11. Grow in secret
Seeing Han Yijing walk out of the door of the dormitory building, Wang Nannan quickly dialed Yuan Wenbing's phone number.
But he didn't answer the phone.
Wang Nannan was a little irritable, she had to tell him about the lawyer looking for her immediately, but why couldn't he answer her phone. But it seems like he's always been like this.
Wang Nannan has also been wronged because of this kind of thing, but from the beginning she chose him, she knew that she would encounter these things in the future.
Because when she decided to be his lover, she knew that he was married.
When she first met Yuan Wenbing, she had just come to Guangyang, or to be exact, she and her father were just about to come to Guangyang.
Her hometown is in the mountains, or surrounded by mountains, you can see the mountains when you go out, and it is the end at a glance, just like the days they live, you can also see the end at a glance, except for bitterness or bitterness.
Most of the girls in their village who are her age go out to work early after graduating from junior high school, and some are even married and have children.
But she insisted on going to school, and her father also said that as long as she studied hard, he would provide for wherever she could get in. Her mother also supported her in studying, and her mother said that she would study hard and become a teacher in the future, even if she taught in school, she would not have to suffer in the field.
The land in my hometown is too barren, and I can't earn a few dollars a year after being busy, only enough for daily expenses, and I can't even save a penny all year round. Otherwise, my mother's illness would not have dragged from a small illness to a major illness, and her life would have been lost. Because of poverty, my mother did not dare to see a doctor or take medicine; Because they were poor, they had no big fish and meat to eat, and no beautiful clothes to wear; Because they are poor, they always seem to be inferior.
After finally scraping together the tuition fees, her father and she put their bedding and clothes in a nylon bag filled with fertilizer, and the two of them were going to take a long-distance bus to Guangyang.
However, a cousin of his family, who also works in Guangyang, called and told them that the soldiers of the Ergou family in their village had driven back, and he had already greeted them, so they just took his car. This makes it convenient for them and saves money on the bus.
Because she was going to a big city and going to college, Wang Nannan specially changed into her favorite blue jeans, although she had worn these pants many times and had been washed a little white, but it was indeed her best one at that time. The top didn't find a suitable one, so she had to put on the summer school uniform of high school again, but in order not to find out that it was a school uniform, she also specially cut the school label on the school uniform with scissors, leaving only a few needle holes to stay there stubbornly.
It was the first time for Wang Nannan and her father to ride in such a high-end car, and they were a little cramped and uneasy, and her father even rubbed the soil on his shoes on the ground with his feet before getting into the car. He said, "Don't get the car dirty. ”
Yuan Wenbing said enthusiastically: "Uncle, it's okay, you can sit casually." ”
Along the way, Yuan Wenbing kept introducing them to how prosperous and vivid Guangyang's city life is. Let Wang Nannan's heart be full of expectations for this future life, a seed to get rid of the poor life in the past has been completely buried in her heart, and he will not be in that poor place in the future no matter what.
Maybe it's because they all came to the city from the same place, and they have a feeling of warmth for each other. She likes to ask Yuan Wenbing for help when she encounters anything, because she knows that her honest father can't help her in any way. What her father gave her was just an ordinary life, but she was unwilling, what she wanted was a superior and high-quality life.
Although Yuan Wenbing is more than ten years older than Wang Nannan and has already entered the society, he has an obsession in his bones that he wants to climb up no matter what method he uses. He always felt that the people around him looked down on him, even his wife and subordinates. He stubbornly believes that they all look down on him.
And Wang Nannan often begged him for help, Brother Yuan was long and Brother Yuan was short, but it gave him a sense of self-affirmation and made him feel his superiority.
After a long time, the two gradually developed a different affection for each other.
In the autumn of my sophomore year, the leaves on the side of the road were already red and yellow, and the wind was blowing and falling to the ground. One day, when she was in a basic education class, Wang Nannan suddenly received a call from Yuan Wenbing.
On the other end of the phone, Yuan Wenbing was talking inarticulately, Wang Nannan couldn't hear a word clearly, he must have been drinking. But shouldn't it be work time now?
She hurried over, where he was still drinking, and there were already several bottles on the table. This hotel is a hotel that Yuan Wenbing frequented when he first came to Guangyang, because this hotel is small and relatively cheap. But after getting married, he rarely came, and his wife said that this kind of small restaurant was not clean. But he was used to the taste of this restaurant, and he sometimes came here secretly later, and sometimes brought Wang Nannan here to eat.
So sometimes, Yuan Wenbing feels that he and Wang Nannan are the same kind of people and know each other best.
Wang Nannan didn't know where to take Yuan Wenbing, he was already unconscious. She had to take him to a small hotel, eighty yuan a day, and she couldn't afford to pay for it, no matter how expensive it was.
Pushing open the door, a musty smell rushed straight at them, Wang Nannan looked around, this inn room is very small, only against the wall is placed a one-meter-eight bed, and a second-hand table, on the table is an old-fashioned computer, even the plug board is broken.
She arranged Yuan Wenbing on the bed, and was afraid that he would catch a cold, so she directly covered him with the unclean-looking quilt of the hotel, and he didn't take off his shoes anyway, so he would wake up.
Wang Nannan sat on a chair, playing with his mobile phone while looking at Yuan Wenbing, who was asleep.
Yuan Wenbing's snoring sound beside her gave her a strange feeling of security at this time. She suddenly wanted to keep that feeling for a long time. For many years, all kinds of flashes flashed in her mind, but in the end she rejected her thoughts, she had to wait for him to wake up, she had to tell him what she had in mind, she had to wait for him to make a choice.
One hour, two hours, three hours......
Even on the way to wait, Wang Nannan went out to buy two rice bowls for the two of them, and finally six hours passed, and the sky was already covered with a layer of black veil.
Yuan Wenbing felt that his head was about to crack, and he slowly opened his eyes, looking at a strange place. He only remembered that he had drunk and seemed to call someone.
While writhing his aching body, he thought back to Wang Nannan, who was standing in front of the bed with a smile and staring at him intently. He finally remembered that he was calling Wang Nannan.
He said, "Thank you, help me, I have a little trouble at work, so I drank some wine without feeling happy." ”
He got up and was about to leave, Wang Nannan quickly walked behind him, hugged his waist and said, "Brother Yuan, you have helped me so much, let me take care of you in the future." ”
Yuan Wenbing didn't expect Wang Nannan to have this thought, after all, he was more than ten years older than her, and he was married. Yuan Wenbing intellectually wanted to refuse, he wanted to take away Wang Nannan's hand that was holding him, but Wang Nannan hugged him tighter, she leaned her head on his back, and called softly in a low voice: "Brother Yuan." ”
Yuan Wenbing said: "I am already married, and you will be wronged if you follow me." ”
Wang Nannan also said with an iron heart: "I don't care, one day I don't love you anymore, I will leave by myself, and I don't need you to drive me." ”
Her words completely broke the defense of a married man, and the man turned around and hugged her.