Section 37 Dihua refuses
To be or not to be, that's a question.
Play dumb or continue, that's the question.
Rejection or response, that's the question.
These three problems, when mixed together, are the same problem.
It feels good in the hand.
Jiang Yu really had no way to have such a big conscience and said that he didn't like it. And his five knuckles did not stiffen at this moment, but instinctively closed a little under the effect of the nerve reflex.
Instinct โ he knew he could restrain it.
Zhao Yingkong's hand speed is not fast, he wants to run in time, and even if he doesn't run, he can make his palm become liquid and flowing, so that he will not be placed in this specific area at the moment.
But he didn'tโhe could clearly sense the turmoil in his heart, the hormones in his brain, the dopamine, and the neurohormones that drive his mind โ he knew he had the ability to correct them. But at the moment, he was also in no mood to schedule them to any degree.
He was just thinking-
- Ah...... I finally understood why red wine should be served in a goblet.
Jiang Yu didn't like any alcohol before, but now he feels that it's okay to taste red wine once in a while. Jiang Yu used to think that the gestures of those well-dressed guys in the movie holding goblets were very awkward, but now he finally understands that there is a certain truth in the fact that a custom can be passed down to this day.
He felt a little thirsty, and if he had changed the occasion and the time, he might still be able to sip the wine in his glass.
But now......
- No, no.
Jiang Yu's heart quickly and quickly calmed down. He was sure that the girl in front of him did have a crush on him, and that he did have a certain affection for her, and that he was more than willing to deepen this affection until another more intimate and fervent relationship was reached. However, there is one thing that must be resolved, there is a premise, and it must be dealt with.
It's not Zhao Fukong...... Not to mention that the Zhongzhou team was destined to be hostile to him, and the veterans were also completely unfamiliar with Zhao Yingkong's master. Even if these two preconditions are completely subverted, it is not a parameter to be considered. What Jiang Yu attaches importance to and needs to deal with is another key thing.
That's the premise, the premise of the Assassin Girl's affection.
He took a soft breath and pulled his reluctant hand from the girl's fingers, slowly but firmly. When he acted like this, he clearly felt the temperature of the girl's fingertips dropping, and the blood on her face fading rapidly.
But she still looked at him, her head tilted, her eyes wide open, waiting for an outcome that would not be enough to die without coming out of his mouth.
"There's one thing I have to tell you." Jiang Yu tried to organize the language: "That is, I don't understand you as much as you expected and thought, and I am familiar with you. โ
The assassin girl's eyes widened slightly.
"I don't know what you thought or thought before tonight. But I have to tell you. Until now, I didn't have a real affection for you in my heart. I see you as a potential newcomer, a reliable teammate, and an important companion. I've researched the exchange route and arranged the duties for you, but I haven't thought much about it other than that. โ
"So...... You don't like it? The girl's tone was cold and stiff. It's me who did it...... Like you only? โ
"Not really." Jiang Yu shook his head. "You're beautiful, you're in great shape and you have a great personality. If I say that I have no lust for you, and I don't have the idea of super-friendship, it is naturally self-deception...... I've thought about going with the flow, but I don't want you to regret or even suffer in the future because of your choice tonight. โ
"You don't know me, just as I don't really know you...... You want to follow your dreams, and that's right. But I see urgency in your actions...... You almost can't wait to prove your independence, you want to prove that you are not the same as the other you you say you are. You made a decision because of this...... At least partly because of this, the decision was made. And this is really a bit too hasty. โ
He looked at the girl in front of him earnestly, his eyes more focused than ever.
"Don't make decisions that will affect your life, your mind is valuable, and your body is valuable. Whether or not I am a qualified trustee needs to be carefully considered and weighed - leave behind your sensory filter for me, and don't take the little help I offer you too seriously. Then, you'll be able to get that result that you won't regret. โ
That's it.
The assassin girl's mouth opened slightly, and between her thin lips, there was a faint flow of breath.
"So......" The stiffness in her voice faded away. You don't think you've helped me as much as I thought. Although you have a liking for me, this emotion has not changed into admiration until tonight? โ
"That's right." Jiang Yu nodded. And don't hesitate.
