When I got up, I saw a message saying that it had only been 200,000 words for two months.

Today is exactly two months after the book was issued. Of course I remember.

Yesterday, I also talked about the number of words and the shelves at home, so let's talk casually, not to make excuses or complain, but to share records, and by the way, sort out what has been in my head for the past two months.

The first time I tried to write a novel, it was quite fresh. I didn't read much online articles before, and I didn't know anything about the doorway, but I just wrote a few emotional lines for my family members temporarily.

Choose entertainment themes, according to the summary of the gods, it is suitable for novices to go first and then run; The two usually do like music and movies, and they have nothing to do with photography or anything, so with various encouragement, they have a good attitude of "Zhang Ailing has been rejected and has been scolded by people for being a fart", and opened the Word blank page.

People are addicted to food, well, that's it.

I began to sort out more than 100 outlines, so let's count it as the first volume.

I was recommended for a new book a week after I published the book, and the results were not bad, and some of the feedback and suggestions were particularly right, and I was seriously aware that my thinking was still stuck in the traditional literature, and I was not adapted to the ecology of online literature, which has not really been reversed now.

Especially the cool point of the entertainment article to pretend to be forced to slap the face,At first, it can be said that it is completely opposite to my understanding.,This is also the main reason why the conversion of the recommendation is not high.,People randomly click on a few chapters and don't read it if they don't feel cool enough.,It's normal.。

What surprised me more was that the most negative comments were not this, but the song selection issue. All kinds of yin and yang weirdness, spraying everything, including writing a little realistic judgment with righteous and stern words, sometimes they can show me a smile.

Expression means to be prepared to be misunderstood, no matter how powerful the writer is, it is impossible for everyone to be satisfied, this basic psychological quality is still there, and even unprovoked attacks cannot be avoided.

Not to mention the Internet, there are a lot of malicious intentions out of nothing in reality, I have learned since I was a child, how many people like you and how many people hate you, how can you let you take advantage of all the good things, right!

Regarding the plot and cool points, I am very willing to listen to the voices from all directions.

As for saying that I carry private goods, "song selection wizard", embarrassed, I can't stand it... First of all, here is a suggestion on how to be comfortable, how to come, the novel is just relaxing, why bother to pick and choose to read it for yourself?

You can point out the country, and I have left a lot of uncomfortable comments undeleted. But take Mayday as an example, I know that when I wrote Sun Wukong, Dai Quan's song must have an orgasm, and there is little controversy.

But regardless of the reasonable smoothness of the plot or my personal wishes, the song "The Love of My Life" that I first recommend for Journey to the West is not suitable for appearing there; The second subjective taste is that we don't have to work hard, no one who loves salty and sweet doesn't have to convince anyone, no one is more noble than anyone, flirting and scolding is OK, and there is no need to scold thank you.

There is also entrainment of private goods, isn't this nonsense, words can intuitively reflect a person more intuitively than any form, and even systematic literary tools can see the shadow of the author, his experience, concepts, and so on.

There is no doubt that the plot should win the novel, but in addition to the story, the words that are not even related to the main line are sometimes the author's feelings, and the point is to see the wisdom in the small places, and occasionally a light stroke can resonate with you, or get inspiration and aftertaste, which is the reason why the novel attracted me.

Of course, the subtlety of the writing and the choice of words and sentences also affect the reading experience, but it seems that in the world of online writing, it does not matter.

In addition, the desire to express is not the strongest internal drive for me to write.

It's like someone thinks that Jiugong Gesa dog food is proof of love, but for me, the whole world doesn't know, only each other knows such as passwords, exclusive nicknames, a sunset and dusk spent quietly watching the sea together, and it's very pleasant without talking, which is sweeter than showing affection.

When the article is written, some you can know that the author has put in the effort at a glance, and some you can clearly feel that the author loves the craft of writing, and some do not love the craft but love money, and work hard to make money.

Part of my motivation is the joy of creating itself.

At present, it is said that it is about to be put on the shelves, and I am not satisfied with many modified things, and I want to face readers sincerely, and I also want to be honest with myself.

Even if it is a little slower, at least through this book, I will improve my ability to shape the characters and grasp the overall story line, and improve my shortcomings, so that time is not in vain.

It's certain that the reading will fall, and fate is not forced.

Those who can stay are my real readers.

That's the other half of the motivation to persevere.

The leader of the alliance and others confessed separately, in fact, there were several familiar names, voting and some rewards, leaving messages and cheering, and I was moved, grateful and very ashamed to see me in the background.

There are also two iron porcelains in my life, I don't read the online text, but I also register an account for me to chase more votes every day, care and encourage, and it's really ironing.

Whenever I am irritable and confused, why should I suffer this sin when I am very happy?

After a while of competing with myself, and then thinking about all the above commendables, I slowly calmed down.

Writing this, the square dancing uncles and aunts outside are finally quiet!

After the two months are summarized, then the code word.

Knowing the frequency of recent updates, you've minimized your expectation management (and the face says), so... I hope my clumsy pen can be like an "extra" something, like a magazine giveaway, a chocolate chip for grape biscuits, which can make you "eh" so easy to "eh", I will cheer!

I wish the earth a speedy recovery, and you will be happy after watching my grinding and chirping.

Peace&love.