Chapter 12 Uncle and Lori

When Nan Jia knew that her parents were sacrificing for the sake of human civilization and scientific research, Nan Jia began to think deeply of the distant place for human beings. After that first crisis that the Explorer faced, Nanjia decided, decided to sacrifice herself, just like her parents, for science, for truth, for the far reaches of humanity.

After that emergency meeting, Nanjia immediately found Qi Yin, "Knock knock." She knocked on the door of Qi Yin's cabin.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw Qi Yin looking up at the words on the bedside and the painting below, the beginning of all this, and it was also the driving force that guided him and his partner Ruogu, Chunxi.

"Teacher, I have decided, I want to sacrifice myself to help other more useful people to complete the task."

"What!" Qi Yin's heart is contradictory, he can't stand the long dark night outside this ship, the long night and every time he wakes up from hibernation, it gives him a heavy psychological blow, there are only those two people who can understand him in this world, and those two don't know where, and the psychological blows again and again make Qi Yin have the idea of ending himself. But he didn't do it because of Nanjia, and he was reluctant to Nanjia.

"What's wrong with you? How can you think that, your parents know, me, the entire person on the Explorer who completed the mission, how is it okay? ”

"I think my parents should understand me, I'm just like them, I can sacrifice for the sake of ideals!"

"No, I strongly disagree, and neither will the entire spaceship! It's not something you can decide as a little kid, and you can't, no one can do this kind of thing since ancient times! ”

"Then why? I am also a part of the Explorer, I should also contribute, I am not like you are all the elite in society, nor am I the irreplaceable one in scientific research, I also want to contribute, for everyone. I don't want to be just a kid without any responsibility! ”

"Don't talk about that, you don't have to talk about it even if you go to the captain!"

"You know, I want to hear you tell the story of your hometown, I want to appreciate the beautiful autumn of the Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum again, the place where my parents met, why don't you agree? You can choose to leave, so why can't I? You're so selfish, you're gone, what should I do? Don't think I don't know, you told the captain a long time ago that you want to choose to leave. ”

"I.... I just want to leave hope to you, you are my hope, and it is also the hope of your parents on Earth, how can I bear it. But I have a complicated heart, I don't know what to do, this ship is your home, and the crew who put on the fleet is your relatives. ”。

"You're so selfish, since you want to live an ordinary life, then why are you on board? Then why did you tell me in your fake tone that it was okay to die at night? Don't you like to go to the distant land? If you've decided to die generously, why can't I? I can't???? ”

The sound of the quarrel resounded throughout the residential area, and Qi Yin didn't know what the reason was, maybe the dream of long-term hibernation made him have the idea of retreating, but he saw his former self from her figure, and also saw Wakaya and Chunxi. He wanted to leave, but he couldn't bear it, he blamed the dark desert around the fleet, this desert with no end in sight, this desperate desert.