"And now?" And the girl was still looking at him.
"There are some." Jiang Yu, admitted. And not hidden.
"That's good." The Assassin Maiden nodded slightly, and she stepped back, taking a step back. And the next moment, her body dissipated into nothingness, melting into the shadows.
She's gone.
Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and sighed silently. He must admit that at this moment, he actually wanted to give himself a slap in the face.
- I don't eat the meat that I put in my mouth, and it makes sense to pretend to be high! Okay now, the harem is gone!
He thought, but his heart was more relaxed.
Because he doesn't like it.
It's not that he doesn't like to open a harem - he thinks about it very much, he doesn't want it, it's such a frivolous result.
Dihua.
He remembers the concept of a futuristic network in which one side would actively supplement the other's motivation for acting because of the disparity in power and status between the two sides, and deduce a false truth that shocked him. In the end, the brain supplement moved himself, took the initiative to cater to the brain supplement, and firmly believed that every move of the brain supplement had deep meaning. has become a loyal follower of the brain supplement, even if the brain has never cared about this person in the slightest.
Nothing was done, or almost nothing was done. Sit back and enjoy it. This is the benefit that can be obtained by Dihua. If it's in the story, that's certainly good. But if you put it emotionally...... Well, maybe it's not going to work.
- I didn't pursue Zhao Yingkong, even though I did have an interest in her.
- She understood me to be one-sided, she just saw the side she wanted to see, and then acted hastily.
Feelings may be impulsive, but relationships shouldn't be in the wrong perception of each other from the start. She didn't think about pursuing her, and the self she knew was completely different from her real self. Such a union, then, is destined to create only regret and pain. And although Jiang Yu is ready to be a scumbag, he feels that he doesn't need to degenerate to the extent that he doesn't recognize people when he lifts his pants.
All in all, it's still a moral cleanliness fetish. It's a pity, but at least it's a lot easier for him.
However, although it is relaxed, there will always be regrets.
- Why is Kasumi still there in a daze?
He had to let his mind drift and think about something else. The night that followed was long, but it wasn't the right place to fight some special battles. But at the very least, he felt that he could find someone to talk about the slight accumulation of depression and frustration in his heart.
That's exactly what he thought โ he didn't think enough about it.
When he is frustrated and distracted, his mind is inattentive. The shadows around his side suddenly squirmed!
Is it an attack!?
Orโ
The familiar perception came into mind, and before the vigilance was raised, it was put down againโthe assassin girl who had gone and returned suddenly appeared, and the next moment she threw herself into Jiang Yu's arms lightly!
- Should I be stabbed!?
Jiang Yu's mind only had time to flash this one thought. And the next moment, he saw the girl's delicate face and eyes full of determination!
Above his lips, there was a cold touch. Then, turn into warmth.
"You have a point, so, I've thought about it."
The feeling of warmth quickly disappeared, and the girl who went and returned was far away again.
"I may not have understood the real you. But just now you must be the real you. โ
"So...... I'm not going to give up. "Her departure is accompanied by a shadow of disintegration." And, in the future, call me Sakura directly. โ
She's really gone.
Jiang Yu looked in the direction she was going, touched her lips, and blinked her eyes.
This is...... What the heck?
"If you want to get away with it, Ayu, you have a beautiful hand." Kasumi's voice came from behind, and only then did she appear in the hall of the church.
Jiang Yu glanced at her, annoyed, but more embarrassed - like being caught raped in bed.
"I'm not ......"
"Yes or no, it's not just about the motivation, it's about the result." Kasumi looks no different from usual. She walked briskly and came to Jiang Yu's side. "I want to ...... Ayu, you're not going to waste the rest of your time explaining the ins and outs of this incident to me, are you? โ
She's right.
She listened almost to the whole process, where do you need to listen to the explanation again!
And he knew that there was no need for him to ask what Kasumi thought about this matter.
Because he already knewโthe moment Kasumi appeared in front of him, everything was revealed.
And Kasumi also brought another piece of information.
"Miss Zhan Lan wants to see you, Ayu." Kasumi said that the matter could have been easily conveyed directly through the psychic network.
"Now." She broke her sentence behind a momentary pause.
(End of chapter)