NO.78: Wake up, wake up
"Hei Qian? Are you okay? ”
"Shut up......"
"Sure enough, let's tidy up that pile of things, it looks quite dangerous."
"Shut up ......"
"And then I'm going to get something to eat? Let's go back to the azalea terrace in this room, and when you're in a bad mood, you should have some dessert. ”
"That's right, Hei Qian, Xiao Qian is right, you need to pull yourself back together."
"Shut up, Keliff!"
"Hmm......"
It was still the small room where the doors and windows were closed, and even the curtains were drawn.
It's still the computer that collapsed into a mess, and even the sparks that popped up from time to time on the bare wiring line seemed to have become a small room with a security hazard.
But it was also the garbage bags that were originally crowded on the ground that were cleaned up by Shinjo Akane, and the clean small room that was swept and mopped by the way.
It's clean enough for Black Akane to fall on it regardless of it.
It was clean enough for Akane to find a blanket to cover her with, and she didn't drag her to the bedroom next door.
Of course, with the other party's current state, pulling and dragging will worsen the situation.
Akane Shinjo is familiar with her state.
Although at the beginning, he still looked fine, and he could even tell himself about the past.
It is said that after saying goodbye to the trio of the Gullitt League, she lived a normal life in that world, until time fell back into a loop, until the world began to fall into chaos, until crazy people and monsters frequented, and finally, the world began to fall apart, and she was almost cornered, but she encountered the past of God.
And that God told her the truth.
Tell her that all of this universe has been swallowed up by Gurlit, and that he is trying to find a way to snatch his power in order to fight Gurlittle.
He also told her that all this chaos was caused by the indiscriminate creation of monsters.
The essence of that phenomenon is also the nature of the monster, that is, the chaos brought about by extreme freedom, the increase caused by chaos.
And, the madness of the vicious circle.
There is no doubt that Akane Shinjo is to blame for such a disaster.
And in such a catastrophe.
Black Akane, who has been infected with the madness brought by the increase in moisture, and the essence of its monster is also about to move, but at the same time she has the unwillingness and hatred that arises from the death and madness of her relatives and friends.
She decided to help the god, against Gurlit, and even more so against the people who had fought alongside Gurlit.
From her point of view, it could even be a world-saver — though she didn't care.
Everything is a roundabout.
In the past, she could encourage Rokka to remember to say goodbye to Shinjo Akane with a smile, but now when she thinks of the destruction of that world and the death of those people, she can't wait for Shinjo Akane to experience this feeling again.
Of course she hates.
The madness brought by the increase grew in her, and she hated why Akane Shinjo could be saved, and she hated why she felt that leaving was tantamount to atonement for the past.
The mess she left behind is still worn, isn't it?
And that Gurlit!
What is the so-called righteous Gullit, what is he doing?!
What was He and His Beam of Repair doing when the world was destroyed? What are they doing with Liuhua and the Inland Sea?!
"They're also trapped in this never-ending cycle of the school year." Akane Shinjo replied to her explicitly, but it was obviously not enough to calm a person who was already resident with the crazy buff.
"As for the phenomenon of monster breeding, it does have something to do with me, so I have to maintain atonement, but there is one thing you have actually been deceived very thoroughly~"
What?
Scammed?
What is she talking about?
Hei Qian didn't speak.
She didn't want to talk to Akane Shinjo except about the past, because the other party made her feel disgusting like that, and if it weren't for the gamble, if it weren't for the special monster model that the other party was holding, she would love to start lifting the utility knife right now.
So she wrote the question on her face, so that Shinjo Akane immediately spoke without selling it:
"Actually, it's not like you've been deceived, after all, you can actually detect it yourself, or maybe you've already noticed it, right?"
"Isn't your so-called God, the power He gives you, giving you free control over the chaos of this world?"
"Why? He gave you the power to control this chaos? ”
"Why? And what else can He add to those two special kinds of monsters that you can't create? It's clearly the product of the Gurlitt monster, isn't it? ”
"That frantic posture should also match the appearance of the monsters in the world that you remember, right?"
This is what Akane Shinjo guessed.
Hei Qian did not elaborate on the image of the monster that wreaked havoc in her own world, and that memory was probably quite painful for her, so much so that during the narration, her brow twitched from time to time, as if she had uncovered the scar herself.
But that doesn't mean that Akane Shinjo really has the Eight Cents of Omer's True Story, and can deduce so much information from the minutiae.
She simply knows the answer and then works backwards from the answer.
【Root of Madness】
The original intention of making the little snake act is precisely to have the ability to affect all monsters, even the electronic information entered by the three-dimensional monster cannot be spared.
Although the honor of being called 'fat legs' by Bizzer made it seem a little funny, when Hei Qian recounted her past and mentioned the phenomenon of creating monsters, she suddenly understood why the guy was the way he looked.
