When Deng Xin came to his senses, as far as the eye could see, it was still the high white ceiling of the hospital.

She was stunned for a moment before she realized the reality.

She subconsciously became frightened and held her breath, only to find that the sounds in her ears had stopped for some time.

"You're awake."

Deng Xin looked up sharply.

There was a stranger sitting next to the bed, the other party was wearing a green nurse's uniform, and his chubby face was a look of concern.

"You scared people to death. The old lady in the hospital bed next to you almost scared you out. The fat nurse patted her chest, looking like she was palpitating, "the doctor her daughter called you." You have to thank them. Why were you sent in and there was no one at home? We pushed you to do this check-up. Luckily, you're lightweight, and the little doctor at CT can hold you. I had a broken bone last time, and that weight ......."

The fat nurse babbled and asked, "What else is wrong with you?" I'll call Dr. Wang to take a look. You were rescued by Dr. Wang just now. My heart stopped. It's scared to death. ”

Deng Xin was dazed, and after a while, he cleared up his thoughts.

She didn't answer the fat nurse's words, and her eyes swept around, and most of what she saw was the blue bed curtain in the ward. The direction of the doorway was blocked by the bed curtain.

She didn't know if Qu Jinyin was still around.

As soon as he thought of this, Deng Xin's back felt chills.

The fat nurse had already called Dr. Wang.

Dr. Wang held the examination report in his hand, "The CT report came out, and I also did an electrocardiogram and an ultrasound, and my head was also checked, but nothing was wrong." Do you have any previous medical conditions? Are there any chronic diseases? Hypertension? Diabetes? ”

Deng Xinran shook his head.

Her body is fine...... No, her body had a problem a long time ago. In the past, it was just a problem with the ears, but now I am afraid that I even have problems with the eyes.

Deng Xin shuddered.

"We can't do an MRI here. Your blood test results won't be known until tomorrow. It is better to do another fasting blood tomorrow morning. When you passed out before, I hung some nutrient solution for you. Do you usually eat normally? ”

Deng Xin nodded, "Normal." ”

As soon as she spoke, she noticed that her voice was unusually hoarse.

"Can you reach your family?" Dr. Wang asked.

Deng Xin shook his head and lowered his eyes.

After her grandparents died, her parents took her over. But she was like a puppet sculpture at that time, and she didn't react to the outside world at all. Her parents took her to see a lot of doctors. That's when she gradually discovered her anomaly.

Perhaps the instinct to survive was at work, and she forced herself to face her parents, escaping the pain of frequent medical consultations.

However, her personality has changed greatly, and she can't go back, and the already strange parent-child relationship with her parents can only continue to decline in a bad direction and cannot be repaired.

Later, her relatives knew that she was scared out of her brain, and her parents also accepted her fate, providing her with a study and life, ensuring that she would not die of hunger or freezing, regardless of anything else. Her grades were not good, so she came out early to work, and only went home during the Chinese New Year. On weekdays, I only contact my parents when I send money regularly, and say that the money has been called, and they also reply formulaically "I received it" and "Be careful outside"......

Deng Xin will not be sad about this.

She didn't have the strength to think about it.

Dr. Wang didn't ask her about her family situation, "Then you can ask Aunt Sun to take care of it." It's dangerous for you to be alone. It's best to stabilize and go to a tertiary hospital for a thorough examination. ”

Deng Xin thanked Dr. Wang.

Aunt Sun, the fat nurse, watched the whole process from the side, not knowing what was made up in her brain, and looked at Deng Xin with more pity in her eyes, "You didn't order dinner, you have to prepare dinner yourself." What are you going to eat at night? I'll help you buy it then. ”

Deng Xin shook his head. She didn't have much of an appetite.

"I want to sleep for a while. Aunt Sun, did you bring my mobile phone? Deng Xin asked.

