shen's body became stiff, but soon it gradually eased down, like a breath that had been suppressed for a long time, slowly released.
He leaned quietly on the hospital bed, gradually recovering his dull eyes, moving his eyes little by little, staring at the beautiful girl beside him.
He looked at it so carefully, so seriously.
This time, he didn't dodge anything, just stared earnestly with all his heart.
Maeve also stared back, but there was tenderness between her eyebrows.
"Need I introduce myself?"
Maeve whispered, "My name is Maeve, you have to remember." ”
I'll never forget...... Xu Shen replied silently in his heart, and said softly: "My name is Xu Shen." ”
"I know your name......" Maeve snickered like a child, tiptoed, and sat on the hospital bed, Xu Shen also hurriedly moved to the other side, giving up more space for her.
The infusion tube on his arm was pulled and torn to the wound, and Xu Shen bared his teeth slightly.
Maeve smiled and said, "Are you still afraid of this pain?" ”
Xu Shen couldn't help laughing: "I'm not afraid." ”
Maeve's eyes rolled and looked at Xu Shen with interest: "Then are you afraid of me?" ”
The smile on Xu Shen's face became even bigger, "Don't be afraid." ”
When Maeve heard Xu Shen's words, it seemed that she expected it, but there was still a strange light flashing in her eyes, as if she was excited and moved, and she said softly: "You are the only one here who can see me." ”
Xu Shen said softly: "Are you the ghost they said?" ”
Maeve didn't answer, but asked rhetorically, "What do you think?" ”
"I guess so." Xu Shen thought of the scene where she had just penetrated Yono's body.
"Aren't you scared, then?" Maeve asked.
Xu Shen smiled: "You have been with me for so long, even if you are a ghost, you are a good ghost." ”
Maeve was slightly stunned, and couldn't help but cover her mouth and laugh, as if she had heard something extremely interesting, and laughed wildly, and it took a while to calm down, and she said with a smile: "The ghosts are still good and bad." ”
As she spoke, her eyes seemed to become faintly enchanted.
The gaze was very familiar, like a prey staring at the delicious plate in front of him.
But Xu Shen was not afraid this time, just smiled quietly: "Maybe not, but I can define it." ”
Maeve laughed, "If I ate you, would you still think I'd be good?" ”
Xu pondered for a moment, and then nodded lightly: "At least you accompanied me." ”
When Maeve heard this, the smile on her face narrowed slightly, and she stared at Xu Shen deeply, with a little melancholy and embarrassment, and said, "What a lonely answer this is......"
She was silent for a long time, then raised her head and smiled at Xu Shen: "I won't eat you, because ...... You've at least been with me. ”
The two looked at each other, then smiled at each other.
Two lonely souls, one man and one ghost, keep each other company.
Time passed quietly in the ward.
The sun goes down and night falls.
The doctor on duty came in to make rounds, and Xu Shen saw that the doctor's face was the middle-aged man he had seen downstairs in Yono's private clinic.
His expression was indifferent, and he didn't think about whether it was a fantasy or a reality.
When the doctor on duty came, Maeve's figure disappeared and became illusory, standing by the window, waiting for the doctor to leave, Maeve appeared again, chatting with Xu Shen.
The window opened slightly and a crack let in, and the cool breeze from outside blew in, blowing the curtains up.
The night is as cool as water.
The lights in the ward were turned off early, and only the bright moonlight shone in, and you could see the bright stars outside.
Xu Shen gave half of his hospital bed to Maeve, and the two leaned on the bed and chatted.
Maeve told Xu Shen interesting stories about the other wards.
It was the first time that Xu Shen chatted with Maeve so truly and happily, and he could only pretend to turn a blind eye after seeing each other countless times, but now he could communicate to his heart's content.
The moon rises and the stars set, and the morning sun changes.
Time passes day by day.
In the blink of an eye, it has been almost a month since Xu Shen came to the ward.
Yono will come to the ward every day to fill in the things in Xu Shen's story through reality, so that Xu Shen can understand that everything is a reference to reality.
Including everyone he knew.
Su Shuang is a patient in Xiao Zhao's clinic, and she also has paranoia, but her symptoms are much milder than Xu Shen's, and Xu Shen accidentally glimpsed that she was violated by other doctors.
The queen ant is a patient in room 1 of Xiao Zhao's clinic, the most seriously ill, much more serious than Xu Shen, with strong schizophrenia.
Maeve whispered on the side that she saw the queen split into a triple personality, talking to herself and talking to each other.
The people of the Black Light Sect are a children's hospital next door to Xiao Zhao's clinic, and the people in it are all minors.
In other words, the four bishops of the Black Light Sect in Xu Shen's eyes are actually not very old children.
And Xu Shen is the king of children!
Such an explanation made Xu Shen cry and laugh, and he was speechless.
The sun was shining through the window.
The cool breeze caressed it, and it was extremely comfortable.
Xu Shen lay quietly in the hospital bed, with Maeve by his side, such a peaceful and comfortable day made him reluctant to investigate whether what Yono said was true or false.
