Phew~ Serialized for so long, it's finally time to say goodbye to everyone again.

The period from the end of the last book to the opening of this book should be the darkest period of my life in the first 20 years......

Bad things happen one after another, and when you are most unlucky, you can even get hit by a car inexplicably when you ride out of the house.

The first thought I had when I opened my eyes every day was, "Why haven't I died?"

I even wanted to give up on writing.

But when you really let yourself think about it at all, a strong desire to express yourself suddenly emerges in your heart.

Because I was unwilling, I still gritted my teeth and picked up the writing again, not asking for any feedback it could bring me, but just wanting to express some of my views on the world in the current state through the stories I wrote.

Because everyone's experience is different, some people may agree with these views, and some people may not.

When I first saw some negative remarks, I would explain them one by one.

Because it's really strange that people have 99 good reviews in front of them, they can still be hit by only 1 bad review, self-doubt, self-loathing, and even serious enough to affect the state of writing for a whole day.

But explaining and explaining, I suddenly got tired because there was a steady stream of new readers, and I could never explain it.

In order not to be affected by negative emotions, I began to force myself not to read the comment section again until the end, and only relied on my own ideas, my own preferences, and seriously completed the story I wanted to tell.

If you like this story, it means that you are people of the same frequency as me, and we have similar aesthetics, similar preferences, or similar experiences.

And people who don't like this story are not my audience themselves, there is no need to force yourself to read it, and there is no need to scold too ugly in the comment area, you just have the right to think that I am crazy, talking nonsense throughout, and just go to the book city to find a book that meets your taste.

The long series took too long, which was a test of my energy and physical strength, during which I broke down countless times, went crazy countless times, got sick countless times, and updated intermittently, not very stable (just like my mental state), but thankfully, I managed to persevere.

Although the answer sheet was not necessarily perfect, I still did my best to complete the story.

As for whether the story is good or bad, it's up to you to judge.

In the following days, I will go out for a walk, adjust my physical and mental state, and since I have survived the most difficult times and have not died, then try to make my life better.

The writing will go on forever.

It may not be very prolific, but I won't give up easily.

If you like my style and want to continue chasing new books, you can pay attention to my writer's homepage, or scarf [Gou Ning Gou Ning is blooming], and there will be a notification when you open a new book.

Or if you think of a writer named Gou Ning one day, you can also search for it.

Anyway, thank you for being with us all the way, and we'll see you in the next book!

I am Gou Ning, an intermittent emo, a writer who works hard continuously, wants to be rotten every day, and has always been unwilling in my heart.

ps: I wasn't like this a few years ago.,Don't ask.,Ask is that the adult world is really bitter.,I feel like I've turned on hell mode since I graduated.

In my current state of mind, the next book is likely to be a crazy article.

In addition, I pushed the old books, "E-sports God Brings Home" and "E-sports God Fell Off the Horse Again", you can feel my positivity (bushi) back then

Looking forward to reuniting with your old friends in a new story, Jiumi!

——2023、9、9

Gou Ning

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