Aunt Sun muttered and opened the drawer of the bedside table, "Yes." It's all in your pocket. Mobile phone, keys, work permit. This is an access card, right? It's all here. Aunt Sun handed over the phone to Deng Xin.

Deng Xin took the initiative to say: "I'll transfer the nursing fee to you." ”

"Hey, you little girl...... Are you eating now? Aunt Sun asked, "Do you want to drink some water?" You don't have any of them. I'll get you two disposable cups. ”

"Thank you." Deng Xin was very polite.

She transferred the money, drank some water, and rested again.

Aunt Sun is a nurse in the entire emergency ward, and there are a lot of things. After settling Deng Xin, he was called by others again.

Deng Xin also worked as a hospital nurse, knowing the hard and busy work, and signaled Aunt Sun not to worry about herself. She closed the curtain of the bed and circled herself.

After lying down, she uneasily touched the head of the bed and grabbed the pager to make sure it was within reach of her hand.

After doing this, she still didn't feel at ease.

She should be used to this kind of thing.

It would be nice to change places.

Just run away......

"You left us! You left us behind!! ”

Deng Xin covered his ears.

Qu Jinyin's angry voice still echoed in his mind.

Not only that, but she was also different from before, seeing Qu Jinyin.

Twice!

Once in the nursing home, the second time here in the hospital!

Qu Jinyin followed her.

Deng Xin was terrified.

She curled up, afraid that Qu Jinyin would appear for the third time.

Outside the bed curtain, there was the sound of Aunt Sun walking, the coughing of patients, and the conversations of family members.

Farther away, there is a constant stream of emergency patients coming in and out.

Whenever he heard footsteps, Deng Xin was afraid that it was Qu Jinyin.

Deng Xin comforted himself that he would be fine after a while.

In a few hours, there will be fewer people in the emergency department in such a small hospital.

It will take two or three hours......

It's too long......

At night, it will also be the quietest time in the hospital.

It's like the mountains and forests that day......

Deng Xin's body trembled slightly.

No way.

A thought crossed her mind, biting her lip and hesitating to unlock her phone.

Deng Xin rummaged through the WeChat address book for a long time, and found the name "Mr. Zhang" in a long list of contact information of former colleagues.

Her hand paused.

When I clicked on the name, my fingertips trembled slightly.

She recalls what she had experienced.

Pleiades People's Hospital, a small hospital in the county. It was the fifth hospital she worked in, it was very inconspicuous, and the inpatient department environment was not good, and there were no subdivisions. She was on the night shift when she heard a conversation there. At first, she thought it was the voice of the next ward. Because the conversation was so common, there was no pain, and the words spoken were completely unreminiscent of death. It was only after about a month or two of work that she realized that the conversation was the last thing a patient said when he was dying.

That time, she didn't run away right away. The conversation was so gentle that the deceased did not know that he was about to die, and he died quietly, and it happened again at night. Coupled with the fact that she was working as a cleaner at the time, she didn't need to stay in the room for a long time, so she hesitated, hesitated, and didn't run away immediately.

Soon after, she met the other person in the next room in the conversation.

She recognized the voice and heard the conversation between the patient and the other patients, about the person who died that night.

Two days later, while she was mopping the floor in the ward, she was stopped by the patient and helped to get hot water.

"Your hot water, put it here."

"Oh, thank you...... Hey, ask, can I open this list at once? ”

"I don't know. There should be regulations on the medical insurance side, and the hospital can't help it. ”

Deng Xin still clearly remembers what he said to the other party. She was very enthusiastic and said a few more words before leaving.

Then, the man will not work......

Like the previous patient, he died quietly, without speaking again, until the family members who came to visit him at night found him dead.

The last thing he said before he died was with her.

Every time she entered that room, she heard her own voice.

She immediately ran away.

However, from that day on, she had nightmares every night.

She finally found a way to find someone to solve the trouble that had plagued her for years.

Deng Xin opened the chat history between himself and "Mr. Zhang".

