Volume 1 Alone in the Demon Capital Chapter 36 Where is the Road?
Tang Muye didn't expect that he would have a new relationship so soon, and he found that starting a new relationship was indeed the best medicine to treat his wounds.
Although it sounds a little ruthless, when he heard Jiang Xiaoya say that it was uncomfortable to think of his ex-husband being with someone else every night, he actually felt some empathy, because he sometimes thought crankily, thinking that Qin Ruoling had already thrown himself into the arms of his first boyfriend, and his heart was not good.
It's just that Jiang Xiaoya's hesitant attitude made him feel a faint sense of loss, there are too many uncertainties in such feelings, and no one knows which direction it will develop tomorrow.
According to Jiang Xiaoya's requirements, as long as there are outsiders, both of them must behave like familiar strangers, just two shared house guests.
As time passed, life seemed to go on a different track.
The two send the children together every day, go to work together, pick up the children home together after work, eat, sometimes watch TV, and after coaxing the children to sleep, he quietly goes to the master bedroom to visit Jiang Xiaoya, and sometimes after watching TV together, he randomly walks to one of the bedrooms.
On weekends, we take the kids out to play, sometimes to the park, sometimes to the lake, sometimes to the supermarket, and sometimes just walk around the neighborhood.
When the weather is bad, they simply stay at home, and both of them try to keep their distance in front of their children, although they occasionally make a little move, but they don't blatantly make love in front of their children.
Working as a temporary worker in a food factory, although the two of them sit together every day, they do not explicitly tell others that they are a couple, and they keep a certain distance in public.
In terms of income, after a week, Tang Muye almost stabilized at 1671 days, and sometimes it could reach 189, but it did not reach 200 yuan a day.
And Jiang Xiaoya became proficient later, and her income was higher than Tang Muye's, almost every day she could reach about two hundred, and sometimes it could reach two hundred and one two.
At dinner that day, Jiang Xiaoya said to Tang Muye on this issue: "I don't think your movements are slow, it is said that you can do as much as me, but you are too serious in your work, why are you so good?" As long as it can pass the inspection and can be handed over, it doesn't need to be so standardized and beautiful. ”
Tang Muye smiled lightly: "I'm still used to wrapping it well, and it's comfortable to look at." ”
Jiang Xiaoya shook her head and said, "I found that you just have a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, and you don't feel comfortable looking at it if you don't do it properly?" You see those who earn more than 200 a day, none of them are good-looking, anyway, after warehousing, people have to pack again, who cares if it looks good or not! ”
Tang Muye nodded slightly and said: "I also feel a little obsessive-compulsive, anyway, the bag is not beautiful and awkward, it is better to look good, and I feel comfortable." ”
Jiang Xiaoya continued to persuade: "You calculate, if you can earn 20 more a day, you can earn more than 400 more in a month, and 5,000 more a year, then you can buy a lot of things, why bother with this!" ”
Tang Muye scratched his head and said, "I think what you said is very reasonable, then I'll try to do as much as I can!" ”
Jiang Xiaoya felt that Tang Muye was too stubborn at this time, working to make money, the more the better, and it was a little unreasonable that he would give up his actual interests in order to look better.
Tang Muye didn't want to argue more on this issue, and he didn't think about doing this job for a long time, but there was no better choice at the moment, so he did it for the time being, and he didn't care too much about earning more and earning less.
After coaxing the child to sleep, the two of them sat on the sofa and watched TV together, Jiang Xiaoya snuggled in Tang Muye's arms, watching the documentary channel.
