Chapter 399: I Use My Life to Wake You Up
Peter was determined to die, he didn't care about anything anymore, and he said whatever came to mind.
Many things in the world are often confused by the authorities and clear by bystanders.
Friends get along with each other, taboo to talk deeply.
Even if you become friends, you may not be able to speak out.
There are always many taboos between people, and they must be deliberately managed in order to make a friendship last.
Because Peggy Carter is the red rose in Steve Rogers' heart, the goddess he will never get, and the softest piece of pure land in his heart.
Considering that Steve will never regain the lost seventy years and never be able to dance that missed dance again, his friends deliberately avoid this part when they spend time with him.
For many reasons, no one had ever said anything about it in front of Steve.
It wasn't until they crossed over to this universe that Steve made up for his past regrets in Sokovia.
When the red rose is picked, it will come down from the altar, from a goddess to a woman, and it will gradually turn into mosquito blood.
Steve is still in love with Peggy Carter, but this love has changed from love to husband and wife.
High EQ saying: All love will eventually become family affection.
The saying of low emotional intelligence: love fades, and family affection grows stronger. You don't love her anymore, you're just used to her presence.
Steve has only been in the grave of marriage for a short time, and he is still deeply in love with Peggy Carter, but this love has become more objective.
The specific manifestation is the increase in the magnetic field rotation realm.
This thing doesn't lie.
How intense the love is, how unforgettable, once lost, this strong feeling will burst out with miraculous energy, making the realm of the lost person soar.
But, just like Peter said, how much can you love her if she hasn't even broken through the Fifty Heavens?
The mutant race was wiped out, and Magneto soared to the ninety-seven heavens.
And the second time the mutant was wiped out, Raven only soared to fifty heavens, still with Magneto's legacy.
Without him, there is not enough love for mutants.
Ben Parker died, and Peter soared to the twenty-fifth heaven.
Hulk kills Betty Rose, and Dr. Banner soars to the twenty-fifth heavens.
Pepper died, and Tony soared to fifty heavens.
Realizing that she had killed her father with her own hands, Daisy soared to the fiftieth heaven.
Steve Rogers of this universe woke up from his brainwashing and realized that he had personally brought the United States to destruction, and after strengthening his beliefs, he immediately soared to the Fifty Heavens and awakened War Paint.
There is no harm if there is no comparison, and this comparison clearly shows how deep Steve's love for Peggy Carter is now, and whether it is enough is unforgettable.
Peter is right, maybe Steve loves Peggy Carter more, but Captain America loves justice more, America, justice, and freedom......
Whether or not Steve became like this because of the serum, this is already an objective reality that cannot be changed.
The identity of Captain America and Steve Rogers are not exactly one and the same.
Steve himself is also a strong magnetic field, and he knows everything about the rotation of the magnetic field, of course, he knows why he didn't soar to the ninety-seventh heaven all at once and slaughter Zhan Six.
There is only one reason, and that is that his love for Peggy Carter is not as deep as he thinks.
He was not stupid, and he could not deceive himself, he was immediately shocked by this fact, his mind swayed, and he could not control himself.
Seeing this, Natasha hurriedly took over the topic, "Peter, the problem now is that the war has broken out, and only one of us can survive. ”
"Zhan Liu doesn't care what happens on the earth, you can see it when you look at the meteor shower in the sky, but we Avengers care, only after we win, will we ......"
Before Natasha could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by Peter.
"I don't care." Peter's tone was still slight and ethereal, and the whole person looked nonchalant.
Natasha's words were choked back.
The morality of the present did not mean anything to Peter, let alone kidnap him.
Natasha reacted quickly and immediately changed angles to test again.
"Are you sure you won't find a way to bring Gwen back to life?"
Peter nodded slowly, silently.
"Then why are you still here?" Natasha asked rhetorically.
"Don't you still have some kind of expectation in your heart?"
"What are you expecting?"
"Or rather, what do you want to do?"
"Or who are you expecting to redeem you?"
