Chapter 157: Ups and Downs
While Han Jing was not paying attention, Zhang Yichi finished sending the email, and Han Jing had already preliminarily written his wish list.
After writing, Han Jing sat there motionless. His brain is still in a state of confusion, and he doesn't have much time, and it must take a while to digest it.
Zhang Yichi took the list and looked at it, there were more than a dozen wishes listed on it, but most of them were crossed out, and only four remained: "Why do you want to cross out those?" ”
"I thought about it, those are all things that I want to do at the right time, and if they are all piled together like rushing to a task, it will be meaningless to depart from the original intention." Han Jing spoke, looking like he had matured a lot, "There is some truth in what you said, don't you have more than twenty days to live?" Actually, if I could do everything I wanted...... That...... There should be no regrets. ”
Zhang Yichi went to see the only four wishes left on the list.
Be a singer.
2. Confess to the girl you like.
3. Leave school officially in a windy way.
4. Get back together with your uncle's family and no longer have any grudges.
These four wishes, except for the first one, which Han Jing has always dreamed of, the others seem to be his final goodbye to this world.
The yearning of a boy at this age is also a little rustic.
"Is that all?" Zhang Yichi was still a little surprised, he didn't feel that these were tricky wishes, if he was willing to do it, he should be able to do it.
"I don't really want to live a magnificent life that much." Han Jing laughed miserably, "I'm just an ordinary person, I only have the wishes of ordinary people, and this is what I want to do." ”
“…… Okay, I'll do that for you. Zhang Yichi said solemnly.
Han Jing looked up at Zhang Yichi, and after a few seconds he stood up: "Didn't you say that the frequency of my problems will get higher and higher?" While you can still move, let's get these things done. ”
"What do you want to be the first to do?"
"I don't know, it's up to you to arrange it......"
"Do you have a girl you like?"
"Hmm." Han Jing nodded slightly, "I haven't told you before, so I don't think there's anything to say." You can't tell you everything, no one will do that. ”
Zhang Yichi expressed his understanding: "Normally, it is impossible for anyone to tell others everything about themselves, not to mention that we have only known each other for a week. ”
"The reason why I want to confess to her is not that I particularly want to do anything, I just want her to know. In the past, others confessed to me, and I never confessed to others. Don't you want to leave a mark in this world, but also in her heart. ”
"Looks like you're pretty popular."
"It's all when I was a kid." Han Jing had a calm face, "Today and Saturday, I can call her out directly." It's actually very simple, I'll just do it myself. ”
Zhang Yichi pondered for a moment: "This is your private matter, I won't interfere, but I want to accompany you over to avoid any danger to you halfway." ”
"Okay, I'll change my clothes and go."
After Han Jing changed his clothes, the two set off and arrived in another community by car.
That girl is Han Jing's high school classmate, and her family lives here, but Han Jing doesn't know the specific location. He called the girl, and didn't say a reason for looking for her, but said that he wanted to talk to her about something and would wait in the gazebo of the community.
The girl agreed.
Han Jing walked to the gazebo and sat down, and Zhang Yichi watched the gazebo from a distance, worried that something would happen to him.
Without waiting too long, a girl walked into the pavilion and sat next to Han Jing.
Although Han Jing knew that his time was short, so he was free and easy, but when he sat with the girl, he still had a restraint that was visible to the naked eye.
Zhang Yichi couldn't hear what they were saying, and could only see a shallow smile on both of their faces.
It should have been a good conversation.
So relax yourself, light a cigarette, and wait slowly.
After more than 20 minutes, the girl got up, said goodbye to Han Jing, and left. Han Jing sat on the pavilion for a long time before he reluctantly got up and walked to Zhang Yichi's side: "Okay, it's over." ”
"Want to talk to me?" Zhang Yichi led Han Jing away.
"Just tell her. At first, she thought I was trying to make her my girlfriend, so she was very scared and didn't know how to refuse me, but then I told her that I was leaving, just to tell her that I liked her very much, and she was not so wary anymore. She said she was reluctant to let me go, that I had always been quite interesting in the class, and that I might not be so used to it without it. I said, I'm sorry, but only then did I realize that I actually liked people......"
Han Jing said with a smile.
"A nice girl, isn't it?"
"Of course." Han Jing said without hesitation, "I have never seen such an excellent person, I wish her better and better." ”
"Hmm."
The whole process didn't make any waves, it was as if Han Jing just went to ask the girl for a study material.
On the way back, Han Jing didn't say a word, and when he was about to arrive at the community, he was touched by something again, and said a little choked: "My life is indeed a little imperfect." ”
……
When he went home, Han Jing didn't want to have lunch, and made it clear again and again that even if Zhang Yichi did it, he couldn't eat it, Zhang Yichi had no choice but to not cook, so he let Han Jing be alone and quiet.
What he said was nothing, and his face was relieved that it didn't matter, but he felt that the girl didn't like him, and with ALS, Han Jing's mood was a little abnormal.
Now he is emotionally unstable, sometimes good and sometimes bad. In a good situation, I can barely compare with usual, and in a bad situation, even if I know that I don't have time, I am still there to give up on myself.
This afternoon, Han Jing was lying on the bed, and he didn't know whether he was asleep or not, but he was just there motionless.
Zhang Yichi didn't find a suitable reason to enlighten Han Jing, so he didn't rush over to persuade him to cheer up. Everything still needs some buffer time, not to mention that in a situation like Han Jing, it is pure nonsense to make him not care about life and death in a few words.
In the evening, Han Jing got up, and he didn't look very energetic, but he wasn't so sluggish: "Go out to eat, eat something good." ”
"What, isn't it delicious for me?" Zhang Yichi asked with a smile.
"It's delicious, mainly because I want to stay outside for a while, it's too stuffy at home." Han Jing didn't care if Zhang Yichi agreed or not, and went directly to change clothes.
Seeing this, Zhang Yichi had to get dressed and wait for him to set off.
The weather wasn't very good tonight, it was drizzling outside and a little cold.
Han Jing found a barbecue restaurant, ordered a case of beer first, and then brought two portions of each of the foods he was interested in.
Zhang Yichi didn't stop him from buying a case of beer, he wanted to persuade Han Jing not to buy it now, Han Jing definitely didn't agree, it was better to wait until he couldn't drink a little bit before saying it was appropriate.