Isn't that the original Godzilla holster from the Showa Monster series?
Akane Shinjo, who is obsessed with monsters, even remembers the funny photo of the original leather suit actor Haruo Nakajima wearing the holster of Godzilla's lower body.
Thinking of Godzilla's name as the king of monsters, and in connection with the so-called 'phenomenon of monster promiscuity', Akane Shinjo almost immediately came to a simple and crude conclusion that only belonged to the monster chef.
- Isn't the embodiment of the real monster phenomenon the guy with the silhouette of the king of monsters!?
"He's the real culprit, the guy who keeps catalyzing the increase, destroying the world under the guise of Goullit, and at the same time deceiving you!"
"How ......"
"How can't it be, Hei Qian~"
Even Keliff found an opportunity to make amends.
"Don't forget that your current ability enhancement is better than that of Xiao Qian at the beginning, and it is also because of Him, why do you think He can give you monster-related powers? In this world, aren't monsters themselves synonymous with chaos? ”
“……”
Silence, this mending knife made Hei Qian completely silent, and for a whole hour, she sat in that chair staring at the broken computer.
It's like it's in a daze, and it's like it's dead.
Akane Shinjo and Alexis. Keliffe was unanimous in his silence.
In order not to let her pick up the madness after her heart dies.
The two watched as the girl finally got up from the chair, and instead of choosing the battlefield to get up again, she slipped her foot without taking a few steps, and performed a flat fall that made the two of them laugh.
"Pain......" she whispered, but said nothing more.
Didn't get up either.
It vividly expresses what it means to 'lie down where you fall'.
It is not difficult to see that this time it was a complete blow to the heart.
Long before, Hei Qian's mind had been traumatized.
Throwing oneself into the roots of madness does not mean that the wounds of the soul are healed, but rather that it is moving in the direction of squeezing vitality.
And the previous failure to return again and again was constantly wearing down Hei Qian's patience.
Shinjo's actions and words from time to time also interfered like a slow simmer, so that she never had a chance to 'take a deep breath to adjust her state'.
The next person to hit her mental state to the killing line was Nigikaris, who was fighting with Aumer and Abon.
Compared to the dream world she created with her own hands but did not fight according to her own arrangement, the dragon of punishment who wantonly destroyed the stage she built completely destroyed her self-confidence.
After all, it was the stage she had built.
She knew very well that Omer. Linton didn't usurp control of her dream world at all, and it was impossible for the other party to dig out something that didn't exist in reality on the territory she had built.
In other words.
It's a real monster.
Heavenly Judgment. Nijkaris, even if he didn't usurp control of the dream, was still able to control the heavens and the earth, and even if the monster was often described as godlike, that monster was different.
He was truly like a god, easily destroying all enemies, along with the stage.
As soon as she thought of this, she had to face a question that followed closely:
If He had appeared in reality later, would he have been able to create a monster that could defeat it......?
She didn't know.
As she leaned back in her chair and looked at the computer and desk that had been smashed by the end of the other party's nails, she thought a lot, but she didn't know what she was thinking.
She thought about how to deal with it, thinking about waiting for God to come, thinking that she just needed to lie quietly and wait for the other party's victory......
But she couldn't deny it.
I can't deny that I had doubts, that I doubted that 'God' would win, that I doubted that I would lose.
She even thought about what would happen to her self, who was no longer useful, even if God won.
She was thinking a lot, almost cradling, and the only thing she knew for sure was that she couldn't do anything more.
The thought of this made her feel a boundless exhaustion and emptiness.
Giving up school, giving up normal life, and devoting himself to the construction and control of the stage, in the end, is to give up even the stage.
So what else can you do?
It was in that emptiness that she gave Akane Shinjo a chance to show her sincerity.
She recounted her past.
And Akane Shinjo also points out the details that she has been trying to ignore with her paranoia.
Wrath?
Not even the strength to be angry is gone.
I can't do it if I want to joke, I just feel numb.
I was deceived, I was deceived into giving up everything, I was deceived into helping and abusing, wasting time in the same scenery all day long, and I couldn't even remember the vows I made that day.
What was said in the classroom?
What was agreed there?
What are you hating now?
She was already hard to tell.
tips: In the last few sentences of this chapter, the lyrics of TVOP "UNION" are used:
Same scenery に today が流れてく / Under the same scenery, time is slowly passing
あの日の誓いってなんだっけ/What is the oath of that day
Classroomで何を語ってたっけ/What was said in the classroom
このままじゃ/gradually
約束まで消えてしまう/Even the convention also disappears
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However, it is worth mentioning that the lyrics at the beginning of this song: In this seemingly set day, our distress signal is speeding up - which is also in line with the plot of the theatrical version.