Natasha stared closely at Peter's reaction, trying to analyze the information available from his micro-expressions.
"I ......," Peter was at a loss, "I don't know." ”
"My brain is empty, I don't think about anything, I don't want anything, and I don't need anyone to redeem me."
"Then why don't you die?" Natasha attacked maliciously.
"Dead?" Peter muttered in a low voice, slowly raised his palm, and threatened to kill himself if he didn't agree with him.
Natasha hurriedly pressed his hand, for fear that he would kill himself like this.
"You're not even afraid of death, so what are you afraid of?"
"Is it that terrible for you to resurrect Gwen and them?"
A hint of fear flashed in Peter's eyes, "I don't want them to die again, the pain of death, one time is enough." ”
"Are you afraid that they will suffer the pain of death, or do you not want to suffer the pain of losing them?" Natasha asked sharply.
Peter subconsciously avoided Natasha's knife-sharp eyes, "Maybe both." ”
Natasha sneered, and the aggression in her words became even stronger.
"That's not right!"
"It's better to die than to live, and you don't know that they don't want to be resurrected?"
"How many people are living in this world in pain?"
"It's just that you're afraid of losing them again, so you make your own decisions on their behalf!"
"They want to be resurrected!"
"They don't want to be buried in the cold ground all the time!"
"It's you who don't dare, and you pretend to be good for them, and put all the blame on them!"
Natasha poked her fingers hard in Peter's chest, scolding.
"You coward!"
"Gwen has poured blood mold when he encounters such a waste like you!"
"Is she blind?"
"Why do you like your kind of thing?"
Peter, like a mimosa, curled up again, his head bowed, still lifeless.
"yes, I'm a coward."
"Gwen shouldn't know me."
"Uncle Ben, they should have thrown me into an orphanage in the first place."
Peter's reaction made Natasha hold her breath.
She would rather Peter shout at her, quibble, and explain, and then she could facilitate the later "talk therapy".
But Peter's dead appearance shows that he has lost his vitality, is so autistic that he has no blood at all.
He now takes all the responsibility on his own head, and regards himself as the root cause of all the tragedies and the culprit who killed his relatives.
Whatever you hit him now, scold him, or humiliate him...... He took it all as if he were waiting.
That's all there is to death.
Now Peter's brain has almost stopped working, and all that is reflected is some stress reaction.
You ask, and he answers.
If you beat someone, he will suffer.
If Natasha hadn't stopped him just now, maybe Peter would have committed suicide obediently.
In the face of this situation, the gods came and had no tricks.
If you want Peter to be useful, at least let him arouse a trace of desire for life and have the will to survive, and then he can think about how to "use" him!
Natasha sighed and turned to pull Steve, who was still a little confused.
"His current situation is that he has closed his inner world with his own hands and completely lost his passion for life."
"If we can't wake him up, it's useless to talk to him now."
"Most of our words didn't go into his brain at all, and he was almost completely incapable of thinking right now."
Steve took a deep breath, rubbed his frowning brow, put his heart disease aside for the time being, and asked in a deep voice, "Is there any way to use it?" ”
Natasha shook her head helplessly, "I don't know, I'm not a biologist. Professor Hulk is on the batter, and he can't provide us with technical support. ”
"What about Tony?"
"He's supposed to be negotiating with Queen Raven right now, and he's an engineer, so I don't think he'll understand psychology."
Steve remembered Tony's always very headstrong mannerism, and pouted, giving up on the ridiculous idea of seeking Tony's off-court support.
"What about Friday?"
"It should be fine for you to get it to endorse or find a paper for you, but I don't think it's going to be a good psychiatrist."
"So......" Steve looked at Peter, who still looked dazed, and asked hesitantly, "Will it be useful to use the physical arousal method?" ”
"Give him a slap with your shield?"
"That's right." Steve nodded, "Can it work?" ”
"Uh...... I do not know. Natasha thought for a moment, "Still, we might as well try, we can't find any other way anyway." ”
Steve knew the job well, he didn't say a word, picked up the shield, and duang duang duang was a slap on Peter's head.