In the record, there are also "lies" she sent from the past.

She didn't dare to tell anyone the truth about everything.

After many years, she is already an adult, but even if she speaks, what she says is still a lie.

Deng Xin looked at the recorded lies and lost his mind for a while.

"Mr. Zhang" did not solve the problem for her.

Maybe it's because it's been a long time, or maybe it's because the secret that has been backlogged in her heart for many years finally has a small crack, and she hasn't had any more nightmares after looking for "Mr. Zhang".

I didn't have a nightmare, so I didn't contact "Mr. Zhang" again.

This time, do you want to make up a story too?

If the truth is told to this stranger......

Nursing home thing...... What happened at the Golden Year Nursing Home......

Will anyone believe it?

“…… Let me tell you, Xiao Deng, don't think there's anything here. If these old men and old women are really in charge, will their sons and daughters not come? Don't you know what's going on on our side? As for the things Chunfang did, those sons and daughters came a little more diligently, can you know? They wish those old guys were dying sooner. There were several before, which one was not happy to bring people back? Two of them also asked us to contact the crematorium and burn the people before giving them to them. But ah, this kind of thing is detrimental to yin morality. Chunfang's person doesn't matter, you just don't do it. Chunfang actually didn't really do it, she just didn't pay attention...... It's not my own father and mother, so it's not strange if I don't care......"

Deng Xin bit his lip white.

Those in nursing homes have long been accustomed to such things.

This time it was a big fuss, but it was only because the Qu family wanted to extort money, not to seek justice for Qu Jinyin.

She told a stranger about it......

In case this person took a screenshot and posted it on the Internet...... She contacted him online.

Listening to the people in the nursing home, Tao Lei, the owner of the Golden Year Nursing Home, is very good at it, and he can run rampant with money. The charitable foundation at the top of the Golden Year Nursing Home is even more powerful and well-known. No one will believe her, but she will be cleaned up, right?

Deng Xin's mind conjured up the image of the boy and his grandparents, and the image of the shovel and her grandparents lying in a pool of blood......

She shuddered.

Just ask for help, and don't talk about those things.

She just didn't want to see Qu Jinyin again......

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Song Yingqun searched all the way according to the hotel address and room number sent by Uncle Li. He stood at the door of the room for a few moments, matching the number on it with the number on his mobile phone chat log several times before raising his hand and knocking on the door.

He took a deep breath and adjusted his emotions, but what appeared in front of him was Yu Huiying's tearful face.

The younger Yu Huiying and Yu Huiying, who already had a lot of wrinkles on her face at this time, overlapped in Song Yingqun's mind, and what remained unchanged was the same tear stains and sadness on both faces.

That sadness, in fact, there are some differences.

More than ten years ago, when Yu Huiying cried, it was more of despair, madness and hatred that had nowhere to vent, but now when she sheds tears, it is pure sadness.

Time smooths everything. Even if it can't be smoothed, it can make people change.

Song Yingqun thought so, and saw the door in front of him open.

Uncle Li was a head shorter than Song Yingqun, and raised his head to beckon Song Yingqun to enter the door.

Song Yingqun stood at the door for a few more seconds before stepping into the room.

The hotel room floor is covered with a low-quality carpet, which looks a little dirty, but it is soft to step on and does not make a footstep sound. The room was similar to the one in Granny Yu's nursing home, with only an extra bed, a chair, and less oxygen equipment.

Uncle Li poured Song Yingqun a glass of boiled water, "There are no drinks in the room here." The water was freshly boiled and washed. ”

Uncle Li also made an appointment with Aunt Li last time on the winter solstice, so he "opened the meat" and found that there are so many tricks in the hotel now. He lived in a guest house when he was young, and after retirement, he rarely traveled once, and he never saw so many tricks. Aunt Li is very accustomed to this, and she is quite generous in using Uncle Li's "inheritance", living there for a few days, and complaining that it is not luxurious enough - mainly because there is no better hotel in Uncle Li's hometown, Li Yun obeyed Aunt Li's wishes, and the hotel booked for the two of them was already the most high-end there.

