Xue Ruan slept in the hospital that night.

Lu Qiyan also stayed with her in the hospital for one night.

Early the next morning, Lu Qiyan was worried that she would not feel well in the hospital, so she took her back to Lu's house.

Yesterday, Lu Qiyan said in the corridor outside the operating room that he would send Chen Yanwan to a nursing home on the outskirts of Beijing.

Xue Ruan didn't expect him to be so efficient.

When she returned to the Lu family today, there was no Chen Yanwan at home, and even the servants who had been obedient to Chen Yanwan were gone.

Only the old housekeeper who had been in the Lu family for many years was left, and the nanny who was later found by Lu Qiyan to take care of Xue Ruan was at home.

Lu Qiyan carried Xue Ruan upstairs and carefully placed her on the wide and soft bed in the master bedroom, as if she were some kind of fragile and fragile treasure.

Shen Ye came back with Lu Qiyan, and when he saw such a scene, he silently retreated from the room.

Only Lu Qiyan and Xue Ruan were left in the huge room.

Just one night later, a lot of stubble appeared on Lu Qiyan's chin, and now there was a dark blue that had not slept all night, and his eyes were full of red bloodshots.

But his embarrassment at the moment is not because of staying up late, but because of pain and sadness.

Xue Ruan knew that Lu Qiyan was really looking forward to the arrival of the child in her belly, and she was really sad because the child was gone.

But even if he was sad, he only kept his sadness in his heart. When he hugged her, he was not only apologizing, but also comforting.

"I'm sorry baby...... We'll have kids too. ”

Lu Qiyan's voice was hoarse, "We will still have children." ”

These words seemed to be comforting Xue Ruan, and it seemed to be comforting himself.

"Hmmm......"

Xue Ruan's face was somewhat weak and pale, and his lips were still bloodless, so he answered softly.

In Lu Qiyan's opinion, the little woman in her arms looks so thin and fragile. He is the only one in her world, and he is the only one she can rely on.

But he still couldn't protect her.

Xue Ruan could feel that when Lu Qiyan hugged her tightly, his tall body couldn't help but tremble.

She didn't know if he was afraid, afraid that one day she would leave him like this child.

To be honest, Lu Qiyan's painful and forbearant appearance made even 9122 a little unbearable.

After all, it is very clear that from this pregnancy to the miscarriage, every detail from beginning to end was designed by Xue Ruan.

But the male protagonist Lu Qiyan gave his true feelings from beginning to end.

Even its system is sometimes moved by the gentle infatuation of the male owner.,Its host has never been shaken by the task because the male owner loves her deeply now.。

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Lu Qiyan checked a lot of information, and the more he checked, the more frightened he became.

It turns out that abortion hurts a woman so much, even if it is the most careful conditioning and maintenance, even for several months, there is no guarantee that the body can return to its previous state.

Because of this sudden change, Lu Qiyan and Xue Ruan's wedding that was about to be held had to be postponed.

Lu Qiyan rarely goes to the company these days, and spends most of his time at home with Xue Ruan.

He asked people to make all kinds of supplements for Xue Ruan, making every meal delicious and beautiful in a different way, and even tried to cook it himself because Xue Ruan had no appetite.

A wealthy young master who has lived for more than 20 years and has never entered the kitchen, now wears a silly apron for the woman he loves.

While looking for recipes on your mobile phone, you learn to cook according to the gourd drawings. Even if his hands were burned, he didn't care at all.

He only hoped that his beloved woman could eat two more bites, and he longed to feed her every bite of food with his own hands.

But Lu Qiyan still found that his ethereal became more and more silent since he lost the child in his belly.

I don't like to talk, and I don't like to laugh anymore.

There is almost no trace of the lively and naughty shadow of the past.

Even though he tried to get her to eat more every day, she was still getting thinner and thinner.

Even sometimes, when Lu Qiyan hugged the person in his arms tighter at night, he would feel a little embarrassed.

Lu Qiyan sometimes remembers the scene when he and Xue Ruan first met.

He remembered that Xue Ruan directly hit him with a nosebleed as soon as he woke up, and remembered that she actually called Shen Ye her husband in front of him.

He thought that his little woman was really full of vitality at that time, and her eyes were shining with a bright and agile light, like a deer that had strayed into an ethereal forest.

is so bold, likes to be coquettish and can act, and eats him to death.

Can ...... now

One night, Lu Qiyan had just fallen asleep with Xue Ruan in his arms, and was suddenly awakened by the tremor of the person in his arms.

He hurriedly turned on the bedside lamp, and when he looked down, the little woman in his arms was trembling and bursting into tears, and big tears were falling.

"What's wrong baby? Got a nightmare, didn't you? ”

Lu Qiyan was frightened, hugged Xue Ruan tightly and patted her on the back, kissing her hair while comforting, "Don't be afraid, my husband is here, my husband is holding you, and the baby is not afraid." ”

Xue Ruan raised his head and looked at Lu Qiyan, his voice trembling slightly.

"I had a nightmare...... I dreamed that you knew in the dream that I was pregnant with your child and forced me to get rid of it. ”

"You said that I was just a plaything you raised, and I was not qualified to keep your seed at all."

"I said I could leave, and I would never bother you again, let alone exchange children for anything."

"But you won't let me go, you force me to go and abort the child."

"If I don't agree, you just let your subordinates knock me out and take me to the hospital."

"When I woke up, my lower body hurt as if it had been hollowed out, and my baby was gone......"

“…… Say no more, don't say it. ”

Xue Ruan said softly with tears streaming down his face, and Lu Qiyan listened, his heart was like being grabbed by an invisible hand, and the pain made him breathless.

He breathed heavily, his chest heaving violently.

Why... Why is this obviously a faint dream, but he sounds so picturesque.

As if he had really done such a thing to her.

But how is it possible, how is this possible.

“…… It's just a dream," Lu Qiyan hugged Xue Ruan tightly, "I love your baby, you know how much I love you." ”

"You know how much I love our children, how could I possibly do such a thing to you to children."

"Dreams are all reversed, you just haven't come out of the shadow of losing your child."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of the baby, I will never let you be hurt in any way in the future."

9122 said that Lu Qiyan's sadistic value reached 80 at this moment.

In the dim light, Lu Qiyan kissed Xue Ruan's lips urgently.

Since Xue Ruan announced her pregnancy and had a miscarriage for so many days, Lu Qiyan has not touched Xue Ruan once.

Whenever he had an impulse, he went to the bathroom alone to solve it.

However, at this moment, he felt pain and confusion both physically and mentally.

He needs to be closer to the person he loves in order to confirm the reality of the other person's existence and get some sense of security.

Bordering on madness.

At the moment of climbing to the top, Xue Ruan raised her head, and tears slipped down the corners of her eyes.

She felt that Lu Qiyan was also crying.

He was buried in her neck, and a wave of wetness spread. The man who has always been strong has an unprecedented vulnerability, and his voice whispered in her ear over and over again: "I'm sorry baby... I love you. ”

Xue Ruan closed her eyes and thought, she didn't waver, she was really hard-hearted.