After saving for a while, Jiang Xiaoya said with some gasp: "Be honest, let's talk for a while." ”
Tang Muye smiled lightly: "Okay, what does the little junior sister want to say?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya thought for a moment before he said leisurely: "I think you live a little detached from reality, watching this documentary channel, watching science and education channels all day long, reading novels, listening to songs, playing chess or something, why don't you go and look at those things in business?" ”
Tang Muye whispered: "Then why don't we watch the economic channel?" There are a lot of entrepreneurial stories in it, and we also learn to learn, so let's start a business together in the future, okay? ”
Jiang Xiaoya said angrily: "I'm talking to you seriously, and you should be serious." ”
Tang Muye replied with a serious expression: "I'm also serious, I'm not joking with you." ”
Jiang Xiaoya shook her head and said, "What's the use of just watching TV?" If you want to learn, you have to go out for a walk, look at the surrounding environment, see what other people are doing business, see if there are any suitable opportunities for entrepreneurship, and then find a way to invest, so that you can really make money, otherwise you can't do anything with such an income of one or two hundred yuan a day, pay the rent, and start your life. ”
Tang Muye asked cautiously, "Is your ex-husband's family in business?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya nodded and said: "Yes, their family is in business, his parents opened a breakfast shop, after he graduated from college, the breakfast shop continued to open, and then opened a small supermarket, in addition to various expenses every month, the net income is 108,000 when it is more, and 350,000 when it is less, anyway, there is no need to worry about family expenses." ”
Tang Muye thought for a while and said, "You said we can do this too, open a small supermarket, or open a small restaurant or something." ”
Jiang Xiaoya shook her head and said: "Here, don't even think about it, everything is expensive, you can't afford to rent a storefront, even if you rent it, you can't stick to it without business, make food, one to see the location, and the other to look at the taste, otherwise there will be no repeat customers, and it will be difficult to do business for a long time." ”
Tang Muye frowned and said, "Then it is still very difficult for us to start from scratch!" ”
Jiang Xiaoya also replied with a sad face: "Yes, I used to look at their business, I still didn't look down on it, I felt that it was too small, and I didn't make a lot of money after hard work, but now that I came out to earn money by myself, I found that it was very good to be able to do that level, and it was all accumulated by his parents bit by bit." ”
Tang Muye agreed: "Yes, if we can save a little family business, his parents are already very good, or we can start by setting up a stall." ”
Jiang Xiaoya was silent for a long time, and then said leisurely: "Senior brother, I said don't be angry, I don't think you are the material for business at all, with your habit of difficult to open a golden mouth, there won't be much business in setting up a stall." ”
Tang Muye said with a lost tone: "Do you regret being with me a little?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya shook her head and said: "I don't regret being with you, I am very happy during this time, if you are a person with a little family background, how good it is, you don't need any rich second generation, as long as you have a little family business to live by, otherwise, we really have a feeling of no hope together." ”
When Tang Muye heard this, his heart couldn't help but become cold again, and he asked a little sadly, "Are you going to leave?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya felt his loss, so she sat on his lap, put her arms around his neck and said, "No, no, I am reluctant to leave you?" I just felt it. ”
Tang Muye also said softly: "Actually, I myself also want to achieve something, but I don't know what to do, I can't think of what to do, so I can only live the life in front of me first, and then I can think about other things if I survive, I can probably understand your feelings." ”
Jiang Xiaoya was curious: "Oh? Tell me how I feel! ”
Tang Muye organized the language for a while, and then said slowly: "You divorced your ex-husband, naturally you want to find someone better than him, if you find someone who is not as good as him, you will feel faceless when you say it, maybe your family will not agree, and I am okay in other aspects, but I have no house, no car, no deposit, as you said, except for children, there is nothing, so you hesitate, and you are a little disappointed that iron is not steel, right?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya was silent for a long time before she replied with a soft sigh: "I know that you are actually very smart, but your mind is not on business, and you don't know and learn more." If you want to talk about face, I don't particularly care, but life is very realistic, the child is growing up day by day, we are together is equivalent to having two sons, at least two houses, and we have to worry about their marriage, if we don't have a house ourselves, what can we do to buy a house for our son and let the child get married? ”
Saying that, Jiang Xiaoya hugged Tang Muye's head and said: "You must also feel that I am becoming more and more attached to you now, and I really don't want to leave you for a moment, if we don't have to worry about the economy, poor couples mourn everything, every day when I think of no money, I am very insecure and confused about the future." ”
Tang Muye usually doesn't want to think about it, because he is afraid that he will worry when he thinks about it, but now that Jiang Xiaoya has said it, he has to think about this problem seriously.
How do you plan for the future?
After being silent for a long time, Tang Muye said softly: "I've been trying to live!" ”
Jiang Xiaoya sighed: "The saddest thing is this, you have done your best, but you can only live like this, how can you let us see hope?" ”
Tang Muye said in a painful tone: "Xiaoya, I think we should break up, so that you can't see hope so much, it's better to break up, you can see if you can find someone with better conditions while you are young." ”
Jiang Xiaoya immediately bent down and kissed Tang Muye, and only separated after a long time, and then said sadly: "What about breaking up, we are just talking about the future, it is precisely because of the idea of being with you for a long time that we will talk about this topic, how can we talk about breaking up?" ”
Tang Muye held Jiang Xiaoya in his arms like this, but his heart suddenly became a little empty, and he lost interest in watching TV, but had an extremely dazed mood, as if he had lost the direction of his life all of a sudden, and he didn't know where his path was.
Feeling Tang Muye's emotions, Jiang Xiaoya lay in his arms and whispered, "I kind of regret talking to you about this topic, it's too heavy." ”
Tang Muye said indifferently: "If you have something to say, you should say it, what is there to regret, the responsibility is there, not to mention that it also exists, blindly avoiding it will not solve the problem, since I want to marry you, then you are my responsibility, in fact, I should think more about it, not wait for you to say." ”
Jiang Xiaoya suddenly said coquettishly: "Senior brother, you can carry me to bed, I don't want to talk to you about this topic." ”
Tang Muye said strangely: "It's all said to this extent, are you still interested now?" ”
Jiang Xiaoya buried her head in his neck and said, "I don't care, I just want you to bring up my interest, aren't you very sultry?" ”
Tang Muye had no choice but to pick up the remote control, turn off the TV, and then pick up Jiang Xiaoya, and let Jiang Xiaoya turn off the lights before entering the house.