Song Yingqun sat down crampedly and stiffly. It's not that he doesn't adapt to the environment of the hotel, but he doesn't know how to face Uncle Li. Whether it was boiled water or a drink in the teacup in front of him made no difference to him. He couldn't tell what he was drinking at this moment.

"I'm sorry, I should have invited you to my house. I love people...... She wasn't in a good mood. Song Yingqun explained.

Uncle Li nodded in understanding.

Where Song Yingqun couldn't see, Song Yingying sat on the bed and stared blankly at her father. Thinking of Yu Huiying crying in the nursing home, she had mixed feelings in her heart, and her feelings of apology arose.

Li Yun sat beside her, knowing that she was still calm at this moment, so he didn't do anything.

"You said on the phone that you are from Yaocheng......" Song Yingqun asked worriedly.

Uncle Li still nodded, "I'm actually a patient from Yaocheng Central Hospital, and I just saw a doctor there not long ago. ”

Song Yingqun was stunned, "Patient? Not, doctor? He stammered, "You're not a doctor at the central hospital?" So how...... It was a doctor over there who mentioned it...... Yingying? ”

blurted out the affectionate title that had not been shouted for a long time, and his tongue was like a knot, Song Yingqun's heart was sour, and his voice became hoarse.

Song Yingying's eyes were slightly red when she looked at Song Yingqun.

Uncle Li replied: "There has been a little incident over there recently, two policemen are investigating the previous cases of sudden death in the hospital. Your daughter, Song Yingying, died suddenly back then, right? ”

Song Yingqun nodded in a trance, and her eyes suddenly changed, "Yingying, she didn't die suddenly?" Isn't it? Did the hospital do something? Is it their doctor—" His voice rose and his attitude became agitated.

Uncle Li hurriedly said: "No, no, what happened back then was indeed an accident. ”

It's an unexpected paranormal event.

Song Yingqun seemed to be choked by the neck, and his eyes when he looked at Uncle Li changed several times.

"It was an accident." Uncle Li said affirmatively.

Song Yingying behind her lowered her head and quietly wiped her tears.

These words were her decision.

"It's not just gynecology, it's not just Song Yingying, there are some cases of sudden death in the hospital. The police have already investigated, it was all an accident, there is no problem. Uncle Li emphasized, "You also did an autopsy back then. ”

"Yes......" Song Yingqun was depressed, "What is the matter with you looking for us?" ”

"I heard about this in the hospital, and I heard about Song Yingying, so I wanted to come and see you." Uncle Li said.

Song Yingqun sneered, "Look at us? What exactly are you going to do? ”

The anger in his heart was rising.

More than a decade has passed, and it has been reopened by a stranger.

Yu Huiying's already normal mental condition was pushed to the brink of collapse again.

The family reminisced about the pain they had felt.

Could it be that all this is because Uncle Li, a stranger, wants to come and see the excitement of his house?

Song Yingqun clenched his fists.

"Not long ago, I was separated from my family." Uncle Li said calmly.

Song Yingqun didn't react.

"However, it's not the white-haired people who send the black-haired people. So, I guess I can see it. My family is also very open-minded. That being said, but my son, he still cares about it. Uncle Li smiled, his smile revealed a bit of helplessness and love, "He is too concerned about this matter, I think it's very bad, but I really ignore them, it seems, and I can't bear it." ”

Song Yingqun was deflated and released his clenched fist. He could feel the sincerity in Uncle Li's words.

"I know they're doing well, but they still can't let go. I hope they're doing well. Sometimes I think it's okay if they forget about it. But they really forgot about it...... In addition to one son, I have two daughters, and they are still hidden. I haven't met them yet. I heard that it was a good life, and life was still going on as usual, and it was not particularly sad. But how can you not be sad? Unless you forget it completely...... I really have to forget, I may have a pimple in my heart again......" Uncle Li said slowly, "Don't forget, but don't be sad either, this is my extravagant hope." ”

Smack.

