Chapter 367: Once Upon a Time and Today
Lista pushed Fiona's hand away, and said with a serious face: "You, you, what are you doing, Deputy Head Fiona, please don't use yourself to test the style of your superiors." ”
"Got it, Captain Lista, I'll pay attention to it later?"
"Oops, I'm joking, I'm joking"
The two of them laughed at themselves, but soon Fiona calmed down and looked at Tessa worriedly, although her relationship with Tessa was not as close as she was to Lista and Lynn, but Tessa was also family to her, and she didn't want to watch Tessa be so miserable.
Lista understood Fiona's thoughts, and perhaps, he had a way to mediate Tessa's mood: "Fiona, you and Delia take Tessa to the city for shopping, I'll find someone to help Tessa, maybe that person can help Tessa." ”
Fiona didn't know who Lista was looking for, but she agreed, and after saying goodbye to Lista, she took Delia and Tessa to Rochester. Lin and Ife are still working on the design of the house, and it seems that Lista can't help at all.
"Huh? Gray, forget it, that guy is always elusive, leave him alone. Beautiful jade! Effie! I'm going to take a look, you're busy! ”
"Uh-huh, go, go, go, don't bother us!"
Lista greeted Lynn and Effie loudly after looking for Gray. With a flick of his hands, it was easy, this was the day when there was no fight, Lista walked leisurely towards the main road, only to see Gray as soon as he turned his head.
"Hey, Gray, you can't scare me anymore, I'm getting used to your elusiveness."
"Hehe, Mr. Lista said with a smile, were you looking for me just now?"
"So you heard that."
"Well, in fact, I've already returned to Kuhan, because Kuhan's patrol can't be less, so I left a clone of mine here, and I will stay quietly when I'm fine, so my sense of presence may be a little low."
"Doppelganger, it's so convenient...... Well? Doppelganger? ”
After hearing that Gray was a doppelganger here, Lista immediately came to nature, and after looking back to see that there was no one around, he put his arm around Gray's shoulders and whispered: "Gray, can you use the doppelganger to communicate with the body?" ”
"Mr. Lista, this can be done, all I need to do is move my mind."
Lista rubbed his hands and continued, "Then can you find Kaye and let Kaye come over for a while." ”
As soon as Lista finished speaking, Gray's clone was as stupid as if he had lost his soul, and no matter how much Lista called Gray's clone, he couldn't wake up: "Gray? Gray? What's wrong? Disconnected? ”
Gray's clone woke up again after being dumbfounded for three seconds, and nodded slightly at Lista: "Well, Mr. Lista, I happen to be with Mr. Kaye right now, and Mr. Kaye asked you to reimburse the fare." ”
"Hey, what a big deal, let him come, I will not only reimburse the fare, but also invite him to dinner."
After Gray finished delivering the news, he disappeared without waiting for Lista to speak again, and Lista laughed and scolded Gray, then turned around and walked towards the path with a little good scenery.
It was an old country road, in which Lista walked leisurely, his steps light and slow, and the sun shining through the leaves on his face, which made him look mystical on this deserted path.
Lista walked on the path with his eyes closed, and after half an hour Lista stopped and opened his eyes, where the vision was wide, and he could see the mountains and rivers in the distance and the birds and animals in them, and with a gust of wind blowing, a leaf made Lista's back look a little lonely.
A person, standing in a no-man's place, looking at the uninhabited landscape, this scene is so familiar to Lista, he just inherited the name of Lista when he was a child, and he is standing in a no-man's place as he is today, looking at the uninhabited landscape, but the mood of the past and the present is completely different.
The former Lista, or Barron, became silent after the loss of Carl, no longer communicating with people, and would never participate in any activities in the roadside village, even if he walked out of the gladiatorial arena alive, even if he was an excellent dual-sword speed fighter, but with Carl's death, his heart always felt lonely and empty, because Carl was his father to him, and to him at that time, Carl was his only relative.
At that time, he was fourteen years old, his eyes were always full of sadness and thought, his back always seemed lonely and heavy, and no one went up to comfort this underage child, after all, no one wanted to be near a person who was full of negative emotions all over his body.
That negative emotion always makes the people around him feel inexplicably sad and helpless, but as long as he doesn't see those people in Lista, he doesn't know how to live at that time, but he has to fulfill Carl's wish, he doesn't want to live and at the same time wants to overcome the wind and loneliness, at that time his heart is full of contradictions and struggles.
However, Lista did not give up on himself, he began to sit by the campfire and listen to the chatter of passers-by, he began to practice swordsmanship every day, and finally began to try to talk to people, began to try to help the villagers on the side of the road to complete some small commissions, tried to smile at strangers, he knew that he had to move forward.
Even so, no one has ever cared about Lista, although he has integrated into society, but at that time, Lista was still alone, no one cared about him, paid attention to him, people who had been lonely for a long time, also wanted to find someone to accompany him, gradually, he began to be cautious, polite, and full of kindness to everyone around him, that is, hoping that one day someone could become his partner, but as a result, it was still just him.
But fortunately, at this time, Lista has long been accustomed to loneliness, even if there is no result every time, he will not be sad, maybe sometimes a little lost, but just wake up. But it is precisely because of these changes in him that today's gentle and considerate Lista has been created.
Lista held the big tree on the side with his hand, his face was full of smiles, looking at the scenery in the distance with satisfaction, and also thinking about his life today. Maybe a person's mentality has changed for the better, and he can really change his future, but this is not fate in Lista's opinion, if he obeys fate according to himself, it is estimated that his head has been cut off as early as the gladiatorial arena.
Lista often wondered what it meant to overcome loneliness, and once Lista had told Fiona that her will to overcome loneliness was no longer complete when she met Fiona. But now Lista's mind has changed, and the victory over loneliness may not mean to make yourself feel indifferent in loneliness, but to clear loneliness and make it impossible for you to be alone.