NO.88: Open Heart

Neither torture nor interrogation ended in the end.

Although some people can push forward the progress of some aspects a lot after they have sobered up and have a simple intelligence sharing (pointing out that the other party missed the torture session last night or something), in terms of actual gains, it is really fruitless.

Hibiki Yuta is not a person who can set the time to confess after being squeezed.

And Omer. Linton is not one to be forced into making any promises by the gossip motley army.

It's just that these words can still bring some touch to the heart more or less, which is like subconsciously avoiding the possible Omer in the speculation of people's hearts, and now they really have to face the possible facts.

He is not inferior, but he subconsciously rejects the fact that there may be an extra person around him, his private space is violated, and all kinds of considerations about life have to increase the feelings of members.

Therefore, when he is always speculating on the minds of others, he subconsciously abandons the branch of thinking in the style of 'Puxin Man' and does not consider such possibilities.

Admittedly, he actually had a fear of that kind of life.

Fear of 'whether you can do a good job' in your current state.

Because he is an efficient person, if you break up at the end of your relationship, you will feel that you are wasting a lot of time.

But according to the statistics of some do-gooders in the Holy Tyra Federation, the proportion of first loves that end in a hitch is almost seventy percent.

This is still based on the premise that there are many technical solutions for reference.

Yes, technical solutions in the true sense of the word.

For example, ghost counseling, such as AI love simulation created in the form of galgame, which sounds very unreliable, but is actually effective, is still the majority of people who fall out of their first love.

So much so that most people admit the fact that first love is just 'brushing up on proficiency' after all.

Yes, it's a fact.

Whether they admit it or not, it seems that this is exactly what it turned out to be.

Only after experiencing the first love, will you know how to get along with another person comfortably and intimately, and will not be so cramped and nervous in various situations, full of mistakes and omissions, so that the other party is dissatisfied and does not know it.

First love will always be you/may be her worst relationship experience, but also your most memorable experience, and in the end, your separation from her is also difficult to get rid of the jerky relationship in this relationship.

And the conclusion drawn from this fact is naturally contrary to his character.

It will also make him himself resistant to the process of falling in love.

In this sense, Omer's efficiencyism is at the same time perfectionism, but also a kind of greedy desire.

In vain to reach an ideal relationship for the first time, and after realizing that reality probably does not allow it, he directly chooses to avoid it.

But it was only a few days ago (personal somatosensory).

He returned to his office with a bunch of members of the Monster Eugenics Mind, and when he explained to Apong about his cohabitation with Akane Shinjo, he realized that -

- These people from other worlds, including locals, think that only intercourse can be taken for granted: being violated by the other party's freedom and privacy.

In other words:

He's already in that state.

Even taking a step back and expanding on the details he really resisted: that the relationship itself would bring, that all kinds of considerations about life would have to add one or more members or something—that kind of thing he didn't think he could do.

Ordinary people can take care of it, and they will be extremely attentive, only for themselves, and then for their parents.

Just as for a long time in his life, only his adoptive father needed to make him pay more attention.

But the result ......

This is clearly the daily life he has been experiencing since he became a trainer in his summer vacation life!

I often shush the cold and ask for warmth, even three meals a day have to consider the tastes and nutrition of those girls, and when you go out, you have to think about those foals, along with a certain fat human roommate, whether to go out and run by the way.

It's just a few years older, and he has just lived as an elder.

That life lasted for two months, and he just took care of his roommates as a trainer, and it didn't matter.

Looking back now, it doesn't seem right everywhere.

Should I ask for a salary increase? That's not the trainer's domain at all, is it? - When he realized this, he hadn't forgotten the real point:

Not to mention love, simply get along with the opposite sex, and think more about other people in everything, it turns out... It seems like... Probably...... It's not worth the fear......

When he didn't realize it, he had already done this kind of thing better than many people who had observed it, and Omer felt that this was an experience that could be applied without a doubt.

Enlightened.

That's a good word to describe his current state.

The subconscious feeling that the problem that he had been in awe of was suddenly solved will naturally be much clearer, but this does not mean that he will stop defending alone.

After all, the practical problems he had mentioned with the two Ma Zhongpeng and Nan Mengya still haven't been solved.

He's still such a busy guy.

It's hard to have time to cultivate relationships, and it's hard to have the confidence to commit to the weight of someone else's life.

Maybe after a while, after the work environment and rhythm have changed, he will have time to prepare, and he will have the confidence to change his current attitude.

But what will people and things be like then?

He pushed open the paper door and looked at the already rising summer day.

The cycle probably continued, but this time it didn't 'accelerate', and the celestial body still carried the natural heat of this climate, as if it was going to scorch everyone on this earth.

"Don't you think it's a waste of time?"

Suddenly, his light screen lit up, revealing a helmet-like head that also didn't need to sleep.

"After tossing all night, that kid still doesn't have the courage to confess."

To this, Omer just sighed: "What bad news, for Hibiki Yuta. ”

"yes."

"I mean, even you know he likes Rokuka, and that's bad news for him." Omer, who realized that the other party had misunderstood, sighed again and explained.

"Oh, this is the direction I didn't expect, is there such a side to the boy chosen by Gurlit?"

"Didn't you enjoy the voyeurism last night? What should I do for the invasion of privacy, this minister? ”

"You can't say that, otherwise wouldn't a righteous hero like Gurlitt also have to be judged?"

"I've been trying to stop you! Alexis. Keliff! ”

Gullit's voice burst into the screen from one side, and when they met, it was a punch in the face, but this time, Alexis swung a counter-punch from under his cloak.

"Isn't that listening, too! I still hear you sigh! ”

"Shut up! Demons! ”

"Gee, Linton, you don't think this guy is going to be angry—gooh."

As soon as the words fell, he was punched out of the embarrassing voice of the fish ninja, and Alexis, who had been tied up for many days, was so regrettable that it may confirm that this world does still operate according to the rules of idealism.

It's like Gurlit's angry blow hit a critical hit effect or something, it's very idealistic.

"Stop early in the morning, you need to conserve energy lest other otherworldly monsters appear later, Gurlit."

“… Indeed it is. ”

"Yes, yes, in the last days of your life, glow more~!"

"But it's a good thing if you can shut up Alexis, it's definitely a move that will make everyone's lives better, and it doesn't matter if you waste some energy."

"Oh Doo! This is a personal grudge, are you also angry? Angry at me for wasting time? Don't be like that, I didn't mention anything about Akane,"

"Unfortunately, I'm not angry because time is not wasted."

Turning his head to look at Hota Rokuka, who had yawned from the other side of the corridor, and Hibiki Yuta, who had greeted him as he ran out of his side, and at the same time quickly stepped forward to greet him, Omer turned to look at Shinjo Akane who was sneaky on the other side, tiptoeing around his back.

Looking at each other, the latter stood up straight again, revealing a weak smile: "Morning, morning, little snake." ”

"Good morning, Akane, how is your health? Do you feel dizzy? ”

He had a smile on his face, which was as calm as ever, but it made Akane feel a subtle difference.

It's like a little bit of staring, and it's not so gloomy anymore.

"Do you remember last night?"

"Yesterday, last night, what happened?" Remembering the fact that she drank too much last night, Akane became even more empty-hearted.

However, the other party just said:

"A good thing to be happy about."

"And there's no denying that I'm happy."

(End of chapter)