Although Peter is not conscious now, the strength of his body is still there, and Steve's level of attack does not break the defense at all, and of course it is even more ineffective.
After a few hundred "sticks" in a row, Steve gave up, "I'm afraid this method won't work." ”
"Was there anything that could have touched Peter's mind?"
"Then I'm afraid it's just Gwen, but they're all dead, and we can't bring them back to life."
Natasha looked at Peter stunned, and after a while, she suddenly asked:
"Do you think Peter can tell the truth from the fake as he looks now?"
"What do you mean?" Steve didn't get it.
This time, Natasha didn't reply, but took out the communicator and contacted the little raccoon on the space super battleship.
Moments later, a projection of Gwen appeared in front of Peter.
The projection technology of aliens is very advanced, and even if you stand in front of you, a little farther away, it is difficult to tell whether the other party is a real person or a projection.
Natasha pushed some distance away, allowing the projection of Gwen to circle around Peter, spinning and jumping, laughing and waving.
Peter's body was still stiff at first, but slowly, his eyes began to light up, and his sanity returned.
But the moment he regained his senses, he was disappointed to find that Gwen in front of him was nothing more than a projection.
Natasha was afraid that he would go back to himself, so she hurriedly stepped forward and tried to persuade him.
"Peter, we ......"
Peter stretched out his hand and stopped her from speaking.
"Now that I know all about the conversation just now, you don't need to repeat it again."
"In addition, you should all know that a strong person with a magnetic field can read minds, right?"
"So, put away your little thoughts, I won't be taken advantage of by you."
Natasha's face froze, a little embarrassed.
The magnetic field powerhouse is very annoying about this, and no ideas, any conspiracy and calculations, you can't meet them, otherwise all the secrets will be leaked out.
"Okay, Natasha, in the face of a strong magnetic field, words and psychological skills are useless, only sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity."
Steve reached out and pulled Natasha back and stepped forward.
"Peter, since you can read minds, then take a good look at what I really think."
He lowered his head and brought it to Peter.
"I never intended to take advantage of you, I came to ask for your help from the bottom of my heart."
"Peter, we are at our wit's end, please, help us!"
Steve pleaded under his breath, and by reading his brain, Peter could really feel his sincerity.
However......
"What I said before when I was in an autistic state came from the heart."
"I don't want to, I don't care, I don't care about things between you."
"For me, everything doesn't matter anymore."
"Let's go, don't come back, just let me rot here!"
Peter's expression darkened, and he sat down on the spot, closing his eyes again, and about to enter a state of self-isolation again.
"Don't do that, Peter!"
Steve pounced, grabbed Peter's shoulders with both hands, and shook it vigorously.
"You shouldn't be like this!"
"Peter in my memory is a warm-hearted and good boy, and his heart is full of love and respect for life."
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"Isn't there any of these beautiful flashes of humanity in your heart?"
"You should be able to see what we're desperately asking for!"
"Of course, we can't escape our selfishness, but the intention to save the world is not the slightest false!"
"Please, Peter, wake up!"
"Help us!"
Steve burst into tears, but Peter was already dead in the slightest, and his face gradually returned to his original half-dead appearance.
He's going to shut himself up again!
"No!"
Steve groaned, remembering his own disadvantage in the war, the importance of Peter's participation in the war, and the high hopes of his comrades.
With a twist of his heart and a bite of his teeth, he ignited his life force, and the magnetic field in his body rotated and soared, surpassing the fifty heavens in an instant.
As soon as Steve reached out, he thrust into his left chest, gouged out his heart, and then thrust it into Peter's right chest.
Under the urging of his life force, Steve successfully broke through Peter's defenseless body and implanted his heart into Peter's body.
The ability to reorganize cells is activated, and the heart and body are quickly connected, eliminating rejection and becoming a whole.
"Peter, if your heart is dead, then let me use my heart to awaken you!"