Tears fell from Song Yingying's eyes and smashed on the back of her hand.

Song Yingqun did not hear the sound of tears. His own eyes were red, but he didn't shed tears.

After Song Yingying died, he forgot whether he had cried.

Probably not.

His daughter's sudden death hit him so hard that he never imagined that something like this would happen. Before he had time to grieve, he had to carry his grief-stricken wife.

"My lover is very devastated." Song Yingqun said in a low voice, "I didn't see it." I rushed to the hospital, and I was, had settled. Yingying was covered with a white cloth, and her face and clothes were cleaned up. I heard that the nurse helped clean it up. My lover leaned to the side, and he seemed to have lost his soul. The people in the ward said that Yingying was found with a lot of blood under her body and her eyes were ...... The eyes are still open...... I was supposed to ask for help, but I couldn't make a sound...... No one knew about it, and no one in the room noticed it...... When my wife came back, I said a few words to her, and then I realized that something was wrong......"

At that time, everyone who saw Yu Huiying thought she was crazy.

The daughter is dead, the wife is crazy, he is in a foreign place where he is not familiar with his life, he needs to deal with his daughter's death, he needs to calm his wife's emotions, and he is too busy to grieve anymore.

He followed Yu Huiying's meaning and made trouble in Yaocheng Central Hospital for a while. But this kind of venting can't make him feel relieved, nor can it calm Yu Huiying down.

The autopsy results were like a knife inserted into the couple's heart.

They didn't do anything wrong, Song Yingying didn't do anything either, and Yaocheng Central Hospital didn't do anything either.

It was an accident.

It seems that God destined Song Yingying to die in that way that day.

Unable to return to the sky.

"In the past, she accompanied her daughter to see a doctor, and then it became me to accompany her to see a doctor. At that time, I didn't know this either. There's really nothing doctors can do about it. She didn't know who she heard gossip, saying that she wanted Yingying to be reincarnated in her womb......" Song Yingqun smiled bitterly, "You also saw that our last child is a son." Maybe it's also a kind of luck. I packed up Yingying's things and sent them to my mother's house in the countryside. The interior of the house was rearranged and replaced with something for boys. It's the same......"

Song Yingqun said with nostalgia, "When Yingying was a child, I recorded her height and drew a line of height on the door frame of her room. When I changed the furniture, I was reluctant to replace the door frame...... I bought stickers - it's also a new thing, a child's height ruler, pasted on the wall, small animals, it's pretty good, Yingying didn't have such a thing when she was a child......"

Song Yingqun lowered his head.

He still remembers how he felt.

Song Yingying's things were packed up by him. Yu Huiying was still in confinement at the time, so she sat in the living room with Song Dongqing in her arms, listening to him busy in Song Yingying's room. He didn't know what Yu Huiying was thinking at the time, and Yu Huiying didn't know what he was thinking. Granny Yu took care of Yu Huiying's confinement and lived in their house at the time, and she wanted to help, but he refused. He did everything. Every book, every toy, and every piece of clothing that Song Yingying left behind...... and the lines that recorded her growth were also covered by his own hands.

He erased the traces of his daughter's presence in that home.

For the sake of his wife, in order for this family to continue to maintain.

In this way, after a few years, Song Dongqing grew taller year by year, and painted his mark on the sticker on the door frame.

Song Yingqun and Yu Huiying both thought that the pain of Song Yingying's death had been healed.

But they were all wrong.

The husband and wife still did not communicate, but they had a tacit understanding.

Then, there was Song Anan in this family.

A daughter.

It was also this daughter, who was a toddler like Song Yingying back then, grabbed the sticker with her little hand, and re-exposed the mottled and old door frame, exposing the only trace left by Song Yingying in this home.