Maybe it's good to spend the rest of your life like this.
"Do you really plan to stay here forever?"
Night.
The two of them were talking happily, Maeve suddenly stopped smiling and said seriously to Xu Shen.
Xu Shen was slightly stunned.
He smiled and said, "What's wrong, this is the reality, I won't think about those stories anymore, so that my symptoms can be reduced, I can be discharged from the hospital early, and I will accompany you to see more things." ”
Maeve stared at Xu Shen: "Do you really think so?" ”
Xu Shen looked at her eyes, the distance was so close that he could even see the starlight-like lines in the other party's pupils.
Xu Shen's smile gradually fell silent.
The room was quiet and silent.
Long.
Xu Shen sighed lightly, with a little reluctance and sadness in his eyes, and reached out to stroke Maeve's hair: "If I leave, I will never be able to talk to you like this again." ”
"It's okay......"
Maeve smiled and said softly, "There will be a chance, I believe you will come to my side one day." ”
"Do you trust me that much?" Xu Shen laughed.
Maeve nodded vigorously, "I'm sure you can do it." ”
Xu Shen stared at her for a moment and nodded: "As you wish." ”
Maeve smiled, the figure stood up, retreated to the end of the ward, and then waved lightly to Xu Shen: "I'll wait for you......"
After speaking, the figure gradually disappeared and faded away.
Xu Shen took a deep breath slightly.
He slowly sat up from his hospital bed.
Then, he ripped off the infusion tube in his hand and lifted off the quilt.
The siren on the nearby instrument sounds.
There was a sudden sound of footsteps running outside the ward.
Soon, the door to the ward was brushed open.
Yono and the other doctors watched in horror as the tube was removed from the hospital bed, covered in blood: "You, what are you doing?" ”
Xu Shen looked at Yono, laughed, and said, "Thank you for telling me the story." ”
With that, he got up from his hospital bed.
Yono hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Don't get out of bed, your body won't be able to support ......"
Before he finished speaking, he came to an abrupt end.
Yono clutched his neck in disbelief, and an infusion needle pierced his neck, and he looked at Xu Shen in horror as he went crazy in front of him, and staggered back.
Xu Shen's smile became more and more intense.
"Even if this were the reality, I would ...... it Destroy them all! ”
"Crazy, he's crazy!"
The other doctors screamed in anger.
"He's completely insane!!"
"Isn't he about to recover from this month's treatment?"
"He, he's in disguise, damn it, he shouldn't have untied his shackles!"
Xu Shen laughed.
Then he stabbed another infusion needle into his throat.
The only way to destroy reality is to destroy yourself.
As long as you die, everything in reality will disappear.
The whole world will be gone.
Although this disappearance is for themselves.
But it's enough.
The blood, flowing down the palm of his hand, penetrated down, and the sticky and warm feeling made Xu Shen smile more heartily.
"Stop, stop him!"
Yono covered his neck and said hurriedly.
When the other doctors heard this, they were about to step forward, but Xu Shen threw up the infusion bottle next to him and smashed it in front of everyone's feet.
While everyone stopped, Xu Shen grabbed a piece of glass and picked it up again and slashed it at his throat.
The speed of just one needle is too slow, and it is difficult to commit suicide.
"Quick!"
Yono roared.
Xu Shen slashed his throat.
The blood was rushing wildly, and he saw the people in front of him rushing towards him, frantically swinging his fists and smashing them, gradually, perhaps because of the excessive blood loss, the ceiling in front of him was shaking, and the doctor in front of him also turned into multiple figures.
"Rescue him!"
"Hurry!!"
Before his consciousness dimmed, Xu Shen's ears heard Yono's angry scream.
The cry was so loud, yet so slow, it was like pressing 0.5x to play, and every word became sluggish.
Finally faded away...... Disappear.
Boundless darkness enveloped.
Xu Shen felt as if his body was constantly falling, falling into an invisible abyss.
Until in the depths of darkness, he saw a faint light.
There...... Seems to be a room?
At the door of the room, Xu Shen saw many heads poking out, including his mother, Liu Ju, and Mu Wang......
Xu Shen quickly approached the hut.
When he thought that his body was about to hit the ground, his feet were about to stand up, but he suddenly found that there was still an endless abyss under his feet, and he stepped on the air.
……
……
Call!
Xu Shen suddenly opened his eyes.
He sat up from his recliner like a spirit.
In front of him is Yono's third-floor treatment room.
But at the moment, the treatment room was a bit of a mess, and the walls were full of plough grooves.
The tables and chairs around were overturned, as if they had experienced a fierce battle.
The fine porcelain used for the decoration was also destroyed.
Xu Shen turned his eyes and saw that three meters away from him, there was a teenager looking at him with a frightened face.
On the boy's ankle, there were chains wrapped around him, making it impossible for him to leave.
The world changes in front of Xu Shen's eyes, and it seems to be back to the scene in the ward, where the chains are like the infusion tubes that have been knocked over on the ground...
Damn it!
Xu Shen covered his head and bared his teeth slightly